[SPAM] Phenomena

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I am so pleased you got the opportunity to have and there

with you. It must of be so enlightening and joyful to experience K

energy with good friends in beautiful Florida. I know you learn allot,

probably more than you think. I would love updates on how the visit is

going! Have a great time Katherine!! I'm coming next ;-)

lisa

 

Katherine wrote:

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> I just want to share something with all of you! I am about 1 1/2

> years old in Kundalini, as puts it, in the beginning I

> couldn't wait for a phenomena to happen. I looked for it I waited on

> it, I couldn't stand it not having a lot going on. Over-time the

> phenomena did increase, but the problem with that was the more it

> happened the more I wanted it, and if it didn't then I thought Shakti

> wasn't there. I have just come to realize in the last few months that

> I don't need the phenomena to know that I am activated, I don't need

> the phenomena to know that Shakti is with me, and I plain just don't

> need it anymore. One of the reasons I didn't post a lot over the

> holiday months is because I no longer needed feeding from the group

> and I no longer need phenomena to know that Shakti is here with me,

> that God I am growing closer to God, but I am building and growing in

> my spirituality! I know taht God is here with me and I know that

> Shakti is here with me. She lets me know it, but little things here

> and there, and at times big things as well! My passion is not the

> phenomena, it all of you, the love that radiates through from this

> group, it is and his unselfish desire to give, give,

> give...and it is building the friendships that we are forming, giving

> service to those who need it, working on myself from the inside out,

> loving my family and building a stronger relationship with my sisters

> and friends! Those things! Do I enjoy the phenomena? Yes! Do I need

> to have it? NO! I read the posts and only answer to those that I feel

> a connection with at the moment, feeling from Shakti, listening to

> her, giving her control!

>

> I have finely recognized myself as being on a different level of

> growth, a different level of spirituality, not because of the amount

> of phenomena I did or didn't experience, but because I know that I

> can give forgiveness and accept it, I can trust, I can love, I can do

> what is required of me! Was the road long to get where I am now?

> Well, it sure felt like it, but in all reality no! I give service, I

> do my practices, I do the tibetans, I do what I need, and so in this

> being said, the Shaktipat was a blessing because I believe it help me

> in someway to realize that I have grown, don't worry if I feel

> Shakti, know she is there and that God is there. I wanted to share

> with you how I have grown. You all are wonderful people and I

> thoroughly enjoy each one of you and you each are an inspiration to

> me and I look forward in continuing to learn from all of you as I

> hope to be able to give to you in return what you give to me.

>

> Love,

> Katherine

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