Guest guest Posted January 25, 2008 Report Share Posted January 25, 2008 Hello Nina, No worries. Kundalini is often misdiagnosed as Bipolarism as medical science doesn't have a name or recognition of it as a condition at this time. Neither do most shrinks. lol. So I would suggest that you keep this to yourself or among those who do not have the power to throw you into a psyche ward - Yikes! This does happen to people who are having Kundalini and are so taken aback by it and shocked and then scared that they run to the medical community and find themselves soon there after dancing the depachoate shuffle and trying not to walk into walls. Kundalini comes to us whether we plan or expect or desire it or not. It is a natural condition that is a bright evolution into the divine aspects of what the human being is and can become. I welcome you into this discovery of yourself Nina. Walk these corridors with confidence and love Nina knowing that you will be recognized and appreciated for the path that has led you here. I honor your difference and hope that we can walk this journey for as long as is comfortable in friendship and love towards the enlightened state of being which is what the Kundalini brings. - blessings Nina - chrism , " Antonina Brown " <antoninabrown wrote: > > Hello, Everyone. My name is Nina Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 And you're a psychic too ... I am afraid of being committed, as I have been twice by family members. The first time ( right after I read up on Kundalini ) I had outrageous moments of manicness followed by severe deppression and an attempt at suicide, I was committed to " the ward " and spent two weeks of walking around in a daze and feeling like there was a permanent fog surrounding my brain and senses. And as you mentioned, I was put on depakote & lithium, which made me balloon 5 sizes bigger and it made me really depressed ... it was an endless circle. I stayed in this pattern for three years, then got permission to get off the pills. For 5 yrs, I functioned as normal as I could and got back to my normal weight. I divorced a controlling husband and moved to CA to live near another brother who I thought cared for me. The stress of the divorce and the onset of KA brought on another BP episode. I tried to explain to my siblings what I was going through but they did not understand ... I got committed again for another two weeks. This time, I was not medicated right away, I was led to intense talk therapy, still diagnosed a bipolar, but a highly functioning one, lol! When my brother visited me, he wanted for me to stay there indifinetly, but the doctors said no, Thank God! I have been on meds, still the same weight and see a very good shrink who I can openly discuss my feelings to. He has refered me to one of his collegues who knows about Eastern Lore, I have not gone yet as I don't feel the time is right. For now, I have the symptoms of KA, Last night, as Im wasm trying to sleep, I kept seeing lights in patterns like the filaments in a light bulb. Today, I have been itching and my tailbone " feels funny " . As far as the forgiveness with my siblings, I have put it to rest, I know I put out the olive branch and I am satisfied to my core that this is the best for me. Thanks for your words of wisdom and encouragement. I have come home. Nina -------------- Original message -------------- " chrism " <> Hello Nina, No worries. Kundalini is often misdiagnosed as Bipolarism as medical science doesn't have a name or recognition of it as a condition at this time. Neither do most shrinks. lol. So I would suggest that you keep this to yourself or among those who do not have the power to throw you into a psyche ward - Yikes! This does happen to people who are having Kundalini and are so taken aback by it and shocked and then scared that they run to the medical community and find themselves soon there after dancing the depachoate shuffle and trying not to walk into walls. Kundalini comes to us whether we plan or expect or desire it or not. It is a natural condition that is a bright evolution into the divine aspects of what the human being is and can become. I welcome you into this discovery of yourself Nina. Walk these corridors with confidence and love Nina knowing that you will be recognized and appreciated for the path that has led you here. I honor your difference and hope that we can walk this journey for as long as is comfortable in friendship and love towards the enlightened state of being which is what the Kundalini brings. - blessings Nina - chrism , " Antonina Brown " <antoninabrown wrote: > > Hello, Everyone. My name is Nina Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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