Guest guest Posted January 13, 2008 Report Share Posted January 13, 2008 Hi Everyone, I have been off lists for a while as I have gone deeply into healing from and warding off this invasion of spirit beings and spirit planes I have been surviving for the last year. It has been like all these spirit planes or astral fields of various levels of consciousness decided to implode or collide into my own auric field and take up residence in my third eye/brain. I still don't clearly know how they gained access to my body/field/third eye. I feel like I got hit by an astral meteorite full of half conscious spirit beings and worlds i didn't even know existed who then started a war campaign against my body...They called it an " ascension " at first, and tried with all their might to " ascend me " , but mostly ended up trying to kill me instead once they figured out they could mess with my energy levels and nervous system... I have to say a very very impressive attempt they have made to end my life and drive me insane, alot in number...third reich level of determination, except a war against one person. Luckily I am an extremely strong person with a high pain threshhold, a very open strong intelligent mind, I know that I am one with the Divine and I am whole within this invasive experience, I knew who I was before this started in the transpersonal sense of " who " and have this as my refuge, I know it is my birthright to be here and not be messed with by spirit beings, I know that I don't have a physical disease to account for it. I have been through ego death and can stay in the void or witness if I need to despite the amount of sound and sensations. I am fully committed to living, loving myself, and to making any change I can to promote the tranformation and clearing of this pernicious influence upon my mind and body. I really need some prayers and ideas/references right now. I have done so much healing work, and accomplished my intention to cultivate tools and lifestyle habits that would nourish/ground me while giving the spirit beings the message they don't belong here -- i.e. what is good, loving and health promoting for me demagnatizes them from me or pushes them away. This lifestyle boost/demagnatization has worked to a degree. I am alive despite how invasive and agressive this has been! which is a miracle! My nutrition is amazing right now. some of my supplements are bonafide ward off tools (though they don't last), the mustard seed/sea salt baths have saved my life and my mind... However, despite how much I have done, how much of my sense of self I have reclaimed from this, I am still experiencine highly virulent attacks that are pretty much murder and torture attempts. It is like cancer without the chemotherapy and without any pain meds. I feel/sense everything they do even if it doesn't actually kill me, and I also have to continuously metabolize a level of psychic attack against my spirit and body that is really abusive. I have not know this kind or level of abuse in this life. These are NOT the conditions of mind or body I sew or have sewn for myself. I sew love and nourishment and peace. Before this happened I was a healer to others on the level of psyche. I know this is not the karmic result of my self-treatment. Now I am disabled from this. I need a bigger shift to happen, one I haven't been able to accomplish yet, and one I haven't found the right healer for. I could use some prayers right now to bring in the right healer, to strengthen me in my grounding and perseverance within this, and I strongly need a shift, I need all my healing work and prayers to take root and bring benevolent change to help me out of this astral spirit plane merger and allow me to get my life back on track. Many many many thanks for any prayers or ideas you may have, Love and Patiently Survivin, Laura Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 13, 2008 Report Share Posted January 13, 2008 Laura honey, I feel you, Have you thought about John of God in Brazil that Chrism mentioned? You know you can have distance healings done by him if you send a photograph. If you google search friends of John of God and contact someone from the website I'm sure they can help. They say you have to pay $50 but I've found that if you do not want to pay and you tell them you cannot afford to pay and do not want the herbs you can receive a healing free of charge. The money is only for any herbs and postage related to the herbs. If you have the money though you could get the herbs sent also. Will keep on praying for you, love and light Elektra x x x _________ Support the World Aids Awareness campaign this month with For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 13, 2008 Report Share Posted January 13, 2008 Thanks Elektra, I have thought about John of God, but this year has drained me so much financially and energetically, I haven't been able to pull the funds together. I need it though. I think I will look into the herbs and the long distance healing, and keep praying. Thanks for your kindness. Sorry to be a broken record on the list. Peace, Laura On 1/13/08, Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Laura honey, > > I feel you, > > Have you thought about John of God in Brazil that > mentioned? > You know you can have distance healings done by him if > you send a photograph. > If you google search friends of John of God and > contact someone from the website I'm sure they can > help. > > They say you have to pay $50 but I've found that if > you do not want to pay and you tell them you cannot > afford to pay and do not want the herbs you can > receive a healing free of charge. The money is only > for any herbs and postage related to the herbs. > > If you have the money though you could get the herbs > sent also. > > Will keep on praying for you, love and light > Elektra x x x > > ________ > Support the World Aids Awareness campaign this month with For Good > http://uk.promotions./forgood/ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 14, 2008 Report Share Posted January 14, 2008 You are not a broken record at all Laura, you are going through something very unique and taxing. I'm surprised at your strength as you endure this bombardment. We are always here, even if you want to write everyday about this to get through it, do it. I know it seems hard now but I do feel that one day soon you will see the end to this and the beginning of something wonderful, a future you full of wisdom and strength, victorious in the light. Whatever you need to ask from us just ask away, we are your family. Love and hugs and many good wishes Elektra x x x ________ Sent from Mail - a smarter inbox http://uk.mail. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 14, 2008 Report Share Posted January 14, 2008 Thanks everyone, For your kindness and patience with my process. I am going to try the long distance healing option with John of God, and see if it helps shift this further. Thanks for your recommendations and support. Peace, Laura Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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