Phenomena to Katherine

[Guest guest]

Hi Katherine !

 

Thank you for sharing with us. I can most certainly resonate with you

about the love we have for everyone here and how it is blissful. Just

know that you are very activated with K and K is constantly there for

you even when you feel it is not. I know that feeling too and I know

the worry you have about it. I worried about it also, now I trust it

and leave it be. K will do its own thing. I am so glad you are here

with us and congrats on being here for over a year and a half and

many many more too. You bring so much to the group and your heart is

wide open to share whatever you have to share. Much love and

blessings to you.

 

DenDen (Denny)

 

, " Katherine "

<katsam19 wrote:

>

> I just want to share something with all of you! I am about 1 1/2

> years old in Kundalini, as puts it, in the beginning I

> couldn't wait for a phenomena to happen. I looked for it I waited

on

> it, I couldn't stand it not having a lot going on. Over-time the

> phenomena did increase, but the problem with that was the more it

> happened the more I wanted it, and if it didn't then I thought

Shakti

> wasn't there. I have just come to realize in the last few months

that

> I don't need the phenomena to know that I am activated, I don't

need

> the phenomena to know that Shakti is with me, and I plain just

don't

> need it anymore. One of the reasons I didn't post a lot over the

> holiday months is because I no longer needed feeding from the group

> and I no longer need phenomena to know that Shakti is here with me,

> that God I am growing closer to God, but I am building and growing

in

> my spirituality! I know taht God is here with me and I know that

> Shakti is here with me. She lets me know it, but little things here

> and there, and at times big things as well! My passion is not the

> phenomena, it all of you, the love that radiates through from this

> group, it is and his unselfish desire to give, give,

> give...and it is building the friendships that we are forming,

giving

> service to those who need it, working on myself from the inside

out,

> loving my family and building a stronger relationship with my

sisters

> and friends! Those things! Do I enjoy the phenomena? Yes! Do I need

> to have it? NO! I read the posts and only answer to those that I

feel

> a connection with at the moment, feeling from Shakti, listening to

> her, giving her control!

>

> I have finely recognized myself as being on a different level of

> growth, a different level of spirituality, not because of the

amount

> of phenomena I did or didn't experience, but because I know that I

> can give forgiveness and accept it, I can trust, I can love, I can

do

> what is required of me! Was the road long to get where I am now?

> Well, it sure felt like it, but in all reality no! I give service,

I

> do my practices, I do the tibetans, I do what I need, and so in

this

> being said, the Shaktipat was a blessing because I believe it help

me

> in someway to realize that I have grown, don't worry if I feel

> Shakti, know she is there and that God is there. I wanted to share

> with you how I have grown. You all are wonderful people and I

> thoroughly enjoy each one of you and you each are an inspiration to

> me and I look forward in continuing to learn from all of you as I

> hope to be able to give to you in return what you give to me.

>

> Love,

> Katherine

>