Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Greetings, I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking it all in little by little, baby steps. I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please ask for your patience. I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans tonight. Thank you, Bill ______________________________\ ____ Never miss a thing. Make your home page. http://www./r/hs Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Bill, nothing is prohibited in awakening your Kundalini, but maybe there are things you might want to consider changing as you progress, you won't loose your identity. It doesn't pertain to any one religion, to just the easterners or westerners. It is how it should be, but not everyone is ready for the adventures. My family knows and so do a few of my friends, but I don't talk about it to just anyone because it isn't in the cards to do so just yet. NOT ready for the straight-jacket just yet! LOL! Just kidding! For real it had changed my life for the better, I am still me, but on a higher level. I hear jokes that aren't exactly clean and it doesn't bother me, they still make me laugh. There may be some things that are different such as when you experience a full bliss! You may walk around with this HUGE smile or grin on your face because of the bliss you are experiencing and you may feel like everyone is looking at you, but this is one of the many joys out there to experience. Baby steps are great, in fact they are wonderful, slow is BEST! Keep in mind that everyone will experience different things, so some of the things you read of others experiences you may not experience at all. Be cautious of your emotions! What you are feeling can be amplified tremendously by Kundalini so be sure to practice the safeties everyday. Get into the habit of forgiving throughout the day along with recapitulation, trust, honor, etc, etc. These will become easier as you go along and will naturally become a part of you! Stay away from t.v. shows, books, movies, things that might scare you and cause fear, Kundalini might amplify that fear. Give service to those you don't know, smile at those you pass by, love everyone and all things. Work on changing yourself from inside out. We are going through this change together, some are more activated than others, but we are all here to walk this path together, so don't hesitate to post, ask questions, get advice, and certainly don't apologize for your opinions and statements. We respect each other on this group, we love each other to the fullest, and we honor each others experiences and reasons for being here. WE are joyful and delighted to have you here with us walking this path. Welcome! I hope this eases your mind a bit. By the way I have been here over a year and a half now and loving every minute of it. So thankful I was directed in this direction, wouldn't change it for the world. Blessings to you my dear friend. Have a wonderful and blessed day! Love, Katherine Bill <astronutski Kundalini Friday, February 1, 2008 9:01:46 AM how has K changed you? Greetings, I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking it all in little by little, baby steps. I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please ask for your patience. I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans tonight. Thank you, Bill ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ Never miss a thing. Make your home page. http://www.. com/r/hs ______________________________\ ____ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile./;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Hi Bill I can only speak from my own experiences . I did see a small change in the beginning but it was more on the physical symptons .These changes evolved quickly to change many aspects of my lifestyle . The inner guidance within will become very strong it seems . If I feel that drinking a beer is unhealthy and the inner voice tells me not to drink , then I should listen or else some painful lessons might be subjected to me . As far as friends go and old ways . I do feel as though I have drifted away from them but they are still dear friends to me . I have become a much different person since kundalini has awaken within me . I tend to see on a another level now and what at one time was very funny ,such a dirty joke or much more , just dont have the appeal it once had . This of course is in my experience and all paths are different and personal to that individual . My advice is to become very familiar with listening to your inner guidance and try not to struggle against it . Blessings Chris_H Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Hi Bill, I have found that the changes which are occuring help me to see past all the things you mentioned about human behaviors, and being able to love from my heart unconditionally, the one who is before me at the moment. Sometimes my presence seems to alter behaviors and bring out a more vulnerableness from them...its quite beautiful to watch. People seem to like to be around me more, and those who have been loud and obnoxious are a little more gentle and open. There is no self-righteousness in it at all, and no loss of identity that I have found. You just let your light shine in all circumstances, being authentically yourself. I think that may be it...becoming more and more real and authentic as the divine nature grows withing. Love, dhyana , Bill <astronutski wrote: > > Greetings, > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please > ask for your patience. > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans > tonight. > Thank you, > Bill > > > > ______________________________\ ____ > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > http://www./r/hs > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 , Bill <astronutski wrote: > Bill, this is an excellent question! I am surprise it hasn't been asked before. Imho, the Kundalini brings us closer to the God within. We are operating at a higher vibration and we are able to see the big picture more readily than your average person over time. I have told my husband about the K and some online friends that are from other groups, but the rest of my family has no idea. It would not be acceptable to most of them, they would be in fear and I have decided to keep it quiet. They certainly have seen and remarked on the changes in me. Some of which are I am more peaceful, I handle the rough times with more poise than before, they see me as wiser. K people get stared at a lot. As your K starts to shine, others will be attracted to you although they may not know why exactly. It can be uncomfortable to be stared at in public and some people are very blatant about it, lol. At first this got my dander up, but I have acclimated to it. The people who know you will also be more attracted to you and want to be around you. They will probably seek out your calm, wise advice when they are in a tizzy. As far as relationships go, mine with my husband has only deepened. My best friend lives in a chaotic, loud environment which I have found assaults my senses at times. I am still really close with her, but I sometimes avoid loud parties and such if I am feeling sensitive. I have noticed that I am unable to watch violent movies anymore. Some of the books I love to read (like James Patterson) are no longer as appealing and I have to skip chunks of them. But I can still laugh at a good old fashioned dirty joke! And I still let out an expletive now and then, but I try to keep it to a minumum, lol. To sum it up, all the changes have been for the better. I am more together, my intuition/discernment keeps increasing, my peacefullness keeps increasing, the love for everyone around me keeps increasing. What more could you ask for? How much more Christian or Godly could you be when you are doing selfless service for others and sowing the seeds of love and kindness in yourself? You will start to receive inner guidance as you progress. You may be nudged into what foods to eat and drink. Alcohol does not mix well with the K, I wouldn't recommend getting drunk, but I think some members have a drink here and there. I abstain altogether, but that's just me. I also gave up coffee, which was a killer for me! I'm glad you asked about this. It will be great to see what everyone has to say and will help others who are new as well. Remember, you have a big, huge, loving family here and you can ask anything. Sarita > Greetings, > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please > ask for your patience. > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans > tonight. > Thank you, > Bill > > > > ____________________ ______________ > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > http://www./r/hs > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Ah, Bill, such an excellent question!!! The changes in you will be very gradual...and very positive. Kundalini basically takes the person you are and makes him more compassionate, more loving, more alert to the needs of others, and more 'attractive'...and I mean that in an energetic sense (not physical beauty)...you will radiate a loving openness and genuine exuberance that will make people want to be around you. I honestly do not think that there will be any changes in you that will alienate your friends. Now YOU may find that YOU are not as attracted to people and situations in which you may formerly have been comfortable...such as gatherings in which people might be drunk...or watching violent movies or TV programs...or situations in which people are making fun of others....However, your friends will likely not notice anything different about you except that they feel good when you're around (which is not to say that they don't feel that way now, lol, just that it will not be due to anything you've said or done, just what you exude). I don't drink anymore but I used to drink with the best of them, lol. My family enjoys drinking and laughing and such. I find that I still have fun with them...laughing up a storm, even at a 'dirty' joke...just not with a drink in my hand. In fact, I enjoy it more because I feel more 'like myself' now...more authentic...and I also have fewer headaches now, lol.....well, let's just say that all my headaches now are " K headaches " ...the kind that remind me that there is important rewiring going on inside of me and make me pause and thank God again for the gift of Kundalini. Rest assured, it will not turn you into a pontificating, psycho-spiritual, robe-wearing geek! I'm glad you asked us this question and I hope you'll ask more! Blessings & Love, Claudia Bill <astronutski wrote: Greetings, I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking it all in little by little, baby steps. I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please ask for your patience. I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans tonight. Thank you, Bill ________ Never miss a thing. Make your home page. http://www./r/hs Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Hi Bill, I am new here too. I have always been a bit different from my neighbours and family etc. I think that you just have to be who you are. If you value the friends and you still want to know them, then just go with the flow. I find now, and for the last few years, I am not intersted in alcohol or partying. When we awaken to our higher selves, through kundalini or whatever, we have to follow our own truth. I always had two worlds, even in my 20s. I went partying and also worked in a spiritual library in London! My friends I have known for years, I dont really have a lot in common with them anymore, as they still want to drink and be merry, and are not intersted in the spiritual path, but I still keep friends, and try to be one of the gang up to a point, but without the alcohol. I like to be with them, and I think my spirituality may rub off on them a bit, but I do find that as I get older and wiser, I become more reclusive in a way. I dont need the outside glamour and external stuff. Be true to you and it will all fall into place. Those who cant deal with it, will leave your life, and new people will arrive to compliment the spiritual you. I am almost in my 50s now, so it depends on age too perhaps. CV , Bill <astronutski wrote: > > Greetings, > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please > ask for your patience. > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans > tonight. > Thank you, > Bill > > > > ___________________ _______________ > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > http://www./r/hs > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Hello Sarita, Thank you for bringing this up! I have been God-less for years! I was not brought up in a religion, and though I have always been in some way spiritual, I was never sure about God and what exactly God is. Now I am coming back to God. Whether personified as a man or a woman, I know there is a God, and I love Him/Her. Also, the food thing, I have noticed i cant eat my usual quota of chocolate now.. I have been subtly nudged about eating habits. Not that mine was all that bad, but it is being more refined now. It is getting a bit exciting now. I was so worried at first, with all the back pain and heat, and neck ache etc. But now, I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked after. CV , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > , Bill > <astronutski@> wrote: > > > Bill, this is an excellent question! I am surprise it hasn't been > asked before. > > Imho, the Kundalini brings us closer to the God within. We are > operating at a higher vibration and we are able to see the big > picture more readily than your average person over time. I have told > my husband about the K and some online friends that are from other > groups, but the rest of my family has no idea. It would not be > acceptable to most of them, they would be in fear and I have decided > to keep it quiet. They certainly have seen and remarked on the > changes in me. Some of which are I am more peaceful, I handle the > rough times with more poise than before, they see me as wiser. > > K people get stared at a lot. As your K starts to shine, others will > be attracted to you although they may not know why exactly. It can > be uncomfortable to be stared at in public and some people are very > blatant about it, lol. At first this got my dander up, but I have > acclimated to it. The people who know you will also be more > attracted to you and want to be around you. They will probably seek > out your calm, wise advice when they are in a tizzy. > > As far as relationships go, mine with my husband has only deepened. > My best friend lives in a chaotic, loud environment which I have > found assaults my senses at times. I am still really close with her, > but I sometimes avoid loud parties and such if I am feeling sensitive. > > I have noticed that I am unable to watch violent movies anymore. > Some of the books I love to read (like James Patterson) are no longer > as appealing and I have to skip chunks of them. But I can still > laugh at a good old fashioned dirty joke! And I still let out an > expletive now and then, but I try to keep it to a minumum, lol. > > To sum it up, all the changes have been for the better. I am more > together, my intuition/discernment keeps increasing, my peacefullness > keeps increasing, the love for everyone around me keeps increasing. > What more could you ask for? How much more Christian or Godly could > you be when you are doing selfless service for others and sowing the > seeds of love and kindness in yourself? > > You will start to receive inner guidance as you progress. You may be > nudged into what foods to eat and drink. Alcohol does not mix well > with the K, I wouldn't recommend getting drunk, but I think some > members have a drink here and there. I abstain altogether, but > that's just me. I also gave up coffee, which was a killer for me! > > I'm glad you asked about this. It will be great to see what everyone > has to say and will help others who are new as well. Remember, you > have a big, huge, loving family here and you can ask anything. > > Sarita > > > Greetings, > > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly > taking > > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves > and > > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I > please > > ask for your patience. > > > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't > mean any > > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you > in > > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff > ie. > > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have > known you > > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all > of a > > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do > they > > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty > jokes, > > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? > Once in > > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I > eventually > > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? > > > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I > kind of > > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all > are > > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the > Tibetans > > tonight. > > Thank you, > > Bill > > > > > > > > > ___________________ _ > ______________ > > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > > http://www./r/hs > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 >I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked after. Know that you are always looked after and every hair on your head is counted. , " celticvoice6 " <celticvoice6 wrote: > > Hello Sarita, > Thank you for bringing this up! I have been God-less for > years! I was not brought up in a religion, and though I have always > been in some way spiritual, I was never sure about God and what > exactly God is. > Now I am coming back to God. Whether personified as a man or a > woman, I know there is a God, and I love Him/Her. > Also, the food thing, I have noticed i cant eat my usual quota > of chocolate now.. I have been subtly nudged about eating > habits. Not that mine was all that bad, but it is being more > refined now. It is getting a bit exciting now. I was so worried at > first, with all the back pain and heat, and neck ache etc. But now, > I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked after. > CV > > > > > > , " Sarita " > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > , Bill > > <astronutski@> wrote: > > > > > Bill, this is an excellent question! I am surprise it hasn't been > > asked before. > > > > Imho, the Kundalini brings us closer to the God within. We are > > operating at a higher vibration and we are able to see the big > > picture more readily than your average person over time. I have > told > > my husband about the K and some online friends that are from other > > groups, but the rest of my family has no idea. It would not be > > acceptable to most of them, they would be in fear and I have > decided > > to keep it quiet. They certainly have seen and remarked on the > > changes in me. Some of which are I am more peaceful, I handle the > > rough times with more poise than before, they see me as wiser. > > > > K people get stared at a lot. As your K starts to shine, others > will > > be attracted to you although they may not know why exactly. It > can > > be uncomfortable to be stared at in public and some people are > very > > blatant about it, lol. At first this got my dander up, but I have > > acclimated to it. The people who know you will also be more > > attracted to you and want to be around you. They will probably > seek > > out your calm, wise advice when they are in a tizzy. > > > > As far as relationships go, mine with my husband has only > deepened. > > My best friend lives in a chaotic, loud environment which I have > > found assaults my senses at times. I am still really close with > her, > > but I sometimes avoid loud parties and such if I am feeling > sensitive. > > > > I have noticed that I am unable to watch violent movies anymore. > > Some of the books I love to read (like James Patterson) are no > longer > > as appealing and I have to skip chunks of them. But I can still > > laugh at a good old fashioned dirty joke! And I still let out an > > expletive now and then, but I try to keep it to a minumum, lol. > > > > To sum it up, all the changes have been for the better. I am more > > together, my intuition/discernment keeps increasing, my > peacefullness > > keeps increasing, the love for everyone around me keeps > increasing. > > What more could you ask for? How much more Christian or Godly > could > > you be when you are doing selfless service for others and sowing > the > > seeds of love and kindness in yourself? > > > > You will start to receive inner guidance as you progress. You may > be > > nudged into what foods to eat and drink. Alcohol does not mix > well > > with the K, I wouldn't recommend getting drunk, but I think some > > members have a drink here and there. I abstain altogether, but > > that's just me. I also gave up coffee, which was a killer for me! > > > > I'm glad you asked about this. It will be great to see what > everyone > > has to say and will help others who are new as well. Remember, > you > > have a big, huge, loving family here and you can ask anything. > > > > Sarita > > > > > Greetings, > > > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am > slowly > > taking > > > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > > > > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves > > and > > > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. > I > > please > > > ask for your patience. > > > > > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't > > mean any > > > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > > > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed > you > > in > > > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal > stuff > > ie. > > > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have > > known you > > > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you > all > > of a > > > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or > do > > they > > > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell > dirty > > jokes, > > > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > > > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or > what? > > Once in > > > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I > > eventually > > > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and > lifestyles? > > > > > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. > I > > kind of > > > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > > > > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you > all > > are > > > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the > > Tibetans > > > tonight. > > > Thank you, > > > Bill > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ___________________ > _ > > ______________ > > > Never miss a thing. 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Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 What a lovely image, that every hair on our head is counted! Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " gypsyeyes_101 " <gypsyeyes_101 wrote: > > >I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked after. > > Know that you are always looked after and every hair on your head is > counted. > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " celticvoice6 " > <celticvoice6@> wrote: > > > > Hello Sarita, > > Thank you for bringing this up! I have been God-less for > > years! I was not brought up in a religion, and though I have always > > been in some way spiritual, I was never sure about God and what > > exactly God is. > > Now I am coming back to God. Whether personified as a man or a > > woman, I know there is a God, and I love Him/Her. > > Also, the food thing, I have noticed i cant eat my usual quota > > of chocolate now.. I have been subtly nudged about eating > > habits. Not that mine was all that bad, but it is being more > > refined now. It is getting a bit exciting now. I was so worried at > > first, with all the back pain and heat, and neck ache etc. But now, > > I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked after. > > CV > > > > > > > > > > > > , " Sarita " > > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > > > , Bill > > > <astronutski@> wrote: > > > > > > > Bill, this is an excellent question! I am surprise it hasn't been > > > asked before. > > > > > > > > Imho, the Kundalini brings us closer to the God within. We are > > > operating at a higher vibration and we are able to see the big > > > picture more readily than your average person over time. I have > > told > > > my husband about the K and some online friends that are from other > > > groups, but the rest of my family has no idea. It would not be > > > acceptable to most of them, they would be in fear and I have > > decided > > > to keep it quiet. They certainly have seen and remarked on the > > > changes in me. Some of which are I am more peaceful, I handle the > > > rough times with more poise than before, they see me as wiser. > > > > > > K people get stared at a lot. As your K starts to shine, others > > will > > > be attracted to you although they may not know why exactly. It > > can > > > be uncomfortable to be stared at in public and some people are > > very > > > blatant about it, lol. At first this got my dander up, but I have > > > acclimated to it. The people who know you will also be more > > > attracted to you and want to be around you. They will probably > > seek > > > out your calm, wise advice when they are in a tizzy. > > > > > > As far as relationships go, mine with my husband has only > > deepened. > > > My best friend lives in a chaotic, loud environment which I have > > > found assaults my senses at times. I am still really close with > > her, > > > but I sometimes avoid loud parties and such if I am feeling > > sensitive. > > > > > > I have noticed that I am unable to watch violent movies anymore. > > > Some of the books I love to read (like James Patterson) are no > > longer > > > as appealing and I have to skip chunks of them. But I can still > > > laugh at a good old fashioned dirty joke! And I still let out an > > > expletive now and then, but I try to keep it to a minumum, lol. > > > > > > To sum it up, all the changes have been for the better. I am more > > > together, my intuition/discernment keeps increasing, my > > peacefullness > > > keeps increasing, the love for everyone around me keeps > > increasing. > > > What more could you ask for? How much more Christian or Godly > > could > > > you be when you are doing selfless service for others and sowing > > the > > > seeds of love and kindness in yourself? > > > > > > You will start to receive inner guidance as you progress. You may > > be > > > nudged into what foods to eat and drink. Alcohol does not mix > > well > > > with the K, I wouldn't recommend getting drunk, but I think some > > > members have a drink here and there. I abstain altogether, but > > > that's just me. I also gave up coffee, which was a killer for me! > > > > > > I'm glad you asked about this. It will be great to see what > > everyone > > > has to say and will help others who are new as well. Remember, > > you > > > have a big, huge, loving family here and you can ask anything. > > > > > > Sarita > > > > > > > Greetings, > > > > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am > > slowly > > > taking > > > > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > > > > > > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves > > > and > > > > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. > > I > > > please > > > > ask for your patience. > > > > > > > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't > > > mean any > > > > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > > > > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed > > you > > > in > > > > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal > > stuff > > > ie. > > > > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have > > > known you > > > > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you > > all > > > of a > > > > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or > > do > > > they > > > > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell > > dirty > > > jokes, > > > > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > > > > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or > > what? > > > Once in > > > > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I > > > eventually > > > > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and > > lifestyles? > > > > > > > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. > > I > > > kind of > > > > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > > > > > > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you > > all > > > are > > > > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the > > > Tibetans > > > > tonight. > > > > Thank you, > > > > Bill > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ___________________ > > _ > > > ______________ > > > > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > > > > http://www./r/hs > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Yes, we can KNOW that we are cared for! Love, Angelina , " celticvoice6 " <celticvoice6 wrote: > > What a lovely image, that every hair on our head is counted! > > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " gypsyeyes_101 " <gypsyeyes_101@> wrote: > > > > >I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked > after. > > > > Know that you are always looked after and every hair on your head > is > > counted. > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " celticvoice6 " > > <celticvoice6@> wrote: > > > > > > Hello Sarita, > > > Thank you for bringing this up! I have been God-less for > > > years! I was not brought up in a religion, and though I have > always > > > been in some way spiritual, I was never sure about God and what > > > exactly God is. > > > Now I am coming back to God. Whether personified as a man > or a > > > woman, I know there is a God, and I love Him/Her. > > > Also, the food thing, I have noticed i cant eat my usual > quota > > > of chocolate now.. I have been subtly nudged about eating > > > habits. Not that mine was all that bad, but it is being more > > > refined now. It is getting a bit exciting now. I was so > worried at > > > first, with all the back pain and heat, and neck ache etc. But > now, > > > I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked > after. > > > CV > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > , " Sarita " > > > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > > > > > , Bill > > > > <astronutski@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > Bill, this is an excellent question! I am surprise it hasn't > been > > > > asked before. > > > > > > > > > > > > Imho, the Kundalini brings us closer to the God within. We > are > > > > operating at a higher vibration and we are able to see the big > > > > picture more readily than your average person over time. I > have > > > told > > > > my husband about the K and some online friends that are from > other > > > > groups, but the rest of my family has no idea. It would not > be > > > > acceptable to most of them, they would be in fear and I have > > > decided > > > > to keep it quiet. They certainly have seen and remarked on > the > > > > changes in me. Some of which are I am more peaceful, I handle > the > > > > rough times with more poise than before, they see me as wiser. > > > > > > > > K people get stared at a lot. As your K starts to shine, > others > > > will > > > > be attracted to you although they may not know why exactly. > It > > > can > > > > be uncomfortable to be stared at in public and some people are > > > very > > > > blatant about it, lol. At first this got my dander up, but I > have > > > > acclimated to it. The people who know you will also be more > > > > attracted to you and want to be around you. They will > probably > > > seek > > > > out your calm, wise advice when they are in a tizzy. > > > > > > > > As far as relationships go, mine with my husband has only > > > deepened. > > > > My best friend lives in a chaotic, loud environment which I > have > > > > found assaults my senses at times. I am still really close > with > > > her, > > > > but I sometimes avoid loud parties and such if I am feeling > > > sensitive. > > > > > > > > I have noticed that I am unable to watch violent movies > anymore. > > > > Some of the books I love to read (like James Patterson) are no > > > longer > > > > as appealing and I have to skip chunks of them. But I can > still > > > > laugh at a good old fashioned dirty joke! And I still let out > an > > > > expletive now and then, but I try to keep it to a minumum, lol. > > > > > > > > To sum it up, all the changes have been for the better. I am > more > > > > together, my intuition/discernment keeps increasing, my > > > peacefullness > > > > keeps increasing, the love for everyone around me keeps > > > increasing. > > > > What more could you ask for? How much more Christian or Godly > > > could > > > > you be when you are doing selfless service for others and > sowing > > > the > > > > seeds of love and kindness in yourself? > > > > > > > > You will start to receive inner guidance as you progress. You > may > > > be > > > > nudged into what foods to eat and drink. Alcohol does not mix > > > well > > > > with the K, I wouldn't recommend getting drunk, but I think > some > > > > members have a drink here and there. I abstain altogether, > but > > > > that's just me. I also gave up coffee, which was a killer for > me! > > > > > > > > I'm glad you asked about this. It will be great to see what > > > everyone > > > > has to say and will help others who are new as well. > Remember, > > > you > > > > have a big, huge, loving family here and you can ask anything. > > > > > > > > Sarita > > > > > > > > > Greetings, > > > > > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am > > > slowly > > > > taking > > > > > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > > > > > > > > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there > yourselves > > > > and > > > > > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this > stage. > > > I > > > > please > > > > > ask for your patience. > > > > > > > > > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly > don't > > > > mean any > > > > > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right > now. > > > > > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K > changed > > > you > > > > in > > > > > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal > > > stuff > > > > ie. > > > > > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that > have > > > > known you > > > > > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in > you > > > all > > > > of a > > > > > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old > acquantances or > > > do > > > > they > > > > > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to > tell > > > dirty > > > > jokes, > > > > > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is > the K > > > > > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or > > > what? > > > > Once in > > > > > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I > > > > eventually > > > > > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and > > > lifestyles? > > > > > > > > > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' > today. > > > I > > > > kind of > > > > > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > > > > > > > > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope > you > > > all > > > > are > > > > > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start > the > > > > Tibetans > > > > > tonight. > > > > > Thank you, > > > > > Bill > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ___________________ > > > _ > > > > ______________ > > > > > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > > > > > http://www./r/hs > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 40-Matthew 40-10:30 But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. , " celticvoice6 " <celticvoice6 wrote: > > What a lovely image, that every hair on our head is counted! > > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " gypsyeyes_101 " <gypsyeyes_101@> wrote: > > > > >I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked > after. > > > > Know that you are always looked after and every hair on your head > is > > counted. > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " celticvoice6 " > > <celticvoice6@> wrote: > > > > > > Hello Sarita, > > > Thank you for bringing this up! I have been God-less for > > > years! I was not brought up in a religion, and though I have > always > > > been in some way spiritual, I was never sure about God and what > > > exactly God is. > > > Now I am coming back to God. Whether personified as a man > or a > > > woman, I know there is a God, and I love Him/Her. > > > Also, the food thing, I have noticed i cant eat my usual > quota > > > of chocolate now.. I have been subtly nudged about eating > > > habits. Not that mine was all that bad, but it is being more > > > refined now. It is getting a bit exciting now. I was so > worried at > > > first, with all the back pain and heat, and neck ache etc. But > now, > > > I just try to go with the flow and know that I am being looked > after. > > > CV > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > , " Sarita " > > > <sarita1969@> wrote: > > > > > > > > , Bill > > > > <astronutski@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > Bill, this is an excellent question! I am surprise it hasn't > been > > > > asked before. > > > > > > > > > > > > Imho, the Kundalini brings us closer to the God within. We > are > > > > operating at a higher vibration and we are able to see the big > > > > picture more readily than your average person over time. I > have > > > told > > > > my husband about the K and some online friends that are from > other > > > > groups, but the rest of my family has no idea. It would not > be > > > > acceptable to most of them, they would be in fear and I have > > > decided > > > > to keep it quiet. They certainly have seen and remarked on > the > > > > changes in me. Some of which are I am more peaceful, I handle > the > > > > rough times with more poise than before, they see me as wiser. > > > > > > > > K people get stared at a lot. As your K starts to shine, > others > > > will > > > > be attracted to you although they may not know why exactly. > It > > > can > > > > be uncomfortable to be stared at in public and some people are > > > very > > > > blatant about it, lol. At first this got my dander up, but I > have > > > > acclimated to it. The people who know you will also be more > > > > attracted to you and want to be around you. They will > probably > > > seek > > > > out your calm, wise advice when they are in a tizzy. > > > > > > > > As far as relationships go, mine with my husband has only > > > deepened. > > > > My best friend lives in a chaotic, loud environment which I > have > > > > found assaults my senses at times. I am still really close > with > > > her, > > > > but I sometimes avoid loud parties and such if I am feeling > > > sensitive. > > > > > > > > I have noticed that I am unable to watch violent movies > anymore. > > > > Some of the books I love to read (like James Patterson) are no > > > longer > > > > as appealing and I have to skip chunks of them. But I can > still > > > > laugh at a good old fashioned dirty joke! And I still let out > an > > > > expletive now and then, but I try to keep it to a minumum, lol. > > > > > > > > To sum it up, all the changes have been for the better. I am > more > > > > together, my intuition/discernment keeps increasing, my > > > peacefullness > > > > keeps increasing, the love for everyone around me keeps > > > increasing. > > > > What more could you ask for? How much more Christian or Godly > > > could > > > > you be when you are doing selfless service for others and > sowing > > > the > > > > seeds of love and kindness in yourself? > > > > > > > > You will start to receive inner guidance as you progress. You > may > > > be > > > > nudged into what foods to eat and drink. Alcohol does not mix > > > well > > > > with the K, I wouldn't recommend getting drunk, but I think > some > > > > members have a drink here and there. I abstain altogether, > but > > > > that's just me. I also gave up coffee, which was a killer for > me! > > > > > > > > I'm glad you asked about this. It will be great to see what > > > everyone > > > > has to say and will help others who are new as well. > Remember, > > > you > > > > have a big, huge, loving family here and you can ask anything. > > > > > > > > Sarita > > > > > > > > > Greetings, > > > > > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am > > > slowly > > > > taking > > > > > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > > > > > > > > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there > yourselves > > > > and > > > > > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this > stage. > > > I > > > > please > > > > > ask for your patience. > > > > > > > > > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly > don't > > > > mean any > > > > > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right > now. > > > > > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K > changed > > > you > > > > in > > > > > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal > > > stuff > > > > ie. > > > > > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that > have > > > > known you > > > > > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in > you > > > all > > > > of a > > > > > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old > acquantances or > > > do > > > > they > > > > > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to > tell > > > dirty > > > > jokes, > > > > > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is > the K > > > > > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or > > > what? > > > > Once in > > > > > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I > > > > eventually > > > > > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and > > > lifestyles? > > > > > > > > > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' > today. > > > I > > > > kind of > > > > > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > > > > > > > > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope > you > > > all > > > > are > > > > > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start > the > > > > Tibetans > > > > > tonight. > > > > > Thank you, > > > > > Bill > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ___________________ > > > _ > > > > ______________ > > > > > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > > > > > http://www./r/hs > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Hi Bill what a great question and I have given this a lot of thought. I am very new here (just a few weeks) but my life seems to have changed in every aspect. For one I am continuously aware of what I am hearing, seeing and putting into my mouth. I am more positive and when I am not I am gently reminded that I need to be. I am going out of my way not to be selfish and am being lead to people who need help. I am happier and find myself singing songs of praise. Songs I knew from church when I was a young child and when I sing I like the sound it's just so real like it's not even my voice. It is coming for somewhere deep within me. I am so greatfull for my life these days. A big change too is that all of a sudden I am able to speak my mind and tell people how I am feeling in a clear and loving way. I am finding that swearing is very offensive (and believe me I can swear like anything-but not now) and I just don't want to be around negativity. I feel healthier and am able to get more done in the day meaning I have more energy. My conscious contact with God is much better and I am able to handle the bumps of life because of that. I seem to be able to put thoughts together that I would never have when I am sharing. The Kundalini gently reminds me about what I need to do or not do and I try to listen to this. Work - I have been praying for everyone and asking for love and tolerance. Some days it's a little difficult because of the energy flowing though me or not flowing at all. It seems that other people can't tell what's happening. I believe I am protected and that the K would never put me in harms way so I just trust that I am. One thing I will suggest Bill is that you try and stay in today. Try not to worry about what will happen - just trust the happening... In Love and Light Laura Joyce , Bill <astronutski wrote: > > Greetings, > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please > ask for your patience. > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans > tonight. > Thank you, > Bill > > > > ____________________ ______________ > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > http://www./r/hs > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Hello Bill, Your note brings up some very familiar scenarios in my own newly K- infused life. Just how *is* a K-awake person supposed to behave? I worried about that and at one point actually considered abandoning my friends and starting over. It was a very awkward time for me. Eventually, I began to relax (surrender) into the K experience. I have stopped trying to figure out how I should behave and just try to let myself become more " myself " . Over time, the K has softened a lot of my sharp edges and given me more compassion for myself and others. I have become more forgiving and tolerant in general. I know that I still have a long way to go but looking back, I was a very different person a year ago. Probably the most interesting thing is how my friends are changing as well. I am watching things occur in their lives that I never expected. One couple I love dearly has been extremely heavy drinkers for many years. All of a sudden, they have backed off on the alcohol and started going to an exercise " boot camp " -- and they love it. You could have knocked me over with a feather. I'm so glad that I didn't run away from my friends. And who knows what more lies ahead? I say do the safeties and let the K work her magic slowly on you and those around you. I try not to take offense to what other people say (off color jokes, etc.) -- the K will work on them, too. Plus, " dirty jokes " can be really funny. Much love, Charles , Bill <astronutski wrote: > > Greetings, > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please > ask for your patience. > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans > tonight. > Thank you, > Bill > > > > ____________________ ______________ > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > http://www./r/hs > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Hi Bill, It has been great reading everyones answer to your question today. I guess it my turn. Just last week, I made a post about change and have been thinking upon the subject of change a lot this week. Changes happen everyday, nothing ever stays the same and none would really want it to even though sometimes we do fight and resist it. It is always much better when we surrender to it an go with the flow. Also, we a influence in some away or the other by every person or being (even those four footed critters) who cross our paths everyday. Not to mention what ever media we chose to expose ourselves to. I have been with this group for a whole year now and this has been a wonderful, great year of change for me, all for the better! When I came hear last year in Jan. I was a very paranoid person, who was having a hard time trusting anyone, even my own family members. I was in a lot of emotional upheavel. I gradually open up and allowed everyone here be a part of my life and what a great influence you all have been! I could easily classify my self as the sick child in 's dream the other day, who died and Chrism's K brought back to life. Not really just Chrism, but all of you K activated, beautiful, caring people. I would love to go dancing down that street with Chrism and all of you in celebration of my new life as a shining one. I am in deep gratitude to each and every one of you. Kundalini is not something to be feared, but cherished. Much Love and Blessings to all of you, Linda , Bill <astronutski wrote: > > Greetings, > I am very new here and am naturally very overwhelmed, but am slowly taking > it all in little by little, baby steps. > > I am sure you all know my situation having been there yourselves and > having felt the same feelings a new person does at this stage. I please > ask for your patience. > > I hope nobody gets offended by anything I say, I certainly don't mean any > harm, so if I cause any grief please, let me apologize right now. > But what I really wanted to find out was, how has the K changed you in > your 'normal' life? I mean, your day to day mundane normal stuff ie. > work, grocery shopping, talking to friends and family that have known you > for so long as this way (non K) and now this huge change in you all of a > sudden. Do you put up a facade around these old acquantances or do they > know? I mean, I've got friends that for example like to tell dirty jokes, > I always laughed before because, well, they were funny. Is the K > awakening going to cause me to shun them or fake laugh, or what? Once in > a while we kick back some beers and just get goofy. Will I eventually > just go my seperate way from my old habits, friends and lifestyles? > > I guess that's what is currently top on my 'scare-list' today. I kind of > don't want to give up my identity, is that what's required? > > I hope I am making sense, I have so many questions I hope you all are > patient, lol. I am working on the safeties and will start the Tibetans > tonight. > Thank you, > Bill > > > > ____________________ ______________ > Never miss a thing. Make your home page. > http://www./r/hs > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Thats what happened to me! Just picked up a robe too. The geek part still needs work - lol - blessings Bill and Claudia and all - chrism Rest assured, it will not turn you into a pontificating, psycho- spiritual, robe-wearing geek! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 1, 2008 Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Bill: this is my mantra that i have been saying for a few days now - my words written afterwards explain my view on surrendering and how you will be made anew - reborn in a sense to a fuller self- a more loving and complete self - i was just beginning to really like who i was - to surrender and let the energy reshape me has not been easy - i fight it at times - i too am afraid of losing who i am - yet i know that the " me " i know and accept will be a better more polished " me " and all i have to do is follow the guide - Shakti my surrender mantra: i surrender to Shakti my body-my mind -my spirit- my entire being my control of myself - control of others- control of all things about me i surrender to Shakti my desires of the body- of my mind - of my spirit my love of myself-of others- of all things about me my will - my personality -my possessions my thoughts, words, deeds i surrender to Shakti complete surrender gives me complete freedom - my worries, my problems, my feelings, my thoughts, my words, my actions are now in the hands of Shakti now when chrism says " no worries " i know it is true for me there are no worries- Shakti will hold all my worries for me to surrender to a guide one must trust implicitly that guide - there can be no doubts - no wonders- no hesitations- the guide is there to mold the student in this case i will be molded to prepare for and accept k- i am now empty of all that i am - i am a blank canvas waiting for the painting of me surrendering is not an easy road - the k path requires complete surrender - no halfies here - it is all or nothing - so all of you who are new to kundalini realize that this path is not easy - it requires hard work and a deep committment to follow your spirit- chrism's protocols help keep one safe and on track - but each one of us will be blessed with a different experience - there are some similarities in what occures yet realize we are all unique - my path is my path - you have your own unique path - namaste loro 239-980-9090 Never miss a thing. Make your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2008 Report Share Posted February 2, 2008 ROTFLMAO! The imagery that brings up...LOL! Sarita , " chrism " <> wrote: > > Thats what happened to me! Just picked up a robe too. The geek part > still needs work - lol - blessings Bill and Claudia and all - chrism > > Rest assured, it will not turn you into a pontificating, psycho- > spiritual, > robe-wearing geek! > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2008 Report Share Posted February 2, 2008 Bill, you know what love, I have been going through similar things as have many here I'm sure. Most human social life revolves around kicking back, relaxing, watching movies, listening to music, drinking, smoking, eating junk food. They are such a part of regular life that you find yourself thinking what will become of you and your social life, family relationships, friendships etc with an active K and a monks lifestyle? I think naturally your body will adjust itself and steer you on how to proceed. Giving up certain things always seems weird at first but you find that anything worth keeping generally sticks around (friends included) and that all you lose was not real any way. Find your own pace and go with it. Take it as you feel. Don't force yourself in to feeling unhappy or left out. Take each day as it comes and focus on inner joy, you will find you are the life and soul of the party!!! A sense of humour does not dissapear suddenly after activation and dirty jokes still make you laugh, I should know, I tell enough of them and I find them hillarious.....LOL Love and joy Elektra x x x ________ Sent from Mail - a smarter inbox http://uk.mail. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2008 Report Share Posted February 2, 2008 Great answers everyone! I'm the same. Some things fall away, others stay, somethings, people and relationships shift change and grow in beautiful ways. A nice way to look at Bill is to think of the way we were as Children. We never worried about which friends would eventually leave us, what things we would have to give up and sacrifice as we grew. We just grew, new things came and went continuously in our lives. Well as I'm sure you can guess, we are still Children. For me, I would say just relax and it will all come naturally. lots of love, bradly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2008 Report Share Posted February 2, 2008 LOL...is it a Hawaiian robe?!? Claudia chrism <> wrote: Thats what happened to me! Just picked up a robe too. The geek part still needs work - lol - blessings Bill and Claudia and all - chrism Rest assured, it will not turn you into a pontificating, psycho- spiritual, robe-wearing geek! Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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