Heart activations ? -Linda

[Guest guest]

Hello Linda,

That you felt sensations at your loewer spine first

indicates a spinal sweeping movement. That it exploded in your heart

is the typical response the Kundalini can have on the heart chakra

especially in our society where often matters of the heart can be

repressed.

 

That your coordination has gone astray can be due to the continuing

infusion and early ignorance of that infusion. What medications were

taken to impede the flow early on can have its effect. What actions

of an emotional or mental or psychologic bodies that were taken can

have effect as well.

 

Now that you are coming into a clear cogency of what is occurring

and that you are coming into an emotional balance, this balance will

begin to extend into the physical as well as all the bodies where

these issues were expressing from.

 

Remember that yhou are new to this inner " acceptance " and that your

practice and conscious acceptance of the Kundalini into your daily

life will speed these positive aspects of the infusion into

expression. - blessings Linda - chrism

 

In , " Linda "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> Chrism, three years ago my first experience with Kundalini was it

> went up my spine and exploded into my heart.

[Guest guest]

Thanks Chrism, that makes sense to me.

That K experience after about 9 months or so of being in turmoil over

things that took place starting with my ruptured appendix experience.

For a long time I felt like I should have died, that I didn't belong

here any more because of all that took place afterwards. It didn't

feel I fit in anymore, that everyone would be better off if I were

out of the picture. Nothing that was happening was making any sense.

Through this time a lot of anger was released. Not just my anger, but

anger from others in the family as well. It was like my whole world

was torn to bits and had to rebuild form nothing but leftover shreds.

Toward the end I was wishing I was dead.

 

This is really funny, but hurricane Rita in 2005 was a turning point

for me in all of that. That hurricane brought the beginning of

healing somehow. I don't really know how to explain what took place

there. (the K took place 2 years ago, not 3. Ha!) It was right

after the storm, the Kundalini experience took place and I knew

things would get better, but I was left with feelings of being very

paranoid and finding it hard to trust anyone or anything, even my own

children. I didn't know what was real any more, everything seemed

base on lies. I didn't know what to believe. That was the condition

I was in when I found my way here at the beginning of this year. I

had spend the whole year before (2006) studying Gnostism wanting to

know if what I was experiencing was Kundalini. On that gnostic forum,

they said what I had experienced wasn't kundalini, but some other

kind of experience..they didn't know what. LOL!

 

I didn't really begain believing it was K until after the first

shaktipat. I do feel a lot of balance has taking place with this

shaktipat. It is wonderful to have love and peace flowing in me

freely again and K is flowing pretty good too.

 

I am in very much in graditude to you and all of you. You have

all been a part of helping me to heal. These last few days I have

been very emotionally...doesn't take much for the tears to start

flowing. Love was very much a part of my family's Christmas this

year. Thank you all so very much.

 

Much love to you all!

Linda

 

 

 

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> Hello Linda,

> That you felt sensations at your loewer spine first

> indicates a spinal sweeping movement. That it exploded in your

heart

> is the typical response the Kundalini can have on the heart chakra

> especially in our society where often matters of the heart can be

> repressed.

>

> That your coordination has gone astray can be due to the continuing

> infusion and early ignorance of that infusion. What medications

were

> taken to impede the flow early on can have its effect. What actions

> of an emotional or mental or psychologic bodies that were taken can

> have effect as well.

>

> Now that you are coming into a clear cogency of what is occurring

> and that you are coming into an emotional balance, this balance

will

> begin to extend into the physical as well as all the bodies where

> these issues were expressing from.

>

> Remember that yhou are new to this inner " acceptance " and that your

> practice and conscious acceptance of the Kundalini into your daily

> life will speed these positive aspects of the infusion into

> expression. - blessings Linda - chrism

>

> In , " Linda "

> <crazycats711@> wrote:

> >

> > Chrism, three years ago my first experience with Kundalini was it

> > went up my spine and exploded into my heart.

>