Sharing of experiences and request for prayers - Travis

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Hello Travis,

Thank you for your beautiful and honest sharing and I

encourage you and all others here to feel free to share in these

ways. Do not have worries about our attention spans as this group

this community is very aware of the often extreme symptoms and

actual miraculous and sometimes severe experiences that Kundalini

can bring. So no worries about the length of your post as you have

organized much beneficial material with it.

 

Ayahuasca is powerful and it is helpful for those who wish a healing

of an addiction and other ailments of the mind. It is also a

Kundalini stimulant and often activations will follow its use. It is

a beneficial light bearing plant though it can have a purgative

effect on the darkness that we try to keep with in regarding our

life experience.

 

Yes your fears took hold of you and your ego in fear of the status

quo also led you into a downward spiral. A good thing really as it

has given you a broad perspective from which to understand yourself.

Ayahuasca used with in the context of Kundalini and in the context

of the safeties and guidance may not have such a serious spiral into

darkness for everyone though. Guidance being the key ingredient and

the trust of that guidance.

 

Yet here you are in a very good position to come back onto your path

in a more experienced and knowledgeable way. Yes the little " you "

the ego will still have some complaints but as you release the ego

from control these complaints and vectors of fear will diminish. You

are on a bright and beautiful path Travis.

 

I will suggest that you begin a form of yoga that controls how you

think. What you think of, what you remember, and how you choose to

design your present time. This will go a long way towards your

taking control from your more fearful aspects and memories. You are

a good person and have every right and every expectation to go

forward in love and joy no matter the past experiences to the

contrary. " Now " it is time for you to balance your experience with

the love that is your gift to yourself from the process that has

been started with in you.

 

So go ahead Travis! Drink deep of the love we have for you here!

Breathe it in, taste it, exude it, and radiate it to everyone in

your proximity with out expectation of return. Become the Sun (Son)

of God/Goddess that you are! A child of the Divine marriage now you

can walk openly in the Sun of your being knowing that all that has

occurred before was merely the foundation for that which is here and

is coming. You need no prayers. But if you feel you do then so are

they coming to you! - blessings dear friend - chrism