Guest guest Posted December 15, 2007 Report Share Posted December 15, 2007 As most of you know, on Thursday I had the deposition for my accident. This morning I woke up and realized that I hadn't cried once since my accident (to do with the accident). I never mourned my old self that died in that accident, because surely I am not the same woman as before. Some things are better, some things not. It all just let go like a dam bursting and I had a good old cry. It felt really good too! I guess it was all pent up inside for the past 2 years. I was too busy putting one foot in front of the other to feel sorry for myself or be upset over what happened. I feel like I am better able to keep myself looking forward instead of back. I also want to thank all of you for all the love and support I have received since joining this group. I really don't know where I would be without it. Sarita Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 Dear Sarita, Yeahhhhhh, thats brilliant news, I know the importance of those releases only tooooo well, they are sure signs of movement in the right direction. That is just wonderful. I pray that you can now finalise the settlement and look forward to a wonderful payout so you and your family can enjoy this NEW improved Sarita. May you be blessed as you have blessed us with your presence. Love your sis, Elektra x x x _________ Support the World Aids Awareness campaign this month with For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 I'm glad you had a good cry, my friend! Here's to the new you, healed and remade by K! Love & blessings, Claudia Sarita <sarita1969 wrote: As most of you know, on Thursday I had the deposition for my accident. This morning I woke up and realized that I hadn't cried once since my accident (to do with the accident). I never mourned my old self that died in that accident, because surely I am not the same woman as before. Some things are better, some things not. It all just let go like a dam bursting and I had a good old cry. It felt really good too! I guess it was all pent up inside for the past 2 years. I was too busy putting one foot in front of the other to feel sorry for myself or be upset over what happened. I feel like I am better able to keep myself looking forward instead of back. I also want to thank all of you for all the love and support I have received since joining this group. I really don't know where I would be without it. Sarita Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 You inspire us all Sarita. Thanks for being there for us! love bradly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 Sarita, I am very happy that you are doing much better and very happy that you joined this group and the support and love YOU give all of us. I am glad that you have been able to cry and release the past and can have a clearer future! May God be with you and bless you! Love, Katherine Sarita <sarita1969 Sunday, December 16, 2007 12:24:18 AM A huge release As most of you know, on Thursday I had the deposition for my accident. This morning I woke up and realized that I hadn't cried once since my accident (to do with the accident). I never mourned my old self that died in that accident, because surely I am not the same woman as before. Some things are better, some things not. It all just let go like a dam bursting and I had a good old cry. It felt really good too! I guess it was all pent up inside for the past 2 years. I was too busy putting one foot in front of the other to feel sorry for myself or be upset over what happened. I feel like I am better able to keep myself looking forward instead of back. I also want to thank all of you for all the love and support I have received since joining this group. I really don't know where I would be without it. Sarita ______________________________\ ____ Never miss a thing. Make your home page. http://www./r/hs Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 Thank you Elektra! Sometimes what doesn't feel like progression is when we are making the biggest strides. I know that things are about to change for the better. Thank you for all your support, it is so appreciated! I know you understand " release " very well! Sarita , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Dear Sarita, > > Yeahhhhhh, thats brilliant news, I know the importance > of those releases only tooooo well, they are sure > signs of movement in the right direction. > That is just wonderful. > I pray that you can now finalise the settlement and > look forward to a wonderful payout so you and your > family can enjoy this NEW improved Sarita. > May you be blessed as you have blessed us with your > presence. > > Love your sis, > Elektra x x x > > > _________ > Support the World Aids Awareness campaign this month with For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 Thank you Kat! Sarita , Katherine Miller <katsam19 wrote: > Sarita, I am very happy that you are doing much better and very happy that you joined this group and the support and love YOU give all of us. I am glad that you have been able to cry and release the past and can have a clearer future! May God be with you and bless you! > > Love, > Katherine > > > > Sarita <sarita1969 > > Sunday, December 16, 2007 12:24:18 AM > A huge release > > As most of you know, on Thursday I had the deposition for my > accident. This morning I woke up and realized that I hadn't cried > once since my accident (to do with the accident). I never mourned my > old self that died in that accident, because surely I am not the same > woman as before. Some things are better, some things not. > > It all just let go like a dam bursting and I had a good old cry. It > felt really good too! I guess it was all pent up inside for the past > 2 years. I was too busy putting one foot in front of the other to > feel sorry for myself or be upset over what happened. I feel like I > am better able to keep myself looking forward instead of back. > > I also want to thank all of you for all the love and support I have > received since joining this group. I really don't know where I would > be without it. > > Sarita > > > > > > ____________________ ______________ > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > http://www./r/hs > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 I had one of those *let it all out* days myself Sarita! They do seem to help after the fact... a release of pressure allowing you to breathe deeply and feel who you are again. Many blessings to you as you continue to go forward! love & light ~Jen~ , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > As most of you know, on Thursday I had the deposition for my > accident. This morning I woke up and realized that I hadn't cried > once since my accident (to do with the accident). I never mourned my > old self that died in that accident, because surely I am not the same > woman as before. Some things are better, some things not. > > It all just let go like a dam bursting and I had a good old cry. It > felt really good too! I guess it was all pent up inside for the past > 2 years. I was too busy putting one foot in front of the other to > feel sorry for myself or be upset over what happened. I feel like I > am better able to keep myself looking forward instead of back. > > I also want to thank all of you for all the love and support I have > received since joining this group. I really don't know where I would > be without it. > > Sarita > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 Thanks Jen! I hope that your release was a very fruitful one, leading you to new horizons. Sarita , " Jen " <jen wrote: > > I had one of those *let it all out* days myself Sarita! They do seem > to help after the fact... a release of pressure allowing you to > breathe deeply and feel who you are again. Many blessings to you as > you continue to go forward! love & light ~Jen~ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 Sarita: I'm glad you got to release that dam! " ...my old self that died in that accident... " You know; I mourned my old self that died with chemotherapy. I even didn't like the " new " worn down self that first emerged from the wreckage that was once " me " . But, then I just think about all of it as " damned rough remodeling " . The Old Stephen was torn down and the " new " (Older) Stephen is just going to hang around and see what happens next! Those Zen Guys aways said we should " Die to Our Self " and " Accept our own death " ... OK, now that we've done all that--what's new on the menu? I look foward the new stuff--don't you? Take care, Lil' Joisey Sis! I see a lot of Good Stuff yet to come! :) Stephen , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > As most of you know, on Thursday I had the deposition for my > accident. This morning I woke up and realized that I hadn't cried > once since my accident (to do with the accident). I never mourned my old self that died in that accident, because surely I am not the same woman as before. Some things are better, some things not. > > It all just let go like a dam bursting and I had a good old cry. It felt really good too! I guess it was all pent up inside for the past 2 years. I was too busy putting one foot in front of the other to feel sorry for myself or be upset over what happened. I feel like I am better able to keep myself looking forward instead of back. > > I also want to thank all of you for all the love and support I have > received since joining this group. I really don't know where I would be without it. > > Sarita > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2007 Report Share Posted December 16, 2007 Thanks Stephen! You always know the right thing to say. I am looking forward to the " specials " on the menu too! Sarita , " Stephen AKA Master Condrey " <stephencondrey wrote: > > Sarita: > > I'm glad you got to release that dam! > > " ...my old self that died in that accident... " > > You know; I mourned my old self that died with chemotherapy. > I even didn't like the " new " worn down self that first emerged from > the wreckage that was once " me " . > > But, then I just think about all of it as " damned rough remodeling " . > > The Old Stephen was torn down and the " new " (Older) Stephen is just > going to hang around and see what happens next! > > Those Zen Guys aways said we should " Die to Our Self " and " Accept our > own death " ... > > OK, now that we've done all that--what's new on the menu? > > I look foward the new stuff--don't you? > > Take care, Lil' Joisey Sis! > I see a lot of Good Stuff yet to come! > > :) > Stephen > > , " Sarita " > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > As most of you know, on Thursday I had the deposition for my > > accident. This morning I woke up and realized that I hadn't cried > > once since my accident (to do with the accident). I never mourned > my old self that died in that accident, because surely I am not the > same woman as before. Some things are better, some things not. > > > > It all just let go like a dam bursting and I had a good old cry. > It felt really good too! I guess it was all pent up inside for the > past 2 years. I was too busy putting one foot in front of the other > to feel sorry for myself or be upset over what happened. I feel > like I am better able to keep myself looking forward instead of back. > > > > I also want to thank all of you for all the love and support I have > > received since joining this group. I really don't know where I > would be without it. > > > > Sarita > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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