Guest guest Posted February 17, 2008 Report Share Posted February 17, 2008 Dear Katherine, We have to have the dark in order to know the Light. Kind regards...Angelina , Katherine Miller <katsam19 wrote: > > Dear Elektra, > > Thanks for sharing with us what you are feeling and experiencing...it helps take the burden off of you to have to go it alone. My love goes out to you my dear friend. Many hugs are coming your way, just feel the warmth and the love that you are receiving and let it soak in. One day you will look back and see joy in the time of your life and know that some form of lesson was learned from you past. Sometimes I feel if one had a perfect life growing up, they would not have the need for more, the need to search, the need to love more than the material things. So I thank God for not having a perfect and always loving life. I thank God with all my heart for the life I have been given. > > Love, > Katherine > > > > Elektra Fire <elektra.fire > > Sunday, February 17, 2008 12:46:29 PM > Quitting story today, continued > > And so, I have been sick and shivering all day long, > and whilst in bed I had all this pent up sadness and > aggression come out about my oldest brother Toby. > He was such a horrid brother to me and took all his > anger out on me and my Dad. (he had another father who > let him down so he took his anger out on my dad) I > actually cannot remember one nice thing he ever said > or did with me when I was at home, he only told me > repeatedly that he hated me and wanted nothing to do > with me. > > My role models for the will of God have been dodgy to > say the least in this life time, obviously I needed to > find it by myself. > > And anyway, I have deduced that this lack of love I > recieved from him led to my addictions. > I have been totally crying and feeling awful. > > Yippee, breakthough moment. > > So, all this fever and sickness is doing something so > I don't mind at all. > I will let it run it's course.... I'm trying to > forgive and let go as best I can. > > Love > Elektra x x x > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ > Sent from Mail - a smarter inbox http://uk.mail. > > > > > > ______________________________\ ____ > Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile./;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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