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Hello everyone,

 

I have had no direct experience of Oneness or psychic experiences at

all, but I have been reading that we have stored karma accrued from

many lifetimes that causes us to manifest what we don't want in this

life.

 

I was thinking that I should try healing sessions from spiritual

healers on the internet - karmic clearance, aura clearing, vortex

healing etc. I was thinking that might help with the flow of

kundalini.

 

But the thing is, I have tried several healers now, and I don't feel

any different after any of the healings. In addition, none of what

the healers say agrees with each other - One says my aura is all

stitched up, then the next one says it is full of holes, for example.

One says I am an ancient soul with 870 earth lifetimes, and the next

says I have had 244 lifetimes on earth. One healer claimed she has

totally cleared my karma, then the next one said I was full of karmic

issues.

 

All of this has made me very skeptical. I don't know who or what to

believe. I don't know if spirituality is real, or if it is just

illusion. I have read that all psychic experiences are the result of

entities and dark forces leading genuine seekers astray.

 

I have been drawn to the new age because all of my adult life I have

felt like I had a higher or deeper purpose that I was somehow

disconnected from. I have also experienced the same negative

experiences over and over again in this lifetime, as if I was somehow

manifesting this in spite of my intentions and actions.

 

Is there anyone here that can reassure me that spirituality is indeed

real, that there is indeed a way of living a life of love and joy,

that we are in control of our reality etc, because I am in some doubt

about this at the moment. Why should I surrender and come to

acceptance if there is no higher self?

 

thanks for reading,

 

ChrisOz

 

p.s I apologize if this is inappropriate for the forum.

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Hi ChrisOz, No I don't think what you have asked about is

inappropriate.

My humble opinion about most internet psychic and healers and TV,

preachers are they are there for the money and could care less if

they acctually helped you or not. They will tell you anything if it

helps them make a buck. If they charge for these services, I would be

vary aware and use your God given discernment. Your being very

skeptical because of these is a good thing and a example that you are

already being guided by your God self. The answers to your

spiritualily lie within in you. Learn to go within to your own God

source for the answer your seek. By the way, the services offered

here are totally free, a service based on love. I would say, start

with the safeties here and see if you own god self will reveal that

higher self to you in a real way. You cannot get this from outside

yourself, but from only seeking within. The safeties would be a good

place to start.

 

Linda

 

 

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto wrote:

>

>

> Hello everyone,

>

> I have had no direct experience of Oneness or psychic experiences

at

> all, but I have been reading that we have stored karma accrued from

> many lifetimes that causes us to manifest what we don't want in

this

> life.

>

> I was thinking that I should try healing sessions from spiritual

> healers on the internet - karmic clearance, aura clearing, vortex

> healing etc. I was thinking that might help with the flow of

> kundalini.

>

> But the thing is, I have tried several healers now, and I don't

feel

> any different after any of the healings. In addition, none of what

> the healers say agrees with each other - One says my aura is all

> stitched up, then the next one says it is full of holes, for

example.

> One says I am an ancient soul with 870 earth lifetimes, and the

next

> says I have had 244 lifetimes on earth. One healer claimed she has

> totally cleared my karma, then the next one said I was full of

karmic

> issues.

>

> All of this has made me very skeptical. I don't know who or what to

> believe. I don't know if spirituality is real, or if it is just

> illusion. I have read that all psychic experiences are the result

of

> entities and dark forces leading genuine seekers astray.

>

> I have been drawn to the new age because all of my adult life I

have

> felt like I had a higher or deeper purpose that I was somehow

> disconnected from. I have also experienced the same negative

> experiences over and over again in this lifetime, as if I was

somehow

> manifesting this in spite of my intentions and actions.

>

> Is there anyone here that can reassure me that spirituality is

indeed

> real, that there is indeed a way of living a life of love and joy,

> that we are in control of our reality etc, because I am in some

doubt

> about this at the moment. Why should I surrender and come to

> acceptance if there is no higher self?

>

> thanks for reading,

>

> ChrisOz

>

> p.s I apologize if this is inappropriate for the forum.

>

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I am no authority on spirituality, but I will throw a few thoughts

out there. I believe that Karma reaches over our lifetimes, but that

it is positive as well as negative in it's effects. If we lived a

life filled with selfless service last time around, we may have built

up a great deal of positive Karma. Why the focus on things we don't

want to manifest coming up? If you perceive a negative event

repeating over and over in this life, imho it is because there is a

lesson that you need to learn and you have not discerned what it is

yet.

 

IMHO the voice you need to listen to is the little one inside you.

Go within and ask what lessons there are to learn. Once you have

mastered it, it will not repeat anymore. teaches us to learn

to rely on ourselves. If a spiritualist/psychic is leading you to

rely on them, then they have personal gain in mind whether or not

they ask for money. On this group, you will learn to develop and

rely on your inner guidance.

 

I would suggest that you start faithfully following the Safeties and,

if you feel up to it, participate in the Shaktipat in December. Give

it a chance and see what happens for you.

 

You sound like you are frustrated and with good reason, but I think

you are right on the threshold of a new way of experiencing things.

I look forward to watching your growth and wish you much luck!

 

Sarita

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " christodenisto " <christodenisto wrote:

>

>

> Hello everyone,

>

> I have had no direct experience of Oneness or psychic experiences

at

> all, but I have been reading that we have stored karma accrued from

> many lifetimes that causes us to manifest what we don't want in

this

> life.

>

> I was thinking that I should try healing sessions from spiritual

> healers on the internet - karmic clearance, aura clearing, vortex

> healing etc. I was thinking that might help with the flow of

> kundalini.

>

> But the thing is, I have tried several healers now, and I don't

feel

> any different after any of the healings. In addition, none of what

> the healers say agrees with each other - One says my aura is all

> stitched up, then the next one says it is full of holes, for

example.

> One says I am an ancient soul with 870 earth lifetimes, and the

next

> says I have had 244 lifetimes on earth. One healer claimed she has

> totally cleared my karma, then the next one said I was full of

karmic

> issues.

>

> All of this has made me very skeptical. I don't know who or what to

> believe. I don't know if spirituality is real, or if it is just

> illusion. I have read that all psychic experiences are the result

of

> entities and dark forces leading genuine seekers astray.

>

> I have been drawn to the new age because all of my adult life I

have

> felt like I had a higher or deeper purpose that I was somehow

> disconnected from. I have also experienced the same negative

> experiences over and over again in this lifetime, as if I was

somehow

> manifesting this in spite of my intentions and actions.

>

> Is there anyone here that can reassure me that spirituality is

indeed

> real, that there is indeed a way of living a life of love and joy,

> that we are in control of our reality etc, because I am in some

doubt

> about this at the moment. Why should I surrender and come to

> acceptance if there is no higher self?

>

> thanks for reading,

>

> ChrisOz

>

> p.s I apologize if this is inappropriate for the forum.

>

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Hello ChrisOz,

Perhaps it is time to look inward for your own

personal answers to these questions. Others will say what they say

and whether it is real for you or not will depend upon the

parameters of acceptance you decide for yourself. I.E. What is real

for you is up to you.

 

I personally feel that it doesn't matter how your aura looks or how

many life times you have experienced. Doesn't matter if you don't

feel symptoms or if you are blown away by symptoms. What matters is

how you choose to make your reality accessible to your discernment.

Symptoms can speed that process especially Kundalini symptoms but

even then you can dilute or deny anything that happens to you.

 

So go with in and ask your questions to that person behind your

eyes. Adopt the safeties and experiment with what occurs through

those practices. Or not. Do not depend on anyone else to define your

experience for you. You do it and trust that you are doing it right.

If it turns out you need to adjust your experience or practice then

this will become apparent to you.

 

You are the master of your experience.

 

Yes we your fellow travelers have experience and some of this

experience can be shared. We can help one another and learn from

each other. This is good and true. But for the answers to how you

process your experience? Well this must come from with in. imho. It

is your process.

 

Kundalini will often follow certain expressions that are similar and

yet experienced in a unique way by all those who surrender to the

awakening. Nothing to loose and everything is to be gained by this

surrender so it is at least worth a try. You lose nothing. Surrender

in this instance is a release of controls by the ego mind. Ego will

always be there to come back to if your expectations or experiences

do not live up to your feelings.

 

Even so this surrender is yours to gauge and use. It can be a tool

for discernment of the experiences that await you.

 

You may take the Shaktipat but if you fail to practice the safeties

including the surrender you may short circuit your results. So know

this and allow these parameters to guide your activity with regards

to the Shaktipat.

 

What ever you do my friend your presence and contributions are

gratefully read and enjoyed so keep up the correspondence and let us

know how you go! -

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Dear Chris,

 

I think the lesson here is not to go to healers willy

nilly over the internet.

A lot of people are full of Sh*t, if you pardon my

french.

 

You are your own healer, nobody else can do the job

that you can do for yourself.

To much opinions from random people can be quite

confusing.

But, confusion can sometimes be good, it teaches you

discernment.

Trust yourself. Ask for your answers internally. This

is where your spiritual truth lies.

I have had a couple of very powerful spiritual

experiences and both came from within. Asking

questions inwards, praying, meditating.

Kundalini is reality, when I feel my head buzzing like

there's an electric eel inside it , I know it is

real.

When I feel tremendous love and bliss within my heart

I know God is real.

 

Try not to listen to phsychics or healers. Do your

kundalini practise and become a light unto yourself.

 

Love and clarity

Elektra x x x

 

 

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Hello ChrisOz

I was just reading the posts over the last couple of days, I only

have internet connection occasionally due to weather and local

conditions, and thought I would share some of my own experience.

 

In recent months my crown chakra opened completely revealing what

was thought to be a corona. I have since learned that this corona ia

actually known as the pillar of light. It is the direct connection

to ones higher self. Thru this pillar of light flows a golden white

light ( an all encompassing love)that will cause discomfort if one

does not fully surrender to it. It is one more step on the path of

surrender.

 

To become who we truly are we must surrender the ways of this

world that we hold as real. We must open ourselves to new

possibilities and above all, we must allow love to encompass our

beings, this is the path of spirituality.

 

I wish I had time to share more but I have to leave for work-more

later.

 

Love abd Light

Bob

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