Guest guest Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 These are qualities of emotion that can come with a stimulation of your Kundalini. I am not giving you these qualities. They are aspects of your emnotional body that are coming up for balancing. So forgive them. Try to trace them to the source and honor it and forgive it and bring it into balance. You will know the balance when it occurs as it is as much of a feeling as the imbalace was during its expression. , " Denny " <dennynorton wrote: Chrism... I have a question about the special shaktipat you gave to me. > This one was different somehow. In the past my shaktipat experiences > have been very pleasant and blissful. However this one was odd, I felt > like I was angry and my thoughts were ugly and mean. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 Aha! Thank you for clarifying this for me as I was kind of nervous about it. I have pondered the source of this anger and emotion and I do know the source. It is something that always constantly pops into my head from time to time and bothers me from childhood. I have been dealing with this issue for some time and trying to forgive those envolved as well as myself. I think I am coming to a head in making amends and forgiving all but it is a slow process as I do not trust easily those who have hurt me in the past. To let my gaurd down makes me vulernable to possibly more hurt and I do not want either party to be hurt any more than there already is. It is something that can not be changed as it has already happened. I do however feel that enough is enough and we need to move on with our lives and be happy and loving now and in the future towards each other. That is my wish and prayer. I know it is achievable. K has a way of bringing things to light and purifying them and clearing them. DenDen (Denny) , " chrism " <> wrote: > > These are qualities of emotion that can come with a stimulation of > your Kundalini. I am not giving you these qualities. They are aspects > of your emnotional body that are coming up for balancing. So forgive > them. Try to trace them to the source and honor it and forgive it and > bring it into balance. You will know the balance when it occurs as it > is as much of a feeling as the imbalace was during its expression. > > , " Denny " > <dennynorton@> wrote: > Chrism... I have a question about the special shaktipat you gave to > me. > > This one was different somehow. In the past my shaktipat experiences > > have been very pleasant and blissful. However this one was odd, I > felt > > like I was angry and my thoughts were ugly and mean. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 Hope you don't mind me interjecting DenDen. IMHO, forgiveness does not have to include that person being in your life any longer or, if they are, having to put up with the previous behavior into the future. The forgiveness you are doing is for what happened already, of yourself and those involved. You can choose to remove them from your life even though you forgive them or you can move forward with them. The forgiveness can take place in either scenario. I feel the forgiveness benefits YOU more than anyone else. I know what it is like to hold onto past hurts and get angry all over again just by thinking about them, to lull myself into believing that " this time " I really have forgiven only to find myself getting angry/ashamed/embarrassed all over again. The past two years I have let go of so many injuries/hurts from the past. Some of the people are still in my life and we are moving forward within the boundaries that I have set down and there are some who I have chosen not to continue on with. Either way I check in with myself every so often to make sure that I have gotten past the issues. I can now laugh at the time my ex husband read my journal and then proceeded to question me about what was in it. It feels good to laugh rather than become red in the face. LOL It is such a freeing feeling when you forgive for real. It is unmistakeable and you will feel a lightness in your spirit when it happens. I wish this for you my friend. Sarita , " Denny " <dennynorton wrote: > > Aha! Thank you for clarifying this for me as I was kind of > nervous about it. I have pondered the source of this anger and > emotion and I do know the source. It is something that always > constantly pops into my head from time to time and bothers me from > childhood. I have been dealing with this issue for some time and > trying to forgive those envolved as well as myself. I think I am > coming to a head in making amends and forgiving all but it is a slow > process as I do not trust easily those who have hurt me in the past. > To let my gaurd down makes me vulernable to possibly more hurt and I > do not want either party to be hurt any more than there already is. > It is something that can not be changed as it has already happened. I > do however feel that enough is enough and we need to move on with our > lives and be happy and loving now and in the future towards each > other. That is my wish and prayer. I know it is achievable. K has a > way of bringing things to light and purifying them and clearing them. > > DenDen (Denny) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 At 09:05 PM 12/30/2007, you wrote: >I have pondered the source of this anger ... >It is something that can not be changed as it has already happened. I >do however feel that enough is enough and we need to move on with our >lives and be happy and loving now and in the future towards each >other. That is my wish and prayer. I know it is achievable. K has a >way of bringing things to light and purifying them and clearing them. Try this ... It is called The Trust Formula, as taught by James Roswell ( " Ross " ) Quinn: I love myself and I accept myself, even when I don't understand myself and I forgive myself This statement has had a profound effect on my life. Whenever I find myself beating on myself, I repeat it until those emotions subside. It works wonders on anger at others too: I love you and I accept you, even when I don't understand you Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 At 09:58 PM 12/30/2007, you wrote: >I can now laugh at the time my ex husband read my journal and then >proceeded to question me about what was in it. It feels good to >laugh rather than become red in the face. LOL It is such a freeing >feeling when you forgive for real. It is unmistakeable and you will >feel a lightness in your spirit when it happens. I wish this for you >my friend. SO true! I have experienced this myself. I just wanted to add that one stumbling block for me for forgiveness was the erroneous idea I had that by forgiving others I made what they did " okay " . That isn't the case. I just detached any anger I had from it. I let it go. One powerful statement for me came from Nelson Mandela. He said something like " Resentment is like taking poison and hoping your enemy will die. " I was filled with resentment towards the bullies who tortured me as a child. I was the one feeling the drip of acid in my guts, not them! I just realized that they had stopped abusing me 20, sometimes 30 years ago ... but I was still doing their dirty work for them! They took most of my childhood, but I'll be damned if I let them steal one more moment from my life! I refuse to give them one more moment of powerlessness, of resentment, of anger. I'm in control of me, not them. The second those feelings come up now (and they do, but less and less often now) ... I find something joyful to think about instead. I write my blessing list. I hug my cat. And it's not just freeing ... the sense of joy when I am able to move back into my own space, when I don't react ... is indescribable. Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2008 Report Share Posted January 1, 2008 That's great Brandi. The one for forgiving others really resonates with me. I think I will find myself using it often with certain people, lol. Sarita , Brandi Jasmine <jazztalk wrote: > > Try this ... It is called The Trust Formula, as taught by James Roswell ( " Ross " ) Quinn: > > I love myself and I accept myself, even when I don't understand myself and I forgive myself > > This statement has had a profound effect on my life. Whenever I find myself beating on myself, I repeat it until those emotions subside. It works wonders on anger at others too: > > I love you and I accept you, even when I don't understand you > > Brandi > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 2, 2008 Report Share Posted January 2, 2008 Dearest Denden - How can I not be PROUD of you? ha? Oh sweetheart, wish I could be there and keep you company and tell you jokes to make you laugh and cook you a nice meal, and give you a big hug and, and, and.....You know you said earlier in your post to me that you wished you had the Love this group emits right there in your home....but honey? we are there with you, of course not in physical form but you did feel the Love didn't you? Well that's all of us together Loving you! So, go ahead and smother yourself in this beautiful feeling of Love and yes do keep it very close to your heart. We are all here for you,always. Loads of Love for you! Becky Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You are posting as a guest. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.