Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 Hello group and Chrism, A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is something that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight it, it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha! I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little disappointed that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep with the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I wanted to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening. By answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was time for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to be out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. The Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 years ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a big desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning. Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small. Some to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it happen. One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just the way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In fact I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I anointed my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I leave for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches me or my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and Shakti wills. I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited! Much love, Linda P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time is OK with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or been taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the right time, it WILL happen. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 What a great post, Linda...and a great reminder for me about patience and surrender (and, of course, service!). You inspire me! How do you feel about going back to the church you left 16 years ago? Love, Claudia Linda <crazycats711 wrote: Hello group and Chrism, A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is something that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight it, it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha! I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little disappointed that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep with the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I wanted to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening. By answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was time for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to be out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. The Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 years ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a big desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning. Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small. Some to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it happen. One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just the way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In fact I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I anointed my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I leave for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches me or my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and Shakti wills. I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited! Much love, Linda P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time is OK with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or been taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the right time, it WILL happen. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 Hi Linda That sounds great to me . I agree that listening to your inner guide is a very important process in an awakening . The mind is a wonderful and beautiful part of our beign but it can be a stumbling block on our path also . Listen to you your inner guide and you will be where you are supposed to be at this time in your awakening . I took a major step recently . My inner voice has been telling me to move my family for the past four months . I have ignored it and try to find logical reasons not to move . I did move and everything so far has just fell in my lap , so to speak . I had no trouble finding a perfect place and my family is so much happier here . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 I'm so happy for you Linda! It sounds like you are receiving wonderful guidance and I am excited for all the changes and blessings coming your way. Sarita , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Hello group and Chrism, > > A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is something > that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight it, > it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha! > > I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little disappointed > that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep with > the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and > part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I wanted > to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening. By > answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was time > for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to > serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to be > out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving > more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. The > Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 years > ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From > there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a big > desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning. > > Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have > changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction > to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other > desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small. Some > to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it > happen. > > One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy > bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just the > way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In fact > I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I anointed > my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I leave > for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches me or > my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and > whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and > Shakti wills. > > I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited! > Much love, > Linda > > P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time is OK > with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually > happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me > been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or been > taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the right > time, it WILL happen. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 At 05:44 PM 1/26/2008, you wrote: >Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have >changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction >to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Laugh! I have just about given up on C2C lately too, but I don't know if that is Kundalini or the increasing number of fear-based guests they have had on lately. >To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me >been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or been >taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the right >time, it WILL happen. Maybe it is already happening? I don't know what will say - but to me, the further down the path I get, the less " manifestations " there are. They are a lot more subtle. What would have been painful years ago is ticklish or even pleasant now, for the most part. Just a thought, I may be totally off base here .... what has increased for me is the desire to serve, to create, to feel joy. Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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