Guest guest Posted December 5, 2007 Report Share Posted December 5, 2007 My God, I had no idea that entities were so prevalent. Is this something that all of us can expect to happen at some point in our awakening? Glen, you told your story so well...you really should write a book about it. Stephen King, move over!!! Thanks so much for sharing your story, dear Glen! Love, Claudia , " gleno " <gleno wrote: > > Hi Deb. > > Shortly before my entity interactions began I stuck my head in my > bedroom just in time to see a huge spider drop startled (on a thread) > from the window sill to behind my bed. It really freaked me out > because it sorta looked like a stuffed toy at the same time! It had a > huge round body about the size of a CD. It was evident that the > " spider " wasn't anything physical. This was well before I had heard of > kundalini and prior to me pursuing anything spiritual. > > A few weeks later I woke up in the middle of the night with something > violently vibrating, shaking vigorously on the end of the bed (beyond > the edge). I was frozen with fear lying there in the dark. My fear > intensified when " whatever it was " started pulling itself up the > covers and actually pulling the blanket down off the edge with its > weight as it crept towards me. That was enough for me. I literally > leapt out of the bed, scaling half the room in a single leap, and hit > the light switch. > > Nothing was there of course. > > That just totally freaked me out and would you believe I actually > forgot about it - I think because it was just too totally unacceptable > to my conceptual logic; too unbelievable... > > Around two months later I was lying in bed, not yet asleep, when I > felt " tap tap tap " on the base of the bed. My heart began racing as I > immediately remembered and realized it could only be the same > creature, even though it was acting differently. I didn't move a > muscle. " Tap tap tap " again - like it was testing to see if I was > asleep yet. When I didn't move it began pulling itself up towards me > while sorta shuffling/shaking at the same time. This time I just lay > there with my heart beating so hard it felt as though it was going to > burst through my chest. There was a dim light from the computer (which > was still on) and I was trying to look down the length of my body so I > could see whatever it was as it pulled the blanket down as it tugged > and clawed its way towards me. When it started crawling up onto my > feet I was terrified. I had no idea what I would/could do when it > crawled all the way up. But it stopped on my shins and continued to > shuffle around – I couldn't work out what it was doing? This persisted > for a minute or two till somehow I summoned the strength and throwing > the blanket back, screaming " be gone demon " (something I never > pictured myself ever yelling!) and leapt what felt the length of the > room hitting the light switch and turning in one swift movement to > face the empty bed. > > I just stood there for over 45 minutes staring at the spot from where > it came. > > It got weirder and weirder from there on in. Everytime I sat on or > felt the bed within about 10 seconds that spot started vibrating > intensely from within the mattress. Not only that but sometimes things > moved in there – even poking my hand hard as I felt around. That made > me yelp in panic. I only got a few hours sleep that first week (on the > lounge and then on the floor in the opposite corner of the room from > the bed). > > I almost had a complete breakdown because of my experiences. These > creatures remained with me 12-18 hours per day for about eight months. > They used to crawl around after me and climb into whatever I was > sitting in or lying on and poke or suck or draw patterns on me with an > appendage. Once one even stretched over and around me like a giant > slug. Around my thigh, up over my stomach and around my back. It was > pulsing and flattened itself as it stretched out. The most common > types though were always shaking and vibrating. > > The answers (as to what they could be) eluded me longer because I was > not prepared to believe it was anything astral or otherworldly. It was > more like invisible aliens. It was all very physical. I could hear > their growly utterances and hear them crawling on the floor and > dropping from chairs beds etc. Even smell them in a lot of instances. > Generally, I could usually hear them coming before they climbed on me. > > Eventually I learnt there were many different types. Some were > persistent; some gave up instantly after a single failed attempt at > attachment. Some never even touched me – believe it or not the one > that scared me the most just used to walk around me (very close up) > studying. I won't go into details but it was very insidious and > possessed an alien intelligence – there was no understanding between > either of us. Like the majority, it thought I was oblivious to its > presence until I made it aware I knew it was there. > > Some did not concern me at all. Like one for instance used to suck on > my chin. It is interesting because these types give off a " psychic > anaesthetic " to mask their vigorous suckling. To notice it at all > required a focusing of intent. Every now and then, after it thought I > was asleep, it would come up my body (without really touching – just a > sense of movement) and then just start sucking, making slurpy noises > and all. It was only because I noticed it coming up once that I could > follow the parasite to its destination without it bio-energetically > numbing me in that spot to hide its presence. It always left a deep > pimple the following day in the spot that it sucked on. That (once > again) freaked me out since this pimple had been recurring for years. > That was my introduction to the realization that their attachment in a > lot of instances can leave blemishes. Yet this was one of the types > that did not worry me at all eventually – like chrism says these ones > are more like a mosquito. They feel harmless. When I focused my intent > on this type (and some others) I could see them as a dark, not-quite > cloud, swarming mass of energy. > > So much happened over this time that one day I might even write a > book. I made lots of discoveries about entities. And having them with > me basically all the time allowed me to confirm various suspicions and > theories about their behaviour. > > I can still feel them at will, if I choose to. Most of what I can > learn through these interactions has been already gifted me. I reached > so deep for answers in my despair. Nothing worthwhile is easy. As > frightening as my experiences were I am thankful for the opportunity > (in retrospect). At the time I was terrified, even convinced I was to > die at one stage. Thats how far it went. But I wouldn't take any of it > back. > > chrism was the first person to give me good " real " advise and > ultimately it all led me to kundalini which I discovered was already > manifesting within me. It has been a journey of discovery and a > journey I have had to make myself with conviction in my discernation. > Having others who are enduring strange phenomenon as their awareness > blossoms is a Godsend. We are all one and everything we do for ourself > is for others also. > > Some of this may sound " negative " or " unpleasant " or whatever, but > that is just a perspective. I truly love it all! (now ) Everything. > I love everything that has brought me to where I am, I love where I > am, I love where I'm going and I love each and every one of you and > everything you all go through. We are all so lucky. > > love, glen o. > > > , " chrism " > <@> wrote: > > > > Yes Deb, > > Why do children get sick? Why do accidents happen? Why does > > hurt, pain, illness, and anything short of fuzzy bunnies and > > floating hearts exist in our world? > > > > This is a world that is based, from a natural perspective, of one > > species consuming another in ways that from our protected and > > sanitized reality are quite brutal. > > > > So take no blame for having this kind of situation anymore than you > > would take the blame for being bitten by a mosquito. This is the > > blended reality(s) that we live in. You would be surprised to see > > what people have attached to them and I won't go into it but it is > > plentiful and they are varied. > > > > So not your fault if you have been practicing the safeties this may > > have been attracted to the increased energetic signature that you > > are emitting because of that. I have had them too. It seems in my > > experience I have endured so much of the kind of experiences one > > does not want to have - lol - So no you are not alone with this and > > you have done nothing wrong and you are in fact doing quite well to > > even perceive it. That is a sign of advancement. > > > > Camphor oil or campo phenique should do the trick. Put it in each > > corner of the room including the upper ceiling corners. Smudging is > > a process of burning sage and sometimes cedar fronds and using the > > smoke, not the flame, to permeate the entire house and taking it > > into every room saying prayers with the intentions of removing all > > parasitic activity and hurtful consciousness from the rooms and > > house. > > > > Parasites come in all forms sexual energetic parasites are also > > common. This multiped is just being a kind of energetic mosquito so > > no worries and don't get angry or go Rambo up on us! - lol. > > > > Don't tell others. I like the new hair excuse as it is true and > > appropriate. > > > > As far as protection goes, we need experience to learn from. Even > > harsh experience sometimes. That is why I rarely engage in a healing > > for a child that has scraped their knee or stubbed their toe. Or hit > > their head. These are experiences they will learn and grow from. A > > needed survival lesson in this predatorial world we live in. > > > > You can first control your fear and disgust. Then you can take the > > measures mentioned. Then you can congratulate yourself for the > > improved sight and see what other beautiful visions and sites you > > can perceive. Nothing is wrong here really. This is another learning > > opportunity and one in which I feel you will do well. > > > > You can also run the Macro cosmic ball right through them which is > > what I have done in the passed. This has the effect of slicing them > > in half but not killing them. It does get their attention though. > > > > If other family member's are activating it may migrate to them. But > > if you put it into perspective there are over three hundred species > > of lice in the typical human scalp. We just do not see them and > > there fore are not grossed out by them. > > > > Garlic may have an effect if you are drawn to use it that way. Most > > of all please know that nothing is wrong. Now you know it is there > > and you can take effective action towards its removal. No accident > > that you are able - now - to see it. It is time for you to move into > > your next phase of development and indeed you are already moving > > into it and it into you! > > > > Not everyone has these. But many do and many more do so with out > > knowing it. So you are GOOD! Have no worries and keep us apprised - > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > > 1 , " flowerpowers7777 " <flowerpowers7777@> wrote: > > > > > > Dear Chrism, > > > I am trying to remain calm...having a parasite on top of my head > > does > > > not sound good. Maybe its just me but I'm feeling squemish about > > > this. LOL I should also mention that as I believe Lisa posted a > > few > > > wks ago I've seen this sorta black huge insect shadow flying > > around. > > > Does all this mean my vibration is not high and I'm attracting low > > > level stuff? Ok being calm, I mean I thought a mouse on my head > > was > > > bad, but a parasite, trying not to throw up. > > > Do you mean camphor oil? How often do I rub that on my head? Just > > > before bedtime? And how long does it normally take to rid oneself > > of > > > a parasite? Can it then attach to my family or in anyway affect > > them? > > > And I will look up Lauras old posts, do you remember her email or > > > another way to look it up quicker.... > > > > > > > > > Also when you said its a common occurance, does everyone get one > > of > > > these things when opening and what does it want? Is it going to > > > deplete me or make me sick or anything bad? Sorry for so many > > > questions here. > > > > > > Its interesting I've been wondering why kids see bad things. I was > > > wondering why they werent protected from that? I would think that > > a > > > child would have a high vibration? Or is this something when > > someone > > > is sensitve that they just have to go through? > > > > > > Okay last question, how does one smudge? I am so unknowledgeable > > in > > > these areas, please forgive me and trying not to freak...but > > gross! > > > And any other advice on what I can do to get rid of it would be > > great. > > > I know smudging has something to do with lighting something on > > fire > > > and walking around but thats it. > > > > > > I don't know why I saw it, I was overtired. I should also mention > > I > > > may have a preexisting issue. What I mean is that the couple times > > > that I've seen something have not been pleasant. When I was a kid > > I > > > saw lets say very scary faces on my windows. I use to pray for > > > everyone before I went to bed...you know the " Now I lay me down to > > > sleep " one and it seemed the more I did this the more I would see > > > nasty stuff on the window. When I noticed this I was very mad at > > God > > > you could say for letting them be there and not protecting me. The > > > other time was about 10 yrs ago when my k was activating and I > > didnt > > > know what was going on. One night I heard horrible horrible music > > > (the coming to get you music) and I froze in fear. But I honestly > > > thought God would never let anything happen to me and I thought at > > > any second I would hear angelic music which would keep the nasties > > > away. Well no angelic music ever came so I was pretty darn mad at > > God > > > and finally when it felt it was upon me I ran into my bedroom, > > locked > > > the door and put the music up and lights on. (Yes my bravery is > > > inspiring, isnt it?) But silly as this may sound I felt betrayed > > by > > > God. At this point I stopped meditating or praying and finally > > > strange stuff stopped happening. I only mention this because I > > really > > > may need your advice with stuff like this. As you can see I havent > > > handled it well. And I don't want to get angry again with God so I > > > will need your guidance here. Cuz I want to avoid the negative > > side, > > > heard some of those stories, and thats no picnic in the park! LOL > > > > > > I do feel a bit annoyed with myself that I've attracted this! I > > > thought if you don't think about stuff like this it didnt happen! > > > Maybe its about finding inner strength? Anyway do I send it love > > and > > > ask it to leave? Exactly how does one tell something like this to > > > beat it? I'm not exactly the intimadating type but I will do what > > I > > > have to. > > > > > > Should I also rub garlic on my head and stop all > > praying/meditating > > > activites right now? (Hopefully the husband won't have me locked > > up > > > LOL) I think I'm gonna keep this to myself unless you think > > > otherwise. Maybe I'll just say I'm trying out a natural hair > > > conditioner! > > > > > > Well to the cherry on top of my day or should I say parasite on > > top > > > of my head hopefully your days are numbered. I guess this sweet > > girl > > > (yeah me) is gonna have to Rambo up.(Oh good, I'm pmsing, I knew > > > everthing had a purpose)One reason I have never used protection > > > meditations like imagine the white light, is because it seemed to > > me > > > that by imaging this it says there is something out there that I > > need > > > to protect myself from. But if you think that helps let me know. > > > > > > Okay I'm done rambling, need to Rambo on off to the store for > > > camphor! Thanks Chrism!!! From your little nutty friend, > > > Deb > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Its a common experience though most do not get to see it so > > > > congratulations Deb! > > > > > > > > It is a parasite that has attached to the top of the seventh > > > chaktra > > > > and is feeding of the energies that collect there. It could be > > > > helping your activation to ensure a feeding source, just not > > enough > > > > to overpower its connection by helping you activate too much. > > > > > > > > Please use some of the techniques Laura suggested with regards > > to > > > > its removal. Also I am getting an intuitive communication > > regarding > > > > the use of camphor. Put some of that in small quanitites on the > > top > > > > of your head all around the fontanel which is where it would be > > > > attaching. > > > > > > > > try to keep a visual on it or an intuitive sense on where it is > > and > > > > what is happening. Put the camphor on the pillow too. Let us > > know > > > > how this goes. > > > > > > > > FYI many entities when seen with physical eyes are often > > perceived > > > > as octopus like beings with many attachments. They are multipeds > > > and > > > > use the many appendages to attach to various energetic points in > > > > order to feed. > > > > > > > > No need to panic. Just begin to use your knowledge in a way that > > > > will help them to release their interest in " you " as a feeding > > > > source. You may also wish to smudge the house and room. - > > > blessings - > > > > chrism > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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