Guest guest Posted January 9, 2008 Report Share Posted January 9, 2008 I just want to share something with all of you! I am about 1 1/2 years old in Kundalini, as puts it, in the beginning I couldn't wait for a phenomena to happen. I looked for it I waited on it, I couldn't stand it not having a lot going on. Over-time the phenomena did increase, but the problem with that was the more it happened the more I wanted it, and if it didn't then I thought Shakti wasn't there. I have just come to realize in the last few months that I don't need the phenomena to know that I am activated, I don't need the phenomena to know that Shakti is with me, and I plain just don't need it anymore. One of the reasons I didn't post a lot over the holiday months is because I no longer needed feeding from the group and I no longer need phenomena to know that Shakti is here with me, that God I am growing closer to God, but I am building and growing in my spirituality! I know taht God is here with me and I know that Shakti is here with me. She lets me know it, but little things here and there, and at times big things as well! My passion is not the phenomena, it all of you, the love that radiates through from this group, it is and his unselfish desire to give, give, give...and it is building the friendships that we are forming, giving service to those who need it, working on myself from the inside out, loving my family and building a stronger relationship with my sisters and friends! Those things! Do I enjoy the phenomena? Yes! Do I need to have it? NO! I read the posts and only answer to those that I feel a connection with at the moment, feeling from Shakti, listening to her, giving her control! I have finely recognized myself as being on a different level of growth, a different level of spirituality, not because of the amount of phenomena I did or didn't experience, but because I know that I can give forgiveness and accept it, I can trust, I can love, I can do what is required of me! Was the road long to get where I am now? Well, it sure felt like it, but in all reality no! I give service, I do my practices, I do the tibetans, I do what I need, and so in this being said, the Shaktipat was a blessing because I believe it help me in someway to realize that I have grown, don't worry if I feel Shakti, know she is there and that God is there. I wanted to share with you how I have grown. You all are wonderful people and I thoroughly enjoy each one of you and you each are an inspiration to me and I look forward in continuing to learn from all of you as I hope to be able to give to you in return what you give to me. Love, Katherine Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 9, 2008 Report Share Posted January 9, 2008 Thank you for sharing that Katherine! I love how you put things... you're amazing! love & light ~Jen~ , " Katherine " <katsam19 wrote: > > I just want to share something with all of you! I am about 1 1/2 > years old in Kundalini, as puts it, in the beginning I > couldn't wait for a phenomena to happen. I looked for it I waited on > it, I couldn't stand it not having a lot going on. Over-time the > phenomena did increase, but the problem with that was the more it > happened the more I wanted it, and if it didn't then I thought Shakti > wasn't there. I have just come to realize in the last few months that > I don't need the phenomena to know that I am activated, I don't need > the phenomena to know that Shakti is with me, and I plain just don't > need it anymore. One of the reasons I didn't post a lot over the > holiday months is because I no longer needed feeding from the group > and I no longer need phenomena to know that Shakti is here with me, > that God I am growing closer to God, but I am building and growing in > my spirituality! I know taht God is here with me and I know that > Shakti is here with me. She lets me know it, but little things here > and there, and at times big things as well! My passion is not the > phenomena, it all of you, the love that radiates through from this > group, it is and his unselfish desire to give, give, > give...and it is building the friendships that we are forming, giving > service to those who need it, working on myself from the inside out, > loving my family and building a stronger relationship with my sisters > and friends! Those things! Do I enjoy the phenomena? Yes! Do I need > to have it? NO! I read the posts and only answer to those that I feel > a connection with at the moment, feeling from Shakti, listening to > her, giving her control! > > I have finely recognized myself as being on a different level of > growth, a different level of spirituality, not because of the amount > of phenomena I did or didn't experience, but because I know that I > can give forgiveness and accept it, I can trust, I can love, I can do > what is required of me! Was the road long to get where I am now? > Well, it sure felt like it, but in all reality no! I give service, I > do my practices, I do the tibetans, I do what I need, and so in this > being said, the Shaktipat was a blessing because I believe it help me > in someway to realize that I have grown, don't worry if I feel > Shakti, know she is there and that God is there. I wanted to share > with you how I have grown. You all are wonderful people and I > thoroughly enjoy each one of you and you each are an inspiration to > me and I look forward in continuing to learn from all of you as I > hope to be able to give to you in return what you give to me. > > Love, > Katherine > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 9, 2008 Report Share Posted January 9, 2008 Thank you for sharing that Kat! I have had times that I was concerned too that Shakti left or the K was receding, but that seems to be over. I no longer " look " for things to happen. There are subtle things that I am noticing over time and as new things occur I feel that I am able to roll with it more. The exception being my daughter being affected by my flow! The other day she said to me " My head! Mommy my head is back! " This made me laugh. (She had been waking up in the night clutching her neck and touching to see if her head was there.) After I had the dream of the giant butterfly, I relaxed a lot more. The adjustments Chrism gave me seem to have worked like a charm. Thanks for the reminder that Shakti is always there. I think during the times when it seems " nothing is happening " , there is lots going on behind the scenes and it is a good lesson to test our faith. After all one of the definitions of faith is a belief in that which we cannot see. Thank you for being such an inspiration to us Kat! Sarita , " Katherine " <katsam19 wrote: > > I just want to share something with all of you! I am about 1 1/2 > years old in Kundalini, as puts it, in the beginning I > couldn't wait for a phenomena to happen. I looked for it I waited on > it, I couldn't stand it not having a lot going on. Over-time the > phenomena did increase, but the problem with that was the more it > happened the more I wanted it, and if it didn't then I thought Shakti > wasn't there. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 9, 2008 Report Share Posted January 9, 2008 Jen, thank you for your every loving and kind words of support! You are an amazing person as well and I thank you for being so prompt to give love, encouragement and support when one of us needs it! You are terrific! Love and Blessings to you! Love, Katherine Jen <jen Wednesday, January 9, 2008 9:44:08 PM Re: Phenomena Thank you for sharing that Katherine! I love how you put things... you're amazing! love & light ~Jen~ Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " Katherine " <katsam19@.. .> wrote: > > I just want to share something with all of you! I am about 1 1/2 > years old in Kundalini, as puts it, in the beginning I > couldn't wait for a phenomena to happen. I looked for it I waited on > it, I couldn't stand it not having a lot going on. Over-time the > phenomena did increase, but the problem with that was the more it > happened the more I wanted it, and if it didn't then I thought Shakti > wasn't there. I have just come to realize in the last few months that > I don't need the phenomena to know that I am activated, I don't need > the phenomena to know that Shakti is with me, and I plain just don't > need it anymore. One of the reasons I didn't post a lot over the > holiday months is because I no longer needed feeding from the group > and I no longer need phenomena to know that Shakti is here with me, > that God I am growing closer to God, but I am building and growing in > my spirituality! I know taht God is here with me and I know that > Shakti is here with me. She lets me know it, but little things here > and there, and at times big things as well! My passion is not the > phenomena, it all of you, the love that radiates through from this > group, it is and his unselfish desire to give, give, > give...and it is building the friendships that we are forming, giving > service to those who need it, working on myself from the inside out, > loving my family and building a stronger relationship with my sisters > and friends! Those things! Do I enjoy the phenomena? Yes! Do I need > to have it? NO! I read the posts and only answer to those that I feel > a connection with at the moment, feeling from Shakti, listening to > her, giving her control! > > I have finely recognized myself as being on a different level of > growth, a different level of spirituality, not because of the amount > of phenomena I did or didn't experience, but because I know that I > can give forgiveness and accept it, I can trust, I can love, I can do > what is required of me! Was the road long to get where I am now? > Well, it sure felt like it, but in all reality no! I give service, I > do my practices, I do the tibetans, I do what I need, and so in this > being said, the Shaktipat was a blessing because I believe it help me > in someway to realize that I have grown, don't worry if I feel > Shakti, know she is there and that God is there. I wanted to share > with you how I have grown. You all are wonderful people and I > thoroughly enjoy each one of you and you each are an inspiration to > me and I look forward in continuing to learn from all of you as I > hope to be able to give to you in return what you give to me. > > Love, > Katherine > ______________________________\ ____ Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. http://tools.search./newsearch/category.php?category=shopping Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 9, 2008 Report Share Posted January 9, 2008 When it comes to phenomena I don't really get any, 2 years in and hardly anything really. I have worked really hard aswell with my practise. The thing I enjoy most is something very simple and maybe can be classed as phenomena, but I did used to experience it before I began my K activity. It's the artistic synchronisities. The world has become aligned with my thoughts it feels like. I think something, I look with my eyes and I see something that corresponds to my thoughts. Like the world is communicating with me. E.G. I think of love and I open my eyes or turn a corner and I see a massive love heart balloon in a childs hand and the child looks right at me and smiles. Just one example of how the world becomes a living moving masterpiece, perfectly in time with my rhythm.. It makes the world such a magical place, I'm sure it's always been that way but I just didn't notice before. SMILES! Love it. Hugs Elektra x x x _________ Support the World Aids Awareness campaign this month with For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 9, 2008 Report Share Posted January 9, 2008 Beautifully said Katherine! You are a wonderful inspiration to us all! Love, Angelina Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 10, 2008 Report Share Posted January 10, 2008 Thanks for sharing that with us Katherine, you are a great blessing to me and have been a big, big help in helping me to get more balanced this past year. I am so very grateful for your friendship. I want to come meet you in person. I was so excited last night about your visit and and my soon to be visit that I could hardly sleep all night. LOL! I guess I am still in the desiring mode when it come to phenomena, but I don't have to have it for the assurance that I am activated. I know that for sure without a doubt. I just like it...haha..more like love it. The part I love best is the inner joy that has been increasing in me these last few weeks and the calm knowing all is the way is should be. Even with all this excitement or whatever comes my way, I'm still aware of the peace and calm inside me. Haha! I am excited and calm at the same time. Love , " Katherine " <katsam19 wrote: > > I just want to share something with all of you! I am about 1 1/2 > years old in Kundalini, as puts it, in the beginning I > couldn't wait for a phenomena to happen. I looked for it I waited on > it, I couldn't stand it not having a lot going on. Over-time the > phenomena did increase, but the problem with that was the more it > happened the more I wanted it, and if it didn't then I thought Shakti > wasn't there. I have just come to realize in the last few months that > I don't need the phenomena to know that I am activated, I don't need > the phenomena to know that Shakti is with me, and I plain just don't > need it anymore. One of the reasons I didn't post a lot over the > holiday months is because I no longer needed feeding from the group > and I no longer need phenomena to know that Shakti is here with me, > that God I am growing closer to God, but I am building and growing in > my spirituality! I know taht God is here with me and I know that > Shakti is here with me. She lets me know it, but little things here > and there, and at times big things as well! My passion is not the > phenomena, it all of you, the love that radiates through from this > group, it is and his unselfish desire to give, give, > give...and it is building the friendships that we are forming, giving > service to those who need it, working on myself from the inside out, > loving my family and building a stronger relationship with my sisters > and friends! Those things! Do I enjoy the phenomena? Yes! Do I need > to have it? NO! I read the posts and only answer to those that I feel > a connection with at the moment, feeling from Shakti, listening to > her, giving her control! > > I have finely recognized myself as being on a different level of > growth, a different level of spirituality, not because of the amount > of phenomena I did or didn't experience, but because I know that I > can give forgiveness and accept it, I can trust, I can love, I can do > what is required of me! Was the road long to get where I am now? > Well, it sure felt like it, but in all reality no! I give service, I > do my practices, I do the tibetans, I do what I need, and so in this > being said, the Shaktipat was a blessing because I believe it help me > in someway to realize that I have grown, don't worry if I feel > Shakti, know she is there and that God is there. I wanted to share > with you how I have grown. You all are wonderful people and I > thoroughly enjoy each one of you and you each are an inspiration to > me and I look forward in continuing to learn from all of you as I > hope to be able to give to you in return what you give to me. > > Love, > Katherine > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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