Guest guest Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 Kundalini can accentuate this for you Tara. It can add fuel to the fire of the condition and as most areas of life are affected by the Kundalini so too will these issues sometimes be triggered. This can be seen as Kundalini highlighting an issue for balance. This has only returned recently if I am correct and may very well be a communication from your Kundalini to you. Getting slammed into a wall is very traumatic and can induce certain forms of cellular psychosis. The body remembers. And so does the mind remember what was used to separate from the trauma. Kundalini is pointing at this as a situation that is ripe for a balancing. Try and forgive the person who did this to you first of all. Reach back and ask the child in you to forgive. Do not be attached to an outcome just apply the forgiveness as best you can and then apply gratitude that you are even able to contemplate it. Open to the flow of Shakti as you remember these times. Let her form the barrier between the wall and you as you remember these events. Let her buffer and soften and in effect completely retard any impact that can be felt as you revisit this time. She is in you and willing to help you balance this area. She will help you heal the hurts that have been dormant but are now re-emerging. Open your self to the love of the Mother Shakti and completely surrender to her gentle care. She will heal this hurt and any of the others that are also waiting to be balanced. - blessings Tara and feel free to bother me about these issues. You are not the only one. Many of us have been there too. - chrism , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > Well, the thing is...it's not the typical seizure that most people think of, and that some might associate with the K. I'm not sure that would associate this with the K. There are no convulsions. It is the type of seizure whose symptoms are staring straight forward, as if in a daydream. I look to others as if I'm daydreaming, but I'm really blacked out, but standing up..not falling down. > After much retracing, into my memory; I was able to trace it back to a time when > I was a young adolescent, with an abusive father. My first episode of blacking out, happened after being slammed into a wall for the second time. > I blacked out the moment I hit the wall, and then I was blacking out in the shower, each morning, for several months or a year. I guess it had just vanished, or maybe I tuned it out. I'm not sure. Anyway, the neurologist said that the seizures seem to be stress induced. He said it seems that I have pushed my emotions and hurtful memories down so far, and they've been kept there for so long, that now; little things which remind me of bad times growing up, throw me into a seizure. He said it's the repressed memories, causing deep emotion to flood my mind, and that's when I black out. Since I was able to trace it back so well, I didn't think it had anything to do with K, so I didn't want to bother with my troubles. Thanks for the thought though. I think it would be a whole lot easier, if it was caused by K. > With much love and thanks, > Tara > > >gypsyeyes_101 <gypsyeyes_101 wrote: > > Dear Tara and Linda, > > >The thought has occurred to me that it may be K related and Chrism > >may be able to help you with this and we all may go through some > >difficult times with K. > >Kind regards...Angelina > > , " Linda " > <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > > Hi again Tara, > > I am sorry to hear you have been going through a rough time. It is > a > > good thing that your doctor doesn't feel that your seizures are > > caused from epilepsy. And it saved you $400 to boot. Back when I > was > > having my passing out spells, I was wondering the same thing as > you. > > My doctor thought mine was stress related,too or was a type of > death > > wish. He put me on an anti-depressant, but I could not hack that > for > > long. I did not feel I was under all that much stress at the time > > and neither did I have death wish, at least not at that time. LOL! > > Now looking back, I think they were most likely me trying to have > an > > OBE in my waking like. > > > > I am so very thankful you came back to us and I pray your peace > about > > it all will grow and grow. > > > > Love you, > > Linda > > > > > > > > , tara jacoby > > <tjmassage7777@> wrote: > > > > > > Hi Linda, sweetie. > > > I'm sorry I've been so distant. > > > I've been going through a lot, and it's been difficult for me. > > > I went to visit a neurologist, for what seem to be symptoms of > > absence seizures. > > > I never go to the doctors for anything. > > > It has to be an emergency, for me to go. > > > I usually rely on positive energy and prayer as my healing. > > > I'd rather will it away. > > > I got my hopes up, that he could give me something to take it > all > > away. > > > My insurance requires that I pay the first $400. so I couldn't > get > > the tests. > > > Still, he told me that according to the neurological exam he > > conducted, and my > > > history, that whatever seizures I am having do not seem to be > > epileptic. > > > He thinks they are almost positively, stress induced. > > > In other words, there is nothing anyone can do. > > > I've been pretty much down since then. > > > I've been going over and over..the things in my head. > > > I'm trying to get passed everything, even though I feel like I'm > > breaking. > > > This is why Ive been distant. > > > I've been feeling like I needed a break from every aspect of my > > existence. > > > Just to have a bit of peace..and pull myself together. > > > This has been me, the past few weeks. > > > You've been on my mind though, and I was waiting for the perfect > > time, to fall back in, on the sight..and say hi. > > > I hope you've been well. > > > I've missed you too. > > > Thanks for thinking of me. > > > Love, love and more love, > > > Tara > > > > > > >Linda <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > > Hi Tara, I was just thinking of > you > > this morning and wondering how > > > >you were. Haven't seen you post much lately and was missing > you. > > > > > > > > > > > > - Happy rebirth, Elektra. > > > > > > Love, > > > Linda > > > > > > , tara > jacoby > > > <tjmassage7777@> wrote: > > > > > > > > Lektra..my love, > > > > I'm sorry I'm so late, but I wanted to say > > > > " Happy Birthday! " I hope that your special day was filled > > > > with laughter, inner peace..and of course..lots of love. > > > > Another birthday; my little 'Lektra is growing up! > > > > Hee,hee! > > > > With love and smiles, > > > > Tara > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Be a better pen pal. Text or chat with friends inside > > Mail. > > > See how. > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 20, 2007 Report Share Posted November 20, 2007 Yes, this speaks to me as well. Thank you, chrism. I know from talking to many here, we have much in our early years to clear and forgive. Thank you for your advice. With so much love and gratitude, Valarie P.S. I'm here with you, Sister Tara! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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