Guest guest Posted December 5, 2007 Report Share Posted December 5, 2007 Wow Glen, I never knew you had such experiences! And to be so calm and self- assured now; that's truly wonderful! :-) Love, Melissa , " gleno " <gleno wrote: > > Hi Deb. > > Shortly before my entity interactions began I stuck my head in my > bedroom just in time to see a huge spider drop startled (on a thread) > from the window sill to behind my bed. It really freaked me out > because it sorta looked like a stuffed toy at the same time! It had a > huge round body about the size of a CD. It was evident that the > " spider " wasn't anything physical. This was well before I had heard of > kundalini and prior to me pursuing anything spiritual. > > A few weeks later I woke up in the middle of the night with something > violently vibrating, shaking vigorously on the end of the bed (beyond > the edge). I was frozen with fear lying there in the dark. My fear > intensified when " whatever it was " started pulling itself up the > covers and actually pulling the blanket down off the edge with its > weight as it crept towards me. That was enough for me. I literally > leapt out of the bed, scaling half the room in a single leap, and hit > the light switch. > > Nothing was there of course. > > That just totally freaked me out and would you believe I actually > forgot about it - I think because it was just too totally unacceptable > to my conceptual logic; too unbelievable... > > Around two months later I was lying in bed, not yet asleep, when I > felt " tap tap tap " on the base of the bed. My heart began racing as I > immediately remembered and realized it could only be the same > creature, even though it was acting differently. I didn't move a > muscle. " Tap tap tap " again - like it was testing to see if I was > asleep yet. When I didn't move it began pulling itself up towards me > while sorta shuffling/shaking at the same time. This time I just lay > there with my heart beating so hard it felt as though it was going to > burst through my chest. There was a dim light from the computer (which > was still on) and I was trying to look down the length of my body so I > could see whatever it was as it pulled the blanket down as it tugged > and clawed its way towards me. When it started crawling up onto my > feet I was terrified. I had no idea what I would/could do when it > crawled all the way up. But it stopped on my shins and continued to > shuffle around – I couldn't work out what it was doing? This persisted > for a minute or two till somehow I summoned the strength and throwing > the blanket back, screaming " be gone demon " (something I never > pictured myself ever yelling!) and leapt what felt the length of the > room hitting the light switch and turning in one swift movement to > face the empty bed. > > I just stood there for over 45 minutes staring at the spot from where > it came. > > It got weirder and weirder from there on in. Everytime I sat on or > felt the bed within about 10 seconds that spot started vibrating > intensely from within the mattress. Not only that but sometimes things > moved in there – even poking my hand hard as I felt around. That made > me yelp in panic. I only got a few hours sleep that first week (on the > lounge and then on the floor in the opposite corner of the room from > the bed). > > I almost had a complete breakdown because of my experiences. These > creatures remained with me 12-18 hours per day for about eight months. > They used to crawl around after me and climb into whatever I was > sitting in or lying on and poke or suck or draw patterns on me with an > appendage. Once one even stretched over and around me like a giant > slug. Around my thigh, up over my stomach and around my back. It was > pulsing and flattened itself as it stretched out. The most common > types though were always shaking and vibrating. > > The answers (as to what they could be) eluded me longer because I was > not prepared to believe it was anything astral or otherworldly. It was > more like invisible aliens. It was all very physical. I could hear > their growly utterances and hear them crawling on the floor and > dropping from chairs beds etc. Even smell them in a lot of instances. > Generally, I could usually hear them coming before they climbed on me. > > Eventually I learnt there were many different types. Some were > persistent; some gave up instantly after a single failed attempt at > attachment. Some never even touched me – believe it or not the one > that scared me the most just used to walk around me (very close up) > studying. I won't go into details but it was very insidious and > possessed an alien intelligence – there was no understanding between > either of us. Like the majority, it thought I was oblivious to its > presence until I made it aware I knew it was there. > > Some did not concern me at all. Like one for instance used to suck on > my chin. It is interesting because these types give off a " psychic > anaesthetic " to mask their vigorous suckling. To notice it at all > required a focusing of intent. Every now and then, after it thought I > was asleep, it would come up my body (without really touching – just a > sense of movement) and then just start sucking, making slurpy noises > and all. It was only because I noticed it coming up once that I could > follow the parasite to its destination without it bio-energetically > numbing me in that spot to hide its presence. It always left a deep > pimple the following day in the spot that it sucked on. That (once > again) freaked me out since this pimple had been recurring for years. > That was my introduction to the realization that their attachment in a > lot of instances can leave blemishes. Yet this was one of the types > that did not worry me at all eventually – like chrism says these ones > are more like a mosquito. They feel harmless. When I focused my intent > on this type (and some others) I could see them as a dark, not- quite > cloud, swarming mass of energy. > > So much happened over this time that one day I might even write a > book. I made lots of discoveries about entities. And having them with > me basically all the time allowed me to confirm various suspicions and > theories about their behaviour. > > I can still feel them at will, if I choose to. Most of what I can > learn through these interactions has been already gifted me. I reached > so deep for answers in my despair. Nothing worthwhile is easy. As > frightening as my experiences were I am thankful for the opportunity > (in retrospect). At the time I was terrified, even convinced I was to > die at one stage. Thats how far it went. But I wouldn't take any of it > back. > > chrism was the first person to give me good " real " advise and > ultimately it all led me to kundalini which I discovered was already > manifesting within me. It has been a journey of discovery and a > journey I have had to make myself with conviction in my discernation. > Having others who are enduring strange phenomenon as their awareness > blossoms is a Godsend. We are all one and everything we do for ourself > is for others also. > > Some of this may sound " negative " or " unpleasant " or whatever, but > that is just a perspective. I truly love it all! (now ) Everything. > I love everything that has brought me to where I am, I love where I > am, I love where I'm going and I love each and every one of you and > everything you all go through. We are all so lucky. > > love, glen o. > > > , " chrism " > <@> wrote: > > > > Yes Deb, > > Why do children get sick? Why do accidents happen? Why does > > hurt, pain, illness, and anything short of fuzzy bunnies and > > floating hearts exist in our world? > > > > This is a world that is based, from a natural perspective, of one > > species consuming another in ways that from our protected and > > sanitized reality are quite brutal. > > > > So take no blame for having this kind of situation anymore than you > > would take the blame for being bitten by a mosquito. This is the > > blended reality(s) that we live in. You would be surprised to see > > what people have attached to them and I won't go into it but it is > > plentiful and they are varied. > > > > So not your fault if you have been practicing the safeties this may > > have been attracted to the increased energetic signature that you > > are emitting because of that. I have had them too. It seems in my > > experience I have endured so much of the kind of experiences one > > does not want to have - lol - So no you are not alone with this and > > you have done nothing wrong and you are in fact doing quite well to > > even perceive it. That is a sign of advancement. > > > > Camphor oil or campo phenique should do the trick. Put it in each > > corner of the room including the upper ceiling corners. Smudging is > > a process of burning sage and sometimes cedar fronds and using the > > smoke, not the flame, to permeate the entire house and taking it > > into every room saying prayers with the intentions of removing all > > parasitic activity and hurtful consciousness from the rooms and > > house. > > > > Parasites come in all forms sexual energetic parasites are also > > common. This multiped is just being a kind of energetic mosquito so > > no worries and don't get angry or go Rambo up on us! - lol. > > > > Don't tell others. I like the new hair excuse as it is true and > > appropriate. > > > > As far as protection goes, we need experience to learn from. Even > > harsh experience sometimes. That is why I rarely engage in a healing > > for a child that has scraped their knee or stubbed their toe. Or hit > > their head. These are experiences they will learn and grow from. A > > needed survival lesson in this predatorial world we live in. > > > > You can first control your fear and disgust. Then you can take the > > measures mentioned. Then you can congratulate yourself for the > > improved sight and see what other beautiful visions and sites you > > can perceive. Nothing is wrong here really. This is another learning > > opportunity and one in which I feel you will do well. > > > > You can also run the Macro cosmic ball right through them which is > > what I have done in the passed. This has the effect of slicing them > > in half but not killing them. It does get their attention though. > > > > If other family member's are activating it may migrate to them. But > > if you put it into perspective there are over three hundred species > > of lice in the typical human scalp. We just do not see them and > > there fore are not grossed out by them. > > > > Garlic may have an effect if you are drawn to use it that way. Most > > of all please know that nothing is wrong. Now you know it is there > > and you can take effective action towards its removal. No accident > > that you are able - now - to see it. It is time for you to move into > > your next phase of development and indeed you are already moving > > into it and it into you! > > > > Not everyone has these. But many do and many more do so with out > > knowing it. So you are GOOD! Have no worries and keep us apprised - > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > > 1 , " flowerpowers7777 " <flowerpowers7777@> wrote: > > > > > > Dear Chrism, > > > I am trying to remain calm...having a parasite on top of my head > > does > > > not sound good. Maybe its just me but I'm feeling squemish about > > > this. LOL I should also mention that as I believe Lisa posted a > > few > > > wks ago I've seen this sorta black huge insect shadow flying > > around. > > > Does all this mean my vibration is not high and I'm attracting low > > > level stuff? Ok being calm, I mean I thought a mouse on my head > > was > > > bad, but a parasite, trying not to throw up. > > > Do you mean camphor oil? How often do I rub that on my head? Just > > > before bedtime? And how long does it normally take to rid oneself > > of > > > a parasite? Can it then attach to my family or in anyway affect > > them? > > > And I will look up Lauras old posts, do you remember her email or > > > another way to look it up quicker.... > > > > > > > > > Also when you said its a common occurance, does everyone get one > > of > > > these things when opening and what does it want? Is it going to > > > deplete me or make me sick or anything bad? Sorry for so many > > > questions here. > > > > > > Its interesting I've been wondering why kids see bad things. I was > > > wondering why they werent protected from that? I would think that > > a > > > child would have a high vibration? Or is this something when > > someone > > > is sensitve that they just have to go through? > > > > > > Okay last question, how does one smudge? I am so unknowledgeable > > in > > > these areas, please forgive me and trying not to freak...but > > gross! > > > And any other advice on what I can do to get rid of it would be > > great. > > > I know smudging has something to do with lighting something on > > fire > > > and walking around but thats it. > > > > > > I don't know why I saw it, I was overtired. I should also mention > > I > > > may have a preexisting issue. What I mean is that the couple times > > > that I've seen something have not been pleasant. When I was a kid > > I > > > saw lets say very scary faces on my windows. I use to pray for > > > everyone before I went to bed...you know the " Now I lay me down to > > > sleep " one and it seemed the more I did this the more I would see > > > nasty stuff on the window. When I noticed this I was very mad at > > God > > > you could say for letting them be there and not protecting me. The > > > other time was about 10 yrs ago when my k was activating and I > > didnt > > > know what was going on. One night I heard horrible horrible music > > > (the coming to get you music) and I froze in fear. But I honestly > > > thought God would never let anything happen to me and I thought at > > > any second I would hear angelic music which would keep the nasties > > > away. Well no angelic music ever came so I was pretty darn mad at > > God > > > and finally when it felt it was upon me I ran into my bedroom, > > locked > > > the door and put the music up and lights on. (Yes my bravery is > > > inspiring, isnt it?) But silly as this may sound I felt betrayed > > by > > > God. At this point I stopped meditating or praying and finally > > > strange stuff stopped happening. I only mention this because I > > really > > > may need your advice with stuff like this. As you can see I havent > > > handled it well. And I don't want to get angry again with God so I > > > will need your guidance here. Cuz I want to avoid the negative > > side, > > > heard some of those stories, and thats no picnic in the park! LOL > > > > > > I do feel a bit annoyed with myself that I've attracted this! I > > > thought if you don't think about stuff like this it didnt happen! > > > Maybe its about finding inner strength? Anyway do I send it love > > and > > > ask it to leave? Exactly how does one tell something like this to > > > beat it? I'm not exactly the intimadating type but I will do what > > I > > > have to. > > > > > > Should I also rub garlic on my head and stop all > > praying/meditating > > > activites right now? (Hopefully the husband won't have me locked > > up > > > LOL) I think I'm gonna keep this to myself unless you think > > > otherwise. Maybe I'll just say I'm trying out a natural hair > > > conditioner! > > > > > > Well to the cherry on top of my day or should I say parasite on > > top > > > of my head hopefully your days are numbered. I guess this sweet > > girl > > > (yeah me) is gonna have to Rambo up.(Oh good, I'm pmsing, I knew > > > everthing had a purpose)One reason I have never used protection > > > meditations like imagine the white light, is because it seemed to > > me > > > that by imaging this it says there is something out there that I > > need > > > to protect myself from. But if you think that helps let me know. > > > > > > Okay I'm done rambling, need to Rambo on off to the store for > > > camphor! Thanks Chrism!!! From your little nutty friend, > > > Deb > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Its a common experience though most do not get to see it so > > > > congratulations Deb! > > > > > > > > It is a parasite that has attached to the top of the seventh > > > chaktra > > > > and is feeding of the energies that collect there. It could be > > > > helping your activation to ensure a feeding source, just not > > enough > > > > to overpower its connection by helping you activate too much. > > > > > > > > Please use some of the techniques Laura suggested with regards > > to > > > > its removal. Also I am getting an intuitive communication > > regarding > > > > the use of camphor. Put some of that in small quanitites on the > > top > > > > of your head all around the fontanel which is where it would be > > > > attaching. > > > > > > > > try to keep a visual on it or an intuitive sense on where it is > > and > > > > what is happening. Put the camphor on the pillow too. Let us > > know > > > > how this goes. > > > > > > > > FYI many entities when seen with physical eyes are often > > perceived > > > > as octopus like beings with many attachments. They are multipeds > > > and > > > > use the many appendages to attach to various energetic points in > > > > order to feed. > > > > > > > > No need to panic. Just begin to use your knowledge in a way that > > > > will help them to release their interest in " you " as a feeding > > > > source. You may also wish to smudge the house and room. - > > > blessings - > > > > chrism > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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