Kundalini and Bi Polar disorder--- dream

[Guest guest]

Yes, I've been looking forward to getting off of my medication for

some time now. I was put on lithium carbonate when I was 16 years old

(21 now) and I was getting symptoms of bipolar when I was about 13.

lithium carbonate can cause some damage to the kidney's and I have to

drink a lot of water. I think that after my awakening I had to have

been drinking about 12 500ml of water a day, I even would have to

wake up every now at night and then to drink water. I know that

taking this medication can be a problem and I think I have the

strength to finally gradually get off of it. I actually recall this

one time where I didn't have much medication on me for a week and I

could feel some good effects from the kundalini (mostly from my heart

and my love for others), but I went back to taking it regularly

because in the past I was a real trouble maker and rebel when I was

never on these meds.

 

Now, I was thinking that before I get off my meds that I had to take

my usual blood test to see the levels of the meds and to see how my

kidneys are doing. Last night I had a dream where I was looking for

my lab requisition sheet and when I found it it was in pieces and I

was just piecing it together. I can't seem to figure out what my

unconscious is trying to say to me. I mean, the blood work sheet is

there to see if my system is regulated so could it be a symbol of my

systme?.... and i know that when i get off my meds that my system or

even my mind is gonig to be in pieces, most likely, so maybe the

dream is to show me that things may get into pieces or will be into

pieces when I get off my meds, but the peices did fit at one point in

time so I can fit it all together once again? Or am I missing

something?... going off these meds are a bit serious to me because I

have no clue whats gonig to happen, aspecially now that the kundalini

is running around.

 

I also had a dream last night later about researching into kriya's

and I know next to nothign about that, I don't know if it some how

relates.

 

I have some theories or opinions on bipolar disorder. I could get

into it later, but its more of an analysis of myself. I used to just

try to figure out what my mind and body is doing to trigger this to

take place. I've lately been just trying to figure my mind and body

on my own, because a) doctors only answers are drugs and b) most

psychologists and psychiatrists have never had a mental disorder so

how could they really know what the answer is? They never place

themselves in the position of the patient.

 

 

much love,

drea

msn: lvledusa

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> This is merely my opinion and does not indicate anything other than

> that.

> Bi polar disorder is often used as a way of diagnosing people who

> have symptoms that are very similar to Kundalini. Many people are

> given Schizoid diagnosis as well and relegated to a life inside a

> chemical prison.

>

> This isn't as bad as it sounds if you have been inside of a

> Kundalini prison with out knowing what the heck has been causing

all

> of the often strange and bizarre symptoms that can come with the

> Kundalini. It's an even trade for many people. At least known meds

> are socially acceptable.

>

> Medicine doesn't recognize Kundalini. If you explain your Kundalini

> symptoms to an MD or another form of " health care practitioner "

then

> you will most likely be given a diagnosis of similar catch all

> causation and given meds to attempt to control it.

>

> These meds can in actuality unbalance your entire system and can

> also make things much worse but to the practitioner these will just

> be a more serious case than usual and an increase in the meds or a

> new mixture and a " nice soft room " will be provided for you. lol.

>

> So be careful. And unless you want a trip to the psyche ward and an

> increase of your " medication " I wouldn't mention Kundalini to

> anyone. The medication can unbalance a person in a big way. I am

not

> a doctor so cannot legally counsel YOU one way or another with

> regards to the drugs you may be taking.

>

> And if a person was to discontinue them please do so very gradually

> and under the supervision of an MD. Very gradually.

>

> Your symptoms may increase as you come off of the meds. Do the

> safeties and surrender your conscious control and your fears. And

> yes I do know this is easier said than done. Even if you are seeing

> entities or hearing voices or seeing visions you can take control

by

> releasing control.

>

> These events are part of the path for many - not all but many. So

> reach back into the recent or distant path and practice the " IJ " Do

> this as much of the time as you can. Other systems call it the

> secret smile. Do this diligently and eventually this frequency of

> expression will dominate your experience. -

>

[Guest guest]

At 01:17 PM 2/8/2008, you wrote:

>I have some theories or opinions on bipolar disorder. I could get

>into it later, but its more of an analysis of myself. I used to just

>try to figure out what my mind and body is doing to trigger this to

>take place. I've lately been just trying to figure my mind and body

>on my own, because a) doctors only answers are drugs and b) most

>psychologists and psychiatrists have never had a mental disorder so

>how could they really know what the answer is? They never place

>themselves in the position of the patient.

 

And they are heavily lobbied by the pharmaceutical industry. I was clinically

depressed for 30+ years, tried a pile of different traditional and many not so

traditional treatments ... and with all the cost and side effects, for me the

benefit was minimal. A personal growth class I attended though, which has a

profoundly transformative effect and features meditation as part of the " tool

kit " made a huge difference. In the end it was a simple attitude change that

made the difference ... but then I was ready for it.

 

I have never been diagnosed bi-polar, but I do know of students in that class

who are diagnosed bi-polar and have made stunning progress. Some of what is

taught in that class is quite similar to " The Safeties " , it's just taught from a

different perspective.

 

Brandi