Denny's story - response nick

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Hi Denny

 

What a phenomenal story, much appreciated.

 

blessings and love

 

nick

 

> Denny <dennynorton wrote:

>

> Hello group...Chris had asked me to post my story to

> this group also

> so here goes my story of kundalini awakening.

> Enjoy !

>

> Growing up as a child I experienced many unusual and

> unexplainable

> things. I can remember at an early age of 4 playing

> with Arthur my

> imaginary friend but to me he was real and I could

> see and hear him.

> This was not an issue with my mother but my father

> did not condone it

> and I was punished if I was caught playing with

> Arthur. I learned so

> much from Arthur about things I was not supposed to

> know and I did

> not know better than to repeat it to my parents. Boy

> did I get in

> trouble. I was considered an odd or strange person

> and people did not

> like to be around me unless it was with other people

> or if my family

> was with me. I never could figure out why and no one

> would really

> tell me. I always thought it was on account of my

> hearing disability.

> Other students did not associate with me because I

> wore a hearing

> aid, and I had speech impairment. I became a loner

> and became

> introverted. All the while many other things were

> happening to me,

> and it totally confused me, and I became rebellious

> on account of.

> Our family life was a disaster, dad was a violent

> alcoholic and he

> abused us repeatedly for anything. We avoided dad

> whenever possible

> or just got lost period and stayed away from him. We

> were safer that

> way, at least most of the time. I had many visions,

> intuitions and

> premonitions, as well as OOBE growing up and when I

> did express them

> to family members they accused me of eavesdropping

> on them or for

> being nosey. I got in so much trouble over these

> abilities that I

> finally just stopped letting them know that I knew

> something anyway.

> I got tired of them calling me a liar or beating me

> up. I was most

> times in the dog house as a result. My dog Butch did

> not mind

> sharing his house with me. hahaha. It was difficult

> for me to be

> myself. I did have a few outside friends growing up

> but even that was

> limited to visiting times and with whom I could be

> friends with, and

> I usually had to stay in the living room area. This

> however changed

> once I became a teenager and began working and

> making some money.

> Little did I know that the money I made was going to

> have to go back

> into the household paying rent, electric, gas,

> groceries, and so on.

> I did not like this arrangement since my other

> brothers were not

> contributing to the expenses. I became very hateful

> and resentful of

> them and my parents. Over the years I provided for

> my twin brother

> and one other brother (Steve). Bill Jr., my oldest

> Brother, had

> already left the nest leaving Steve, Me and my twin

> Danny. I was in

> co-op in high school where I went to school half the

> day and worked

> the rest of the day, if I was scheduled to work. I

> pretty much kept

> my schedule full so I would not be at home. I

> enjoyed working as it

> kept my mind occupied and me busy. I can relate much

> to knowing

> about Kundalini through reading materials such as

> books and so on. I

> also have a rather large collection myself in which

> I am very proud

> of my library. How I came about " KNOWING " of

> Kundalini was when I was

> in the hospital in 2004 after a near death

> experience along with

> other medical issues. I awoke with this foreign,

> strange word on the

> forefront of my brain. I was completely confused and

> baffled and

> dismissed it as being disoriented. However, over a

> few days I became

> really troubled about this new found word as it

> would not leave my

> thoughts. I was not in the greatest of health during

> this time and I

> needed so much help to live and stay alive. I did

> not have at that

> time a friend with whom I could trust to express

> this openly with, at

> least I did not feel that I did. One morning a

> friend of mine came

> to visit me in the hospital, her name is Sandra. I

> have known her for

> about 2 years by then and I asked her to bring me

> anything, something

> to read other than the newspaper or magazines, I had

> already read

> everything there was available on the hospital

> floor. She brought me

> a book she had in her jeep titled " REIKI " . This

> opened up a terrific

> conversation for discussion as I was always

> interested in Reiki but

> did not know anyone who actually performed Reiki. I

> learned she was

> fixing to become certified and I was so excited for

> her too. I asked

> her if she was metaphysical as this is what I was

> more interested

> in. She expressed to me that she was, and Oh Boy,

> was that a relief

> to me. I told her I was too. This was the very

> beginning of a very

> fond and personal friendship together. I told her of

> my strange

> experience upon waking and that I was not sure how

> to go about it or

> what to make of it. I told her I woke up with this

> strange foreign

> word on my forehead. By lunch time I asked her if

> she would go to a

> bookstore and locate or find a book titled

> " KUNDALINI " , as this was

> the word I woke up to and its cover is gold in

> color. I heard her

> grasp for air and she gave me the strangest,

> weirdest, oddest look. I

> was thinking I might have offended her. I began to

> think I went into

> a dangerous area or fear came over me. She excused

> herself and left

> my room. All kinds of thoughts were passing through

> my head. I was

> thinking I offended her for sure, or maybe I said

> something wrong. I

> did not know what to think. I just knew I did not

> want to ever hurt

> her and this pained me terribly. She was not gone

> very long before

> she finally returned to my room. She brought with

> her the very book I

> had asked her to look for and it was gold in color.

> WOW! Who would

> have thought? I had total goose bumps running up and

> down my body and

> weird tingling feelings throughout my body, so many

> images were

> passing thru my thoughts, I could not slow them down

> enough to know

> what they were. She shared with me her honest views

> on the subject

> and for me to go real slow if I decided this was for

> me. I told her

> that it must be for me if I was told about it

> without KNOWING of it

> or ever heard of such word. She agreed with me but

> she still held

> strong reservations. We continued to talk more about

> it and then she

> left me so I could go read up on this new book I

> just received. I am

> an avid veracious reader this is one of my passions.

> I quickly

> finished the book. I consider myself extremely open

> minded and I have

> an ability of reading beyond words, I do have a

> special gift of

> insight that has a mind of its own. After reading

> the book " I KNEW "

> this is what I was looking for and I desperately

> wanted this for me.

> So the next day I asked my housemate Oskar to bring

> me

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[Guest guest]

Dearest Denny -

I contitue being proud of you! You are an inspiration of Love to many, I am

sure notes are being taken. You are always in my heart Denny, you are brave and

strong and handsome too! Not to many people can touch a heart, you have that

gift. I send you my Love and blessings. I share with you my joy for all you

are!

Always have been proud of you and I will alwasy be, I Love you Denny, you are

my hero!

Becky

 

 

 

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