Guest guest Posted February 15, 2008 Report Share Posted February 15, 2008 I complete ignored what I was being guided to do today and suffered for it emotionally as a result and have learned a big lesson. I did ask myself what I could to be of service to others as suggested and I was told to be more diligent at work. I have been fooling around a lot and not doing what I am supposed to be doing. I work with a Children's charity and I have not been pulling my weight at all. I am a fundraiser so this is a real issue. I have discovered a lot about myself this week and a lot of it I do not like. Hard stuff to swallow but necessary for change to occur. I am really feeling quite ashamed of myself right now. I don't know where I picked up these bad work habits but it is very unfair to the organization and the children we serve. I have been doing just enough to slip by and the rest of the day spending on personal time. I am putting it out there because this goes much deeper I think than only work. The K is speaking to me and I feel the depth of it. I know if I keep this to myself it will not help me because if I am the only one who knows a change needs to happen it might not. I hope you understand this crazy concept. I will be ok because I will do the right thing and what ever it takes to make the changes I need to. I am so glad you are all here. Most days a great but some are hard lessons and it's good to have people who understand and care. In Love and Light Laura Joyce Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2008 Report Share Posted February 15, 2008 Many people don't realise that yoga is not just excercise, it's a way of life, to live an honourable life, working hard, honesty, cleanliness, joy, reliablity are just some facets. I am really happy that you saw these things and have decided to make positive changes, the way we do our job really says alot about our own inner balance I think. Either do your job with all your heart, as if you are doing it for God himself/herself or find another job that you will enjoy and work hard at. This will bring you so much energy and fullfilment. Well done, and keep on keeping on, Elektra x x x ________ Sent from Mail - a smarter inbox http://uk.mail. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 16, 2008 Report Share Posted February 16, 2008 Hello Laura, You have already started to fix things just by confessing it all to us. I used to study Tibetan Buddhism, and our Geshe once said this - " What makes us create negative karma is anger, attachment and ignorance. Any negative deed is by way of these three - Body, Speech, Mind. We need to confess with great regret, with determination that we wont engage in them again, and then negative karma can be purified. " Our Geshe said that confession is a sign that you are on the way up.... CV Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " laurashomefires " <laurashomefires wrote: > > I complete ignored what I was being guided to do today and suffered > for it emotionally as a result and have learned a big lesson. I did > ask myself what I could to be of service to others as suggested and I > was told to be more diligent at work. I have been fooling around a > lot and not doing what I am supposed to be doing. I work with a > Children's charity and I have not been pulling my weight at all. I am > a fundraiser so this is a real issue. I have discovered a lot about > myself this week and a lot of it I do not like. Hard stuff to swallow > but necessary for change to occur. I am really feeling quite ashamed > of myself right now. I don't know where I picked up these bad work > habits but it is very unfair to the organization and the children we > serve. I have been doing just enough to slip by and the rest of the > day spending on personal time. I am putting it out there because this > goes much deeper I think than only work. The K is speaking to me and > I feel the depth of it. I know if I keep this to myself it will not > help me because if I am the only one who knows a change needs to > happen it might not. I hope you understand this crazy concept. I will > be ok because I will do the right thing and what ever it takes to > make the changes I need to. > I am so glad you are all here. Most days a great but some are hard > lessons and it's good to have people who understand and care. > > In Love and Light > Laura Joyce > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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