Forever change - Claudia

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I actually have been thinking about it for several months, but just

could not seem to make that step in that direction. It sort of

brings back old memories, not necessarily of the chruch itself (they

were all good memories, being involed with the church was a big

important part of my life back then), but my being involved with

church caused many problems between James and I. *sigh* I never

seemed to be able to say no when something was asked of me from the

church, mostly because I love giving service. LOL! Looking back I

should have put more of a limit on what all I was involved with. I

don't intend to get as involved as I was back then, maybe. LOL!

 

I know the church will be totally different now, I don't think there

are very many of the original people who still attend. I have just

been keeping tabs on them from write-ups in the newspaper once in a

while. I know they have gotten very involved in helping the homeless.

In fact the gym portion was converted into a place for the homeless

to come for a meal and a place to sleep. From what I read, I think it

has probably grown somewhat.

 

Love,

Linda

 

 

 

, Claudia

<newtfoodbowl wrote:

>

> What a great post, Linda...and a great reminder for me about

patience and surrender (and, of course, service!). You inspire me!

>

> How do you feel about going back to the church you left 16 years

ago?

>

> Love,

> Claudia

>

> Linda <crazycats711 wrote:

> Hello group and Chrism,

>

> A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is

something

> that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight it,

> it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha!

>

> I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little disappointed

> that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep

with

> the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and

> part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I wanted

> to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening.

By

> answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was

time

> for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to

> serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to be

> out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving

> more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. The

> Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 years

> ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From

> there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a

big

> desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning.

>

> Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have

> changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction

> to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other

> desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small.

Some

> to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it

> happen.

>

> One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy

> bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just

the

> way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In

fact

> I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I

anointed

> my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I leave

> for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches me

or

> my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and

> whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and

> Shakti wills.

>

> I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited!

> Much love,

> Linda

>

> P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time is

OK

> with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually

> happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me

> been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or

been

> taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the

right

> time, it WILL happen.

>

 

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