Forever change - Claudia and all

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Going to that church was a real big bummer, yesterday. It was NOTHING

like it was when I went there. LOL! Church sure has changed if that

was an example. It didn't even seem like church. The guy preached

hell, damnation and fear. I went away feeling physically ill. I won't

be going back there any more, I don't think. I can't really say won't

or never...hehe... because you never know what the Lord and Shakti

may have you do. LOL!

 

I did go to a little chruch Sunday night, that I did enjoy

somewhat..I love singing those old hymns. This church was made up of

all old folks, there was not one child there. That seemed really

strange. LOL! I may go back to visit once in a while and may even

join their ladies bible study. I am going to check that out in the

morning. It is made up of ladies from several churches here in

Victoria. It will be a good way to meet people and maybe even

minister healing...I will see where I can go from there.

 

I had another all nighter with K and had jury duty this morning. I

did not feel tired until I got home a little while ago. I didn't get

chosen, but I did enjoy being there more so than what I thought I

would. Being around all those people so close bothered me a little at

first. I felt like I was close to sufficating, my K was flowing hot.

I was so relieved when they shut off the heat and put on the air.

LOL! Thank God, they allowed you to have water to drink in there!

 

Love,

Linda

 

 

 

, Claudia

<newtfoodbowl wrote:

>

> I understand. I look forward to hearing about the experience.

>

> Love,

> Claudia

>

> Linda <crazycats711 wrote:

> I actually have been thinking about it for several

months, but just

> could not seem to make that step in that direction. It sort of

> brings back old memories, not necessarily of the chruch itself

(they

> were all good memories, being involed with the church was a big

> important part of my life back then), but my being involved with

> church caused many problems between James and I. *sigh* I never

> seemed to be able to say no when something was asked of me from the

> church, mostly because I love giving service. LOL! Looking back I

> should have put more of a limit on what all I was involved with. I

> don't intend to get as involved as I was back then, maybe. LOL!

>

> I know the church will be totally different now, I don't think

there

> are very many of the original people who still attend. I have just

> been keeping tabs on them from write-ups in the newspaper once in a

> while. I know they have gotten very involved in helping the

homeless.

> In fact the gym portion was converted into a place for the homeless

> to come for a meal and a place to sleep. From what I read, I think

it

> has probably grown somewhat.

>

> Love,

> Linda

>

> , Claudia

> <newtfoodbowl@> wrote:

> >

> > What a great post, Linda...and a great reminder for me about

> patience and surrender (and, of course, service!). You inspire me!

> >

> > How do you feel about going back to the church you left 16 years

> ago?

> >

> > Love,

> > Claudia

> >

> > Linda <crazycats711@> wrote:

> > Hello group and Chrism,

> >

> > A lot of people fear change, fight it, resist it. Change is

> something

> > that is forever happening moment to moment. Except it or fight

it,

> > it's still going to happen for better or worse. Ha!

> >

> > I was a little down yesterday, because I was a little

disappointed

> > that I have not as yet recieved the experience of a spinal sweep

> with

> > the Shaptipat gave. I spent most all night and morning and

> > part of this afternoon in meditation, fasting and prayer. I

wanted

> > to know what was holding me back from recieving a full awakening.

> By

> > answer came of course, both Shakti and Jesus let me know it was

> time

> > for me to get back out into the world and resume my ministries to

> > serving others " out there " . They both informed me that I need to

be

> > out there, fully active in my service to others before recieving

> > more, for my physical body my not handle it so well otherwise.

The

> > Lord Jesus wants me to return to the little church I left 16

years

> > ago as a beginning outlet for my increased love and energy. From

> > there I don't know where He and Shakti will take me, but I have a

> big

> > desire to embrace the changes fully. I will began in the morning.

> >

> > Since the shaktipat gave me on Monday, my desires have

> > changed, big time, in many ways. For one thing, my

desire/addiction

> > to listening to C2C has been totally zapped. LOL! Several other

> > desires have changed as well, some small and some not so small.

> Some

> > to cease and some to began. LOL! Change is beautiful. Just let it

> > happen.

> >

> > One other thing I did this morning, I went and got my old raggedy

> > bible and dusted it off and I anointed it with my Kundalini just

> the

> > way anointed a bottle of special water for me to use. In

> fact

> > I used some of the water in my ritual of anointing it. I

> anointed

> > my self as well and will do so again in the morning before I

leave

> > for church. My intent in doing this is for everyone who touches

me

> or

> > my bible tomorrow will be blessed with a warm loving bliss and

> > whatever else they are in need of at the moment, as the Lord and

> > Shakti wills.

> >

> > I am all set to go out. It feels great! I am excited!

> > Much love,

> > Linda

> >

> > P.S. Whether I do or do not recieve a spinal sweep at this time

is

> OK

> > with me now. I was given the assurance that it would evenually

> > happen. To have a spinal sweep is a desire that has been with

me

> > been since the first of the year. That desire hasn't decrease or

> been

> > taken away, so it is bound to happen, surely. LOL! Just in the

> right

> > time, it WILL happen.

> >

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