what do you expect and why do you expect it?

[Guest guest]

Hi Chrism

When I first joined this group I didn't expect anything.Now I

suppose, like Val,it is more of a hope that I will experience similar

to the others.Why do I expect it?well we are told that if we do the

safeties and the tibetans,pray and meditate express inner joy

practice forgiveness and give service with out thought of reward then

there is every chance this will happen.

I try to do these things and find some easier than others.For

instance; " forgiveness " I have forgiven every person that has

wronged me and my family,practically every day since last May,haha

but I still get angry sometimes.I tried standing them in front of me

and telling them I forgive them, like one of the girls said,this

seems to work better.Even so, I feel like belting their earholes and

saying " keep still while I am forgiving you " hahaha.

Seriously though I have spent over 40 years reading metaphysical

and spiritual literature, and I am now on this group of like minded

people,who are kind, careing,thoughtful and sincere,and when I came

here you said, " welcome Rod it is no accident that you are here " and I

think you are right,so I am on the kundalini awakening

group,expecting to awaken my kundalini.

kindest regards

and lots of love

Rod