Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 A big step, Linda, in returning to Church. Hug. Its a great place for practicing tolerance! lol! Its wonderful. So many go to Church for what they can get...you're going to give. That is beautiful. In giving you will receive. You're making my heart hum. Love, dhyana , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Hello group and Chrism, > > A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is something > that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight it, > it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha! > > I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little disappointed > that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep with > the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and > part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I wanted > to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening. By > answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was time > for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to > serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to be > out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving > more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. The > Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 years > ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From > there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a big > desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning. > > Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have > changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction > to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other > desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small. Some > to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it > happen. > > One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy > bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just the > way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In fact > I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I anointed > my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I leave > for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches me or > my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and > whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and > Shakti wills. > > I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited! > Much love, > Linda > > P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time is OK > with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually > happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me > been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or been > taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the right > time, it WILL happen. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 Thanks Dhyana, it is a big step for me, especially after being a hermit for 16 years. I don't have any friends except all of you here on the net. Love, Linda , " novalees " <Novalees wrote: > > A big step, Linda, in returning to Church. Hug. Its a great place for > practicing tolerance! lol! Its wonderful. So many go to Church for > what they can get...you're going to give. That is beautiful. In giving > you will receive. You're making my heart hum. Love, dhyana > > > , " Linda " > <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > > Hello group and Chrism, > > > > A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is something > > that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight it, > > it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha! > > > > I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little disappointed > > that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep with > > the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and > > part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I wanted > > to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening. By > > answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was time > > for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to > > serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to be > > out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving > > more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. The > > Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 years > > ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From > > there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a big > > desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning. > > > > Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have > > changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction > > to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other > > desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small. Some > > to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it > > happen. > > > > One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy > > bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just the > > way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In fact > > I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I anointed > > my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I leave > > for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches me or > > my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and > > whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and > > Shakti wills. > > > > I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited! > > Much love, > > Linda > > > > P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time is OK > > with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually > > happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me > > been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or been > > taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the right > > time, it WILL happen. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2008 Report Share Posted January 28, 2008 I understand. I look forward to hearing about the experience. Love, Claudia Linda <crazycats711 wrote: I actually have been thinking about it for several months, but just could not seem to make that step in that direction. It sort of brings back old memories, not necessarily of the chruch itself (they were all good memories, being involed with the church was a big important part of my life back then), but my being involved with church caused many problems between James and I. *sigh* I never seemed to be able to say no when something was asked of me from the church, mostly because I love giving service. LOL! Looking back I should have put more of a limit on what all I was involved with. I don't intend to get as involved as I was back then, maybe. LOL! I know the church will be totally different now, I don't think there are very many of the original people who still attend. I have just been keeping tabs on them from write-ups in the newspaper once in a while. I know they have gotten very involved in helping the homeless. In fact the gym portion was converted into a place for the homeless to come for a meal and a place to sleep. From what I read, I think it has probably grown somewhat. Love, Linda , Claudia <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > What a great post, Linda...and a great reminder for me about patience and surrender (and, of course, service!). You inspire me! > > How do you feel about going back to the church you left 16 years ago? > > Love, > Claudia > > Linda <crazycats711 wrote: > Hello group and Chrism, > > A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is something > that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight it, > it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha! > > I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little disappointed > that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep with > the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and > part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I wanted > to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening. By > answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was time > for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to > serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to be > out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving > more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. The > Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 years > ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From > there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a big > desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning. > > Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have > changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction > to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other > desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small. Some > to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it > happen. > > One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy > bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just the > way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In fact > I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I anointed > my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I leave > for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches me or > my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and > whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and > Shakti wills. > > I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited! > Much love, > Linda > > P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time is OK > with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually > happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me > been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or been > taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the right > time, it WILL happen. > > Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2008 Report Share Posted January 28, 2008 Dearest Linda - So good to hear about your experiences, not good to go to a church that inspires fear, not conducive with the Safeties. It's like watching a scary movie. I am glad you are reaching out into your community and perhaps get a chance to use your healing abilities there. God knows its well needed in most places. Its interesting how heat affects us folks who are Kundalini activated. Here in Germany the restaurants are unbearable. Germans like it nice and cozy, the heat is turned on full blast and they are wearing heavy sweaters, No wonder they are constantly drinking that cold beer. YIKES! I always must wear a light blouse or else I suffocate, and I am fanning myself with my Spanish fan, comes in handy. Them Germans look at me funny, I just smile and keep fanning. I look like I am menopausal, it's funny. Take care sweetie, big huge hug and Love too! Becky Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2008 Report Share Posted January 28, 2008 You can never go back, they say. Or is it that you can't step into the same river twice? Shakti will lead you to the right church for you. Maybe you just needed to start where you left off, and now you can move on. I've been to some hell and brimstone churches, too. Rather shocking after you've come to really experience the love of God. I think those that preach hellfire have never experienced the Love for themselves, so they have to come up with something. Grace would take them a lot further than bullying. Anyway, glad you got your feet wet again! I'm proud of you. Love, dhyana , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Going to that church was a real big bummer, yesterday. It was NOTHING > like it was when I went there. LOL! Church sure has changed if that > was an example. It didn't even seem like church. The guy preached > hell, damnation and fear. I went away feeling physically ill. I won't > be going back there any more, I don't think. I can't really say won't > or never...hehe... because you never know what the Lord and Shakti > may have you do. LOL! > > I did go to a little chruch Sunday night, that I did enjoy > somewhat..I love singing those old hymns. This church was made up of > all old folks, there was not one child there. That seemed really > strange. LOL! I may go back to visit once in a while and may even > join their ladies bible study. I am going to check that out in the > morning. It is made up of ladies from several churches here in > Victoria. It will be a good way to meet people and maybe even > minister healing...I will see where I can go from there. > > I had another all nighter with K and had jury duty this morning. I > did not feel tired until I got home a little while ago. I didn't get > chosen, but I did enjoy being there more so than what I thought I > would. Being around all those people so close bothered me a little at > first. I felt like I was close to sufficating, my K was flowing hot. > I was so relieved when they shut off the heat and put on the air. > LOL! Thank God, they allowed you to have water to drink in there! > > Love, > Linda > > > > , Claudia > <newtfoodbowl@> wrote: > > > > I understand. I look forward to hearing about the experience. > > > > Love, > > Claudia > > > > Linda <crazycats711@> wrote: > > I actually have been thinking about it for several > months, but just > > could not seem to make that step in that direction. It sort of > > brings back old memories, not necessarily of the chruch itself > (they > > were all good memories, being involed with the church was a big > > important part of my life back then), but my being involved with > > church caused many problems between James and I. *sigh* I never > > seemed to be able to say no when something was asked of me from the > > church, mostly because I love giving service. LOL! Looking back I > > should have put more of a limit on what all I was involved with. I > > don't intend to get as involved as I was back then, maybe. LOL! > > > > I know the church will be totally different now, I don't think > there > > are very many of the original people who still attend. I have just > > been keeping tabs on them from write-ups in the newspaper once in a > > while. I know they have gotten very involved in helping the > homeless. > > In fact the gym portion was converted into a place for the homeless > > to come for a meal and a place to sleep. From what I read, I think > it > > has probably grown somewhat. > > > > Love, > > Linda > > > > , Claudia > > <newtfoodbowl@> wrote: > > > > > > What a great post, Linda...and a great reminder for me about > > patience and surrender (and, of course, service!). You inspire me! > > > > > > How do you feel about going back to the church you left 16 years > > ago? > > > > > > Love, > > > Claudia > > > > > > Linda <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > Hello group and Chrism, > > > > > > A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is > > something > > > that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight > it, > > > it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha! > > > > > > I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little > disappointed > > > that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep > > with > > > the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and > > > part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I > wanted > > > to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening. > > By > > > answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was > > time > > > for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to > > > serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to > be > > > out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving > > > more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. > The > > > Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 > years > > > ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From > > > there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a > > big > > > desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning. > > > > > > Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have > > > changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my > desire/addiction > > > to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other > > > desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small. > > Some > > > to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it > > > happen. > > > > > > One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy > > > bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just > > the > > > way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In > > fact > > > I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I > > anointed > > > my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I > leave > > > for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches > me > > or > > > my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and > > > whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and > > > Shakti wills. > > > > > > I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited! > > > Much love, > > > Linda > > > > > > P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time > is > > OK > > > with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually > > > happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with > me > > > been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or > > been > > > taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the > > right > > > time, it WILL happen. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with > Mobile. > > Try it now. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2008 Report Share Posted January 28, 2008 Well....that's a shame...I'm not surprised to hear that, but I don't know why. I have a feeling that your association with that church is not over yet...God and Shakti led you there for a reason. Perhaps you are meant to save the other members, lol! Perhaps your K energy touched them and opened their eyes and ears to the negativity that preacher was dishing out and they will turn away from that church and seek a positive message elsewhere. We never know how our Father/Mother may choose to use us... Glad you found a nice church experience later that evening. I love the old hymns too! Love, Claudia Linda <crazycats711 wrote: Going to that church was a real big bummer, yesterday. It was NOTHING like it was when I went there. LOL! Church sure has changed if that was an example. It didn't even seem like church. The guy preached hell, damnation and fear. I went away feeling physically ill. I won't be going back there any more, I don't think. I can't really say won't or never...hehe... because you never know what the Lord and Shakti may have you do. LOL! I did go to a little chruch Sunday night, that I did enjoy somewhat..I love singing those old hymns. This church was made up of all old folks, there was not one child there. That seemed really strange. LOL! I may go back to visit once in a while and may even join their ladies bible study. I am going to check that out in the morning. It is made up of ladies from several churches here in Victoria. It will be a good way to meet people and maybe even minister healing...I will see where I can go from there. I had another all nighter with K and had jury duty this morning. I did not feel tired until I got home a little while ago. I didn't get chosen, but I did enjoy being there more so than what I thought I would. Being around all those people so close bothered me a little at first. I felt like I was close to sufficating, my K was flowing hot. I was so relieved when they shut off the heat and put on the air. LOL! Thank God, they allowed you to have water to drink in there! Love, Linda , Claudia <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > I understand. I look forward to hearing about the experience. > > Love, > Claudia > > Linda <crazycats711 wrote: > I actually have been thinking about it for several months, but just > could not seem to make that step in that direction. It sort of > brings back old memories, not necessarily of the chruch itself (they > were all good memories, being involed with the church was a big > important part of my life back then), but my being involved with > church caused many problems between James and I. *sigh* I never > seemed to be able to say no when something was asked of me from the > church, mostly because I love giving service. LOL! Looking back I > should have put more of a limit on what all I was involved with. I > don't intend to get as involved as I was back then, maybe. LOL! > > I know the church will be totally different now, I don't think there > are very many of the original people who still attend. I have just > been keeping tabs on them from write-ups in the newspaper once in a > while. I know they have gotten very involved in helping the homeless. > In fact the gym portion was converted into a place for the homeless > to come for a meal and a place to sleep. From what I read, I think it > has probably grown somewhat. > > Love, > Linda > > , Claudia > <newtfoodbowl@> wrote: > > > > What a great post, Linda...and a great reminder for me about > patience and surrender (and, of course, service!). You inspire me! > > > > How do you feel about going back to the church you left 16 years > ago? > > > > Love, > > Claudia > > > > Linda <crazycats711@> wrote: > > Hello group and Chrism, > > > > A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is > something > > that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight it, > > it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha! > > > > I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little disappointed > > that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep > with > > the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and > > part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I wanted > > to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening. > By > > answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was > time > > for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to > > serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to be > > out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving > > more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise. The > > Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16 years > > ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From > > there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a > big > > desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning. > > > > Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have > > changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my desire/addiction > > to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other > > desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small. > Some > > to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it > > happen. > > > > One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy > > bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just > the > > way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In > fact > > I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I > anointed > > my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I leave > > for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches me > or > > my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and > > whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and > > Shakti wills. > > > > I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited! > > Much love, > > Linda > > > > P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time is > OK > > with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually > > happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with me > > been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or > been > > taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the > right > > time, it WILL happen. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. > Try it now. > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2008 Report Share Posted January 28, 2008 I think so, LOL! Believe it or not that is the first time I have experienced hellfire preaching. It was a big shock to me. Hehe! It almost gave me a heart attack when thay turn that rock music on full blast. I should have got up and walked out at that point. Some way to get your feet wet again. LOL! He said several times about hellfire burning your feet and my feet were burning hot! " Giggle, giggle " Love, Linda , " novalees " <Novalees wrote: > > > You can never go back, they say. Or is it that you can't step into the > same river twice? Shakti will lead you to the right church for you. > Maybe you just needed to start where you left off, and now you can > move on. I've been to some hell and brimstone churches, too. Rather > shocking after you've come to really experience the love of God. I > think those that preach hellfire have never experienced the Love for > themselves, so they have to come up with something. Grace would take > them a lot further than bullying. Anyway, glad you got your feet wet > again! I'm proud of you. Love, dhyana > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2008 Report Share Posted January 28, 2008 I am sure some of them will find a new church or not go back to church all, but not because of me being there. There were some young people in the congregation who were living together out of wedlock and they were being kick out if they didn't repent and get in ship shape. The verses from the bible he used for that where taken out of context. Those verses were for leaders of the church, not for young people trying to find their way. It was really sad. Love, Linda , Claudia <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > Well....that's a shame...I'm not surprised to hear that, but I don't know why. I have a feeling that your association with that church is not over yet...God and Shakti led you there for a reason. Perhaps you are meant to save the other members, lol! Perhaps your K energy touched them and opened their eyes and ears to the negativity that preacher was dishing out and they will turn away from that church and seek a positive message elsewhere. We never know how our Father/Mother may choose to use us... > > Glad you found a nice church experience later that evening. I love the old hymns too! > > Love, > Claudia > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 29, 2008 Report Share Posted January 29, 2008 You are the church dear Linda. With every breath you take God breathes through you. With every surge of energy God surges through you. You are the Cross three dimensionalized into the diamond of sacred expression. A church in flesh and a temple of light. How many pews can you fit on your shoulders? How much fellowship brought you into this expression? Where do we go when inside is outside? Follow your radiance Linda. It will lead you to your presence in GOD. - lol - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 29, 2008 Report Share Posted January 29, 2008 Hehe.. I knew that, Chrism... thanks for reminding me. Blessings & much love, Linda , " chrism " <> wrote: > > You are the church dear Linda. With every breath you take God > breathes through you. With every surge of energy God surges through > you. You are the Cross three dimensionalized into the diamond of > sacred expression. A church in flesh and a temple of light. How many > pews can you fit on your shoulders? How much fellowship brought you > into this expression? Where do we go when inside is outside? Follow > your radiance Linda. It will lead you to your presence in GOD. - lol - > chrism > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 29, 2008 Report Share Posted January 29, 2008 <@ ...> wrote: > > You are the church dear Linda. With every breath you take God > breathes through you. With every surge of energy God surges through > you. You are the Cross three dimensionalized into the diamond of > sacred expression. A church in flesh and a temple of light. How many > pews can you fit on your shoulders? How much fellowship brought you > into this expression? Where do we go when inside is outside? Follow > your radiance Linda. It will lead you to your presence in GOD. - lol - > chrism Beautifully said Chrism! Love, Angelina Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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