need to talk - LJ

[Guest guest]

Many people can activate due to the twelve step program especially

when they take it seriously and do the work. You can be

congratulated for that Laurajoyce. Yes you are being ripped apart

and reconfigured and cleansed and redefined. This is a very

important process to be done and it is no reflection on you as a

person unless there is a reason for it to be.

 

If you have been doing this work and dedicating yourself to it and

forgiving and helping you will find yourself coming to a point of

purging the path of the past from your present expressive form. Not

forgetting it but learning and rising from it into the new

individual that is taking shape.

 

For this to be done a realignment will occur. A redefining of the

inner and outer you so that these aspects of who you are can carry

the amplitude and frequency of a Kundalini event. Dismemberments

happen in many ways and they are nothing to be afraid of. They are

reconfigurations of the five bodies of the human being and are

necessary for the continuation of the process. - No worries

LauraJoyce. -

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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1 , " laurashomefires " <laurashomefires wrote:

>

> I need to talk to someone and share with you what I have been

going

> through these past few years. I am not sure where I am going with

> this or why or even where to start but here it is. For the past 12

> years I have been in a 12-step program and I have been working the

> steps with a sponsor who makes sure I do not let up. I don't know

if

> you are familiar with the work involved in working the 12 steps

but

> it can be very intense. I am not the same person who I was 12

years

> ago. I needed to tell you about this because what I would like to

say

> is that all the work I have done has got me where I am in my

recovery

> and I thought I was doing great, until now.

>

> Since coming to our group and following the Safeties I feel as

though

> I have done nothing. I feel like I am being ripped open and torn

> apart. It seems everything I do needs to be adjusted. I don't know

> anymore if it's my mind or me or what. There is no part of my life

> that I feel hasn't come under scrutiny.

>

> Can I be this bad of a person. Is it the K or am I attacking

myself

> and being to hard on myself. Am I am missing something or doing

> something wrong or not working hard enough. Is it normal to feel

like

> this and is this a part of the process?

> Love and Light

> Laura Joyce

>