Just Thought I would check in! My update!

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It has been quite sometime since I really posted anything! A while

before the Shaktipat I know!

 

First of all I would like to say thank you to both and Denny

for allowing me to participate in the incursion for Denny! I was a

wonderful and glorious experience! I my first, can't wait to

participate in Melissa's if will accept me.

 

Second! Chrism, I would like to say thank you for allowing me to

participate in the winter shaktipat! What a blessing it was to be

able to experience it through the holidays! What perfect timing it

was to have it through Christmas and what better chakra to be

focusing on on Christmas Day, the heart! It was wonderful and very

interesting! I thoroughly enjoyed it greatly!

 

I would like to say that I had quite a bit of activity during the

shaktipat! I felt a lot of peace, happiness, and a great deal of

bliss! I felt the need to service and so service is what kept me so

busy and away from all of you! I must confess though that I did feel

a strong need for being alone and not being so dependent on the

group! Even though I did read a lot of posts and stayed in tune with

what was happening, I felt the need to not respond unless necessary.

 

I have had many bouts of shakti in my lower spine up to my neck!

Sometimes in my head! I have been experiencing bliss and I feel that

I am more tolerable of things, but sometimes it tends to want to

revert, but hey, I am not perfect so I try to calm myself!

 

I have met many new people via this group over the past year and I

have made some wonderful lifetime friends and I look forward to more

over this next year that we are now embarking on. I love where I am

in my life and in my enlightenment and I look forward to more growth,

learning, sharing, teachings, and the works this coming year.

 

Last night shakti kept me awake until well after 3:00 this morning,

but no big deal, it was a real joy! Tonight while I was standing in

my kitchen, I saw from my peripheral vision the manifestation of 3 or

4 faces and bodies and of course I messed it up, because I realized

it and tried to look directly onward. Anyway, this has happened a few

times in the last couple of weeks. I have been having burning

throughout my body, severe hot/cold experiences, and pressure in my

6th chakra! I found some of my crystals today and when I picked them

up I felt a bit of an electrical charge coming from them. I have this

really weird pulsing that happens off and on coming from the left

side of my neck, sometimes the right side, but mostly the left. I

feel my hair being messed with on the top of my head and sometimes it

feels as if the top of my head is opened and it feels really great. I

had my first experience with connecting with my higherself! It was

wonderful! This happened on one of the occasions where I experienced

the top of my head being opened or removed, not sure! Anyway, it was

an intentional connection with my higherself. In the past I haven't

been able to consciously do it! Anyway, I thought it was pretty cool!

I have been feeling the need to write, book style, so I have been

putting my thoughts on paper! Whether or not anything will come of it

I don't know, but it has been a really strong urge so I complied with

it. I have burning, almost what might be discribed as little needles

in my neck close to the base of my neck, yet not in the spine but

close. Pretty interesting.

 

I don't know if you all remember my dream that I had with our Lord

Jesus Christ in it, but while I was writing I felt as if some of the

things I put down on paper may have been coming from that

conversation he was having with me. In my dream he was talking to me,

but I couldn't remember anything that he was telling me directly.

Anyway, in my writing, I believe it is surfacing. It isn't what he

said to me, but a lesson learned from what he was talking with me

about, teaching to me. Does this make much since? Anyway, I will

continue to write so long as I feel the need to and then I will go

from there.

 

Been working on our nonprofit and things are getting closer to

starting the actual work, the purpose so please keep your fingers

crossed and say prayers that it continues to go smoothly.

 

Saria, as for Alexandra! I think she is so darn lucky to have a mom

like you to nurture her abilities and be so understanding about it

all without freaking! You are doing an excellent job and it is

marvelous that you have Chrism.

 

Welcome to all new members and I hope you find happiness and

friendship here!

 

Anyway, this is what has been happening to me! I hope you all have a

wonderful New Year filled with love, growth, and strong and blissful

flow!

 

Love,

Katherine