Guest guest Posted December 13, 2007 Report Share Posted December 13, 2007 I just want to thank you all for all of the healing prayers and support that you have been providing. I can't believe the progress back towards health and sanity that I've made in the less than a week that I've been communicating with everyone. I mentioned this in another post yesterday but during the day I was going through several hours of completely freaking out, just a kind of ambiguous terror as I was feeling a lot of energy surging up my left side but too blocked to move on my right. When I got home I was completely exasperated from the stress and as soon as I got into the shower I finally experienced a very long awaited emotional release. The flood gates opened and I was finally able to experience some emotion again without the interference of my mind completely inhibiting the process. I cried in there for about two hours, just unleashing what felt like lifetimes of pent up negative emotions. By the end I was experiencing that feeling you get when you're a child and you've just thrown a tantrum and then you get that very comfortable safe sleepy feeling that follows. I was feeling more back in my body and connected with my emotions than I have in close to a year. Also, I'm recieving a lot of guidance from my dreams again since joining here. I also experienced a profound healing and release from a lot of energetic blocks by responding to mishas psychedelic spirituality post, and all the dreams that I had last night were themeatically precognitive of this unfolding. It was like they were telling me " Here is your lesson that we've been trying to teach you, have you learned it yet? " So again I feel that I am coming back into step with my higher self and I am sending out BIG LOVE to you all for your help in the process. Prayers for continued healing, restful sleep, and grounding are incredibly appreciated at this time. thank you thank you thank you Boundless Love, Travis Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 13, 2007 Report Share Posted December 13, 2007 God bless you, Travis, this is just so wonderful to hear that you have found in our group the love and support you have needed to reintegrate with yourself. I love reading of your progress. And your post to Misha today was just great. Continued blessings and love to you, Claudia travisnelsonmurphy <travisnelsonmurphy wrote: I just want to thank you all for all of the healing prayers and support that you have been providing. I can't believe the progress back towards health and sanity that I've made in the less than a week that I've been communicating with everyone. I mentioned this in another post yesterday but during the day I was going through several hours of completely freaking out, just a kind of ambiguous terror as I was feeling a lot of energy surging up my left side but too blocked to move on my right. When I got home I was completely exasperated from the stress and as soon as I got into the shower I finally experienced a very long awaited emotional release. The flood gates opened and I was finally able to experience some emotion again without the interference of my mind completely inhibiting the process. I cried in there for about two hours, just unleashing what felt like lifetimes of pent up negative emotions. By the end I was experiencing that feeling you get when you're a child and you've just thrown a tantrum and then you get that very comfortable safe sleepy feeling that follows. I was feeling more back in my body and connected with my emotions than I have in close to a year. Also, I'm recieving a lot of guidance from my dreams again since joining here. I also experienced a profound healing and release from a lot of energetic blocks by responding to mishas psychedelic spirituality post, and all the dreams that I had last night were themeatically precognitive of this unfolding. It was like they were telling me " Here is your lesson that we've been trying to teach you, have you learned it yet? " So again I feel that I am coming back into step with my higher self and I am sending out BIG LOVE to you all for your help in the process. Prayers for continued healing, restful sleep, and grounding are incredibly appreciated at this time. thank you thank you thank you Boundless Love, Travis Never miss a thing. Make your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 13, 2007 Report Share Posted December 13, 2007 This is wonderful news Travis! It is so inspiring to hear how well you are coming along since joining the group. Wonderful dreams and restful sleep coming your way. Sarita Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " travisnelsonmurphy " <travisnelsonmurphy wrote: > > I just want to thank you all for all of the healing prayers and support that you have been > providing. I can't believe the progress back towards health and sanity that I've made in the > less than a week that I've been communicating with everyone. I mentioned this in another > post yesterday but during the day I was going through several hours of completely > freaking out, just a kind of ambiguous terror as I was feeling a lot of energy surging up my > left side but too blocked to move on my right. When I got home I was completely > exasperated from the stress and as soon as I got into the shower I finally experienced a > very long awaited emotional release. The flood gates opened and I was finally able to > experience some emotion again without the interference of my mind completely inhibiting > the process. I cried in there for about two hours, just unleashing what felt like lifetimes of > pent up negative emotions. By the end I was experiencing that feeling you get when you're > a child and you've just thrown a tantrum and then you get that very comfortable safe > sleepy feeling that follows. I was feeling more back in my body and connected with my > emotions than I have in close to a year. Also, I'm recieving a lot of guidance from my > dreams again since joining here. I also experienced a profound healing and release from a > lot of energetic blocks by responding to mishas psychedelic spirituality post, and all the > dreams that I had last night were themeatically precognitive of this unfolding. It was like > they were telling me " Here is your lesson that we've been trying to teach you, have you > learned it yet? " So again I feel that I am coming back into step with my higher self and I am > sending out BIG LOVE to you all for your help in the process. Prayers for continued > healing, restful sleep, and grounding are incredibly appreciated at this time. > thank you thank you thank you > Boundless Love, > Travis > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 13, 2007 Report Share Posted December 13, 2007 Travis, You sound so much to me, like myself. What's your sign? Everyone says I think so deeply about everything and am so unique and almost feel estranged from the general population..because I'm an Aquarius. I feel completely at home here, though. Here, I find solace and peace of mind, because I have all of my brothers and sisters with me. We all share the same path, and that sameness makes me feel connected, and like I'm not alone in the world. I'm glad you are on your way. It's great to have guidance by your dreams. I can relate to that. Wishing you lots and lots of love and blessings, Tara travisnelsonmurphy <travisnelsonmurphy wrote: I just want to thank you all for all of the healing prayers and support that you have been providing. I can't believe the progress back towards health and sanity that I've made in the less than a week that I've been communicating with everyone. I mentioned this in another post yesterday but during the day I was going through several hours of completely freaking out, just a kind of ambiguous terror as I was feeling a lot of energy surging up my left side but too blocked to move on my right. When I got home I was completely exasperated from the stress and as soon as I got into the shower I finally experienced a very long awaited emotional release. The flood gates opened and I was finally able to experience some emotion again without the interference of my mind completely inhibiting the process. I cried in there for about two hours, just unleashing what felt like lifetimes of pent up negative emotions. By the end I was experiencing that feeling you get when you're a child and you've just thrown a tantrum and then you get that very comfortable safe sleepy feeling that follows. I was feeling more back in my body and connected with my emotions than I have in close to a year. Also, I'm recieving a lot of guidance from my dreams again since joining here. I also experienced a profound healing and release from a lot of energetic blocks by responding to mishas psychedelic spirituality post, and all the dreams that I had last night were themeatically precognitive of this unfolding. It was like they were telling me " Here is your lesson that we've been trying to teach you, have you learned it yet? " So again I feel that I am coming back into step with my higher self and I am sending out BIG LOVE to you all for your help in the process. Prayers for continued healing, restful sleep, and grounding are incredibly appreciated at this time. thank you thank you thank you Boundless Love, Travis Never miss a thing. Make your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 14, 2007 Report Share Posted December 14, 2007 Tara, I'm taurus on the cusp of gemini. I could use some more of that grounded pragmatic taurus energy to balance out the deep thinking gemini that I feel is a little in excess right now. Thank you for the kind words, I am definitely very grateful to be part of this community as well and I am also blessed with many friends who are all a bunch of weirdos too. Love, Travis --- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > Travis, > You sound so much to me, like myself. > What's your sign? Everyone says I think so deeply > about everything and am so > unique and almost feel estranged from the general > population..because I'm an Aquarius. I feel > completely at home here, though. Here, I find solace > and peace of mind, because I have all of my brothers > and sisters with me. We all share the same path, and > that sameness makes me feel connected, and like I'm > not alone in the world. I'm glad you are on your > way. It's great to have guidance by your dreams. I > can relate to that. > Wishing you lots and lots of love and blessings, > Tara > > travisnelsonmurphy <travisnelsonmurphy > wrote: I just want to > thank you all for all of the healing prayers and > support that you have been > providing. I can't believe the progress back > towards health and sanity that I've made in the > less than a week that I've been communicating with > everyone. I mentioned this in another > post yesterday but during the day I was going > through several hours of completely > freaking out, just a kind of ambiguous terror as I > was feeling a lot of energy surging up my > left side but too blocked to move on my right. When > I got home I was completely > exasperated from the stress and as soon as I got > into the shower I finally experienced a > very long awaited emotional release. The flood > gates opened and I was finally able to > experience some emotion again without the > interference of my mind completely inhibiting > the process. I cried in there for about two hours, > just unleashing what felt like lifetimes of > pent up negative emotions. By the end I was > experiencing that feeling you get when you're > a child and you've just thrown a tantrum and then > you get that very comfortable safe > sleepy feeling that follows. I was feeling more > back in my body and connected with my > emotions than I have in close to a year. Also, I'm > recieving a lot of guidance from my > dreams again since joining here. I also experienced > a profound healing and release from a > lot of energetic blocks by responding to mishas > psychedelic spirituality post, and all the > dreams that I had last night were themeatically > precognitive of this unfolding. It was like > they were telling me " Here is your lesson that > we've been trying to teach you, have you > learned it yet? " So again I feel that I am coming > back into step with my higher self and I am > sending out BIG LOVE to you all for your help in > the process. Prayers for continued > healing, restful sleep, and grounding are > incredibly appreciated at this time. > thank you thank you thank you > Boundless Love, > Travis > Never miss a thing. Make your homepage. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > ______________________________\ ____ Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. http://tools.search./newsearch/category.php?category=shopping Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 14, 2007 Report Share Posted December 14, 2007 Oh, it must be the Gemini in you, that I can relate to so well. Ironically, one of my closest friends just told me that she is the same exact sign as you. She was born at midnight, just in between the two signs. I said, " Well, I wonder why we get along so well? My sister and mom are both Taurus, and we usually are not on the same wavelength. Also, we sometimes bump heads, with our differences. " She said that it's the Gemini in her, which sees eye to eye with me. Cool, huh? My boyfriend is a Sag. He always seems so well grounded. It's a good thing we're paired up, because I need someone to balance me out, too. I'm always in a million different places at once, with my mind, and always getting ahead of myself..seemingly by light years, while every one else is comfy living in the here and now. Oh well, that what makes me who I am. I like being different, but it's so much better when you can be different 'together' rather than alone. Thank God for this group! Love and peace to you, Tara >travis murphy <travisnelsonmurphy wrote: > Tara, >I'm taurus on the cusp of gemini. I could use some >more of that grounded pragmatic taurus energy to >balance out the deep thinking gemini that I feel is a >little in excess right now. Thank you for the kind >words, I am definitely very grateful to be part of >this community as well and I am also blessed with many >friends who are all a bunch of weirdos too. >Love, >Travis --- tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > Travis, > You sound so much to me, like myself. > What's your sign? Everyone says I think so deeply > about everything and am so > unique and almost feel estranged from the general > population..because I'm an Aquarius. I feel > completely at home here, though. Here, I find solace > and peace of mind, because I have all of my brothers > and sisters with me. We all share the same path, and > that sameness makes me feel connected, and like I'm > not alone in the world. I'm glad you are on your > way. It's great to have guidance by your dreams. I > can relate to that. > Wishing you lots and lots of love and blessings, > Tara > > travisnelsonmurphy <travisnelsonmurphy > wrote: I just want to > thank you all for all of the healing prayers and > support that you have been > providing. I can't believe the progress back > towards health and sanity that I've made in the > less than a week that I've been communicating with > everyone. I mentioned this in another > post yesterday but during the day I was going > through several hours of completely > freaking out, just a kind of ambiguous terror as I > was feeling a lot of energy surging up my > left side but too blocked to move on my right. When > I got home I was completely > exasperated from the stress and as soon as I got > into the shower I finally experienced a > very long awaited emotional release. The flood > gates opened and I was finally able to > experience some emotion again without the > interference of my mind completely inhibiting > the process. I cried in there for about two hours, > just unleashing what felt like lifetimes of > pent up negative emotions. By the end I was > experiencing that feeling you get when you're > a child and you've just thrown a tantrum and then > you get that very comfortable safe > sleepy feeling that follows. I was feeling more > back in my body and connected with my > emotions than I have in close to a year. Also, I'm > recieving a lot of guidance from my > dreams again since joining here. I also experienced > a profound healing and release from a > lot of energetic blocks by responding to mishas > psychedelic spirituality post, and all the > dreams that I had last night were themeatically > precognitive of this unfolding. It was like > they were telling me " Here is your lesson that > we've been trying to teach you, have you > learned it yet? " So again I feel that I am coming > back into step with my higher self and I am > sending out BIG LOVE to you all for your help in > the process. Prayers for continued > healing, restful sleep, and grounding are > incredibly appreciated at this time. > thank you thank you thank you > Boundless Love, > Travis > > > > > > > > Never miss a thing. Make your homepage. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > ________ Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. http://tools.search./newsearch/category.php?category=shopping Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 15, 2007 Report Share Posted December 15, 2007 Dear Travis, I am so delighted to hear about your continuing progress and recovery towards your completed self. Sounds like this is just what you needed, I'm sure you felt so much better after that particular shower, amazing places bathrooms for releasing and cleansing the mind, body and soul. I will keep you in my prayers for your continued grounding and good sleep with lots of Shakti dreams. Blessings Travis, Elektra x x x ________ Sent from Mail - a smarter inbox http://uk.mail. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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