Guest guest Posted November 22, 2007 Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 Hello everyone, I am Chris from Queensland (Oz). To be honest I am not sure if I am in the right place. 2 years ago I had a rather intense energy experience that lasted for a few days - chakras spinning, energy going up legs and then spine, eyes going into forehead, trance, intense heat, sweating etc. After that it stopped. But six months later, out of the blue, my emotions switched off. For the last 15 months I have felt no joy, love, happiness, sadness, anger, excitement, sexual feelings or anything else. I am rather like the living dead. I have tried almost everything to get my emotions back, from shamanic soul retrievals to antipsychotic drugs. I am still numb. My logic is that if the numbness is kundalini related, then perhaps a Shaktipat might move my process along a bit. Then again it might be totally unrelated, or purely neurobiological. So I contacted chrism yesterday about this, and he recommended I join the group. Some of the safeties I don't think I can do at the moment as a result of my numbness - for instance when I try to meditate there is no space I go into where there used to be a space, I cannot feel inner joy and I cannot feel love. Also I have a polyp in one nostril so cannot breathe into that nostril alone. So I don't know at all whether a Shaktipat would be helpful for me or not. Any comments or advice would be most helpful and appreciated. Anyway, hello to everyone on the forum. Chris Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 22, 2007 Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 Welcome Chris! Try to follow the safeties as best you can, and trust that all is as it should be. This is a very supportive and encouraging group, and you're in good hands with chrism! love & light ~Jen~ , " christodenisto " <christodenisto wrote: > > > Hello everyone, I am Chris from Queensland (Oz). > > To be honest I am not sure if I am in the right place. > > 2 years ago I had a rather intense energy experience that lasted for a > few days - chakras spinning, energy going up legs and then spine, eyes > going into forehead, trance, intense heat, sweating etc. > > After that it stopped. But six months later, out of the blue, my > emotions switched off. For the last 15 months I have felt no joy, love, > happiness, sadness, anger, excitement, sexual feelings or anything else. > I am rather like the living dead. > > I have tried almost everything to get my emotions back, from shamanic > soul retrievals to antipsychotic drugs. I am still numb. > > My logic is that if the numbness is kundalini related, then perhaps a > Shaktipat might move my process along a bit. Then again it might be > totally unrelated, or purely neurobiological. > > So I contacted chrism yesterday about this, and he recommended I join > the group. > > Some of the safeties I don't think I can do at the moment as a result > of my numbness - for instance when I try to meditate there is no space > I go into where there used to be a space, I cannot feel inner joy and I > cannot feel love. Also I have a polyp in one nostril so cannot breathe > into that nostril alone. > > So I don't know at all whether a Shaktipat would be helpful for me or > not. > > Any comments or advice would be most helpful and appreciated. > > Anyway, hello to everyone on the forum. > > Chris > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 22, 2007 Report Share Posted November 22, 2007 hey chris, Just two questions for you, how long has the polyp been there and which nostril is it? Oh, and another thing, how can you ever really be in the wrong place? In the moment we are all exactly where we are meant to be, how long you stay is up to you but for now, welcome, and I'm sure this is where you are meant to be. Welcome. Love Elektra x x x _________ Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 Hello all! I am taken aback by the positive reception I am already receiving here! Thanks heaps. Yes, I have great difficulty accepting the situation I am in - particularly as I have no conclusive proof whether my situation is caused by kundalini or has nothing to do with kundalini, and no knowledge of when it will ever change! I will sincerely try to be more accepting of this. Perhaps I am manifesting this reality as a result of karmic issues/beliefs anyway. Hello Elektra, the polyp is in my left nostril, which is actually significantly larger than my right nostril, as my nose is slightly off centre. The result is that I can hardly breathe through my nose at all, let alone breath through one nostril!! lol. I have been told that is terrible for prana circulation. Oh well. How can I ever really be in the wrong place? Well I think some of the holocaust jews found themselves in the wrong place. And I think the beautiful spirit British WWII spy Noor Inayat Khan was in the wrong place when she was tortured for a year then murdered by the gestapo (very sad story that one). of course I have read that the higher self chooses these experiences in order to grow and evolve, and that everything is perfect. But from the perspective of me as ego, there are places I want to be, and places I don't want to be - and at the moment I have never directly experienced my higher self. I am surprised I got so many replies so quickly! After all it is the middle of the night over in the U.S!!! thanks everyone and have a good one. ChrisOZ , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > hey chris, > > Just two questions for you, how long has the polyp > been there and which nostril is it? > > Oh, and another thing, how can you ever really be in > the wrong place? In the moment we are all exactly > where we are meant to be, how long you stay is up to > you but for now, welcome, and I'm sure this is where > you are meant to be. > > Welcome. > > Love Elektra x x x > > > _________ > Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 Dear Chris, For me the timezone is similar to your timezone as I am living in China. I was asking about the nostril because I believe that we can look at the body and stipulate energetic imbalances by reading the symbology of disorders. If you have had this nasal imbalance a long time, or since childhood/birth I would say this is a karmic disorder. The left nostril being the feminine " Ida " channel says to me that you need to balance your feminine side, which is your loving side, your feeling nature, your intuitive and receptive side. I would imagine that when you have fully embraced the feminine aspects of yourself you will be feeling a whole lot better. Just my humble opinion. Love and balance Elektra x x x _________ Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 Hey Elektra, yes, my nasal imbalance and polyp have been there for years at least, and possibly my entire life. I will have a look into your suggestion that I might need to balance my feminine side. I doubt this has anything to do with the numbness, however, as most of my life I have been a deeply intense, passionate and emotionally expressive and open person, until this experience happened. - then it all suddenly shut off. thanks a lot for your advice and care, chrisOZ , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Dear Chris, > > For me the timezone is similar to your timezone as I > am living in China. > > I was asking about the nostril because I believe that > we can look at the body and stipulate energetic > imbalances by reading the symbology of disorders. > If you have had this nasal imbalance a long time, or > since childhood/birth I would say this is a karmic > disorder. > The left nostril being the feminine " Ida " channel says > to me that you need to balance your feminine side, > which is your loving side, your feeling nature, your > intuitive and receptive side. > > I would imagine that when you have fully embraced the > feminine aspects of yourself you will be feeling a > whole lot better. > > Just my humble opinion. > Love and balance > Elektra x x x > > > _________ > Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 Dear Chrism, Do you 'know' that I have no biological affliction/mental illness, or is it just a hunch? I mean, were you using some sort of higher spiritual awareness or body scanning technique when you came to that conclusion? I have found that different new age healers have totally different ideas about what my problem might be - It has been suggested to me that my ego has died, that my soul has permanently left my body, that my heart chakra is locked closed, that the problem is purely biological and not spiritual, that I have dissociated, that my body has shut down and several other things. If I was confident that I did not have a physical illness I would be more able to surrender to the process and have some acceptance of it. thankyou for reading this, and I apologize that I keep harping on about my numbness. thankyou for your kind words earlier, by the way. ChrisOZ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 Welcome! You are definately in the right place. I am sure it is no accident that you found this loving group. Settle in and make yourself at home. You will receive a great deal of assistance here. Sarita Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto wrote: > > > Hello everyone, I am Chris from Queensland (Oz). > > To be honest I am not sure if I am in the right place. > > 2 years ago I had a rather intense energy experience that lasted for a > few days - chakras spinning, energy going up legs and then spine, eyes > going into forehead, trance, intense heat, sweating etc. > > After that it stopped. But six months later, out of the blue, my > emotions switched off. For the last 15 months I have felt no joy, love, > happiness, sadness, anger, excitement, sexual feelings or anything else. > I am rather like the living dead. > > I have tried almost everything to get my emotions back, from shamanic > soul retrievals to antipsychotic drugs. I am still numb. > > My logic is that if the numbness is kundalini related, then perhaps a > Shaktipat might move my process along a bit. Then again it might be > totally unrelated, or purely neurobiological. > > So I contacted chrism yesterday about this, and he recommended I join > the group. > > Some of the safeties I don't think I can do at the moment as a result > of my numbness - for instance when I try to meditate there is no space > I go into where there used to be a space, I cannot feel inner joy and I > cannot feel love. Also I have a polyp in one nostril so cannot breathe > into that nostril alone. > > So I don't know at all whether a Shaktipat would be helpful for me or > not. > > Any comments or advice would be most helpful and appreciated. > > Anyway, hello to everyone on the forum. > > Chris > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 My Gosh, I am really having to adjust to the level of kindness and goodwill on this forum! It seems almost too good to be true. Maybe I have found a cult. lol. ChrisOz , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > Welcome! You are definately in the right place. I am sure it is no > accident that you found this loving group. Settle in and make > yourself at home. You will receive a great deal of assistance here. > > Sarita > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto@> wrote: > > > > > > Hello everyone, I am Chris from Queensland (Oz). > > > > To be honest I am not sure if I am in the right place. > > > > 2 years ago I had a rather intense energy experience that lasted > for a > > few days - chakras spinning, energy going up legs and then spine, > eyes > > going into forehead, trance, intense heat, sweating etc. > > > > After that it stopped. But six months later, out of the blue, my > > emotions switched off. For the last 15 months I have felt no joy, > love, > > happiness, sadness, anger, excitement, sexual feelings or anything > else. > > I am rather like the living dead. > > > > I have tried almost everything to get my emotions back, from > shamanic > > soul retrievals to antipsychotic drugs. I am still numb. > > > > My logic is that if the numbness is kundalini related, then perhaps > a > > Shaktipat might move my process along a bit. Then again it might be > > totally unrelated, or purely neurobiological. > > > > So I contacted chrism yesterday about this, and he recommended I > join > > the group. > > > > Some of the safeties I don't think I can do at the moment as a > result > > of my numbness - for instance when I try to meditate there is no > space > > I go into where there used to be a space, I cannot feel inner joy > and I > > cannot feel love. Also I have a polyp in one nostril so cannot > breathe > > into that nostril alone. > > > > So I don't know at all whether a Shaktipat would be helpful for me > or > > not. > > > > Any comments or advice would be most helpful and appreciated. > > > > Anyway, hello to everyone on the forum. > > > > Chris > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 No, Chris you are not in the land of OZ and this is no cult! Just a great group of people approaching the Kundalini in a love based platform. The Safeties that has provided are what makes it work so well. Have you read over the website yet? If not, you will want to read it over. Many of Chrism's teachings are there, along with The Safeties, other member awakening experiences, etc. http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/ Sarita Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto wrote: > > > My Gosh, > > I am really having to adjust to the level of kindness and goodwill on > this forum! > > It seems almost too good to be true. Maybe I have found a cult. lol. > > ChrisOz , " Sarita " > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > Welcome! You are definately in the right place. I am sure it is > no > > accident that you found this loving group. Settle in and make > > yourself at home. You will receive a great deal of assistance here. > > > > Sarita > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > > 1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > Hello everyone, I am Chris from Queensland (Oz). > > > > > > To be honest I am not sure if I am in the right place. > > > > > > 2 years ago I had a rather intense energy experience that lasted > > for a > > > few days - chakras spinning, energy going up legs and then spine, > > eyes > > > going into forehead, trance, intense heat, sweating etc. > > > > > > After that it stopped. But six months later, out of the blue, my > > > emotions switched off. For the last 15 months I have felt no joy, > > love, > > > happiness, sadness, anger, excitement, sexual feelings or > anything > > else. > > > I am rather like the living dead. > > > > > > I have tried almost everything to get my emotions back, from > > shamanic > > > soul retrievals to antipsychotic drugs. I am still numb. > > > > > > My logic is that if the numbness is kundalini related, then > perhaps > > a > > > Shaktipat might move my process along a bit. Then again it might > be > > > totally unrelated, or purely neurobiological. > > > > > > So I contacted chrism yesterday about this, and he recommended I > > join > > > the group. > > > > > > Some of the safeties I don't think I can do at the moment as a > > result > > > of my numbness - for instance when I try to meditate there is no > > space > > > I go into where there used to be a space, I cannot feel inner joy > > and I > > > cannot feel love. Also I have a polyp in one nostril so cannot > > breathe > > > into that nostril alone. > > > > > > So I don't know at all whether a Shaktipat would be helpful for > me > > or > > > not. > > > > > > Any comments or advice would be most helpful and appreciated. > > > > > > Anyway, hello to everyone on the forum. > > > > > > Chris > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 Dear Chris, I am very happy you found our little group, it's a blessing for us to have you here. I only wish for you the very best and that you discover the answers to any questions you have within you. Chrism is someone who's opinion I value greatly and I know with his care and advice you can enjoy this sacred blessing that is being offered to you. Welcome again, love Elektra x x x _________ Answers - Got a question? Someone out there knows the answer. Try it now. http://uk.answers./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 23, 2007 Report Share Posted November 23, 2007 Oops! I guess I should have read the next post. Linda Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto wrote: > > > Hey Elektra, > > yes, my nasal imbalance and polyp have been there for years at least, > and possibly my entire life. > > I will have a look into your suggestion that I might need to balance > my feminine side. > > I doubt this has anything to do with the numbness, however, as most > of my life I have been a deeply intense, passionate and emotionally > expressive and open person, until this experience happened. - then it > all suddenly shut off. > > thanks a lot for your advice and care, > > chrisOZ , Elektra Fire > <elektra.fire@> wrote: > > > > Dear Chris, > > > > For me the timezone is similar to your timezone as I > > am living in China. > > > > I was asking about the nostril because I believe that > > we can look at the body and stipulate energetic > > imbalances by reading the symbology of disorders. > > If you have had this nasal imbalance a long time, or > > since childhood/birth I would say this is a karmic > > disorder. > > The left nostril being the feminine " Ida " channel says > > to me that you need to balance your feminine side, > > which is your loving side, your feeling nature, your > > intuitive and receptive side. > > > > I would imagine that when you have fully embraced the > > feminine aspects of yourself you will be feeling a > > whole lot better. > > > > Just my humble opinion. > > Love and balance > > Elektra x x x > > > > > > _________ > > Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For > Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 24, 2007 Report Share Posted November 24, 2007 Dear Linda, I have had the polyp at least 10 years. I doubt very much whether it has anything to do with the numbness. I also doubt whether an unbalanced feminine side caused the numbness. It all happened in one day, and was a dramatic shift. I can only surmise something happened on the biological ie neurobiological level. It is frustrating to me that every person I speak with has a different explanation for my problem, and many explanations, on the spiritual level, are completely unverifiable. anyway. , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Dear Chris, > > I am very happy you found our little group, it's a > blessing for us to have you here. > I only wish for you the very best and that you > discover the answers to any questions you have within > you. > is someone who's opinion I value greatly and I > know with his care and advice you can enjoy this > sacred blessing that is being offered to you. > > Welcome again, > love Elektra x x x > > > _________ > Answers - Got a question? Someone out there knows the answer. Try it > now. > http://uk.answers./ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 24, 2007 Report Share Posted November 24, 2007 Hi ChrisOZ, I realized that after reading forward post. That is a long time to suffer with nasal ployps. Maybe go to our K healing group and ask for prayer/healing. http://health.Kundalini-Healing/ Things can change in a twinkle of an eye back the other way. Stick around, you can find help here. What said is great advice. I would do what safeties you can do now and continue trying the ones you can't off and on, before you know it you will be able to do them all. I sure hope things will get better for you soon. From your first post it sure sounds like a Kundalini experience to me. Have you gone to the kundalini forum to read. There is a list of K symptoms there and lot of other info that could be of help to you. http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/index.html Linda Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto wrote: > > > Dear Linda, > > I have had the polyp at least 10 years. > > I doubt very much whether it has anything to do with the numbness. > I also doubt whether an unbalanced feminine side caused the numbness. > > It all happened in one day, and was a dramatic shift. I can only > surmise something happened on the biological ie neurobiological level. > > It is frustrating to me that every person I speak with has a > different explanation for my problem, and many explanations, on the > spiritual level, are completely unverifiable. > > > anyway. > > > > > > > > > > , Elektra Fire > <elektra.fire@> wrote: > > > > Dear Chris, > > > > I am very happy you found our little group, it's a > > blessing for us to have you here. > > I only wish for you the very best and that you > > discover the answers to any questions you have within > > you. > > is someone who's opinion I value greatly and I > > know with his care and advice you can enjoy this > > sacred blessing that is being offered to you. > > > > Welcome again, > > love Elektra x x x > > > > > > _________ > > Answers - Got a question? Someone out there knows the > answer. Try it > > now. > > http://uk.answers./ > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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