Hello all - me new.-Chis from Queensland

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Chis from Queensland-

 

You are in the right place.

You are describing a normal progression for someone that is evolving.

 

Don't focus on what you can't do.

Focus on what you can do!

 

Do it the best way that you can and the changes will come in due time.

 

You are here for a reason!

 

:)

Stephen C.

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto wrote:

>

>

> Hello everyone, I am Chris from Queensland (Oz).

>

> To be honest I am not sure if I am in the right place.

>

> 2 years ago I had a rather intense energy experience that lasted

for a

> few days - chakras spinning, energy going up legs and then spine,

eyes

> going into forehead, trance, intense heat, sweating etc.

>

> After that it stopped. But six months later, out of the blue, my

> emotions switched off. For the last 15 months I have felt no joy,

love,

> happiness, sadness, anger, excitement, sexual feelings or anything

else.

> I am rather like the living dead.

>

> I have tried almost everything to get my emotions back, from

shamanic

> soul retrievals to antipsychotic drugs. I am still numb.

>

> My logic is that if the numbness is kundalini related, then perhaps

a

> Shaktipat might move my process along a bit. Then again it might be

> totally unrelated, or purely neurobiological.

>

> So I contacted chrism yesterday about this, and he recommended I

join

> the group.

>

> Some of the safeties I don't think I can do at the moment as a

result

> of my numbness - for instance when I try to meditate there is no

space

> I go into where there used to be a space, I cannot feel inner joy

and I

> cannot feel love. Also I have a polyp in one nostril so cannot

breathe

> into that nostril alone.

>

> So I don't know at all whether a Shaktipat would be helpful for me

or

> not.

>

> Any comments or advice would be most helpful and appreciated.

>

> Anyway, hello to everyone on the forum.

>

> Chris

>