Guest guest Posted February 18, 2008 Report Share Posted February 18, 2008 Hello again Laura, I thought you might like to read this from a site online - " In a ``true awakening'' the force of kundalini eclipses the ego altogether and the individual is is almost certain to feel disoriented for some time. There will almost certainly be periods of pronounced psychological discomfort and social alienation. Works from the literature of Tibetan Buddhism indicate two distinct periods of spiritual emergency. The first is at the beginning of true kundalini awakening in which one feels an acute anxiety and sense of alienation from the world. The second is after the process has considerably advanced and one feels an acute fear of one's own internal groundlessness. Even in the most difficult periods these challenging experiences are balanced by periods of deep bliss and profound awareness. Moreover, in time any negative experiences give way to deep realization. " Hope this helps, CV Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " laurashomefires " <laurashomefires wrote: > > I need to talk to someone and share with you what I have been going > through these past few years. I am not sure where I am going with > this or why or even where to start but here it is. For the past 12 > years I have been in a 12-step program and I have been working the > steps with a sponsor who makes sure I do not let up. I don't know if > you are familiar with the work involved in working the 12 steps but > it can be very intense. I am not the same person who I was 12 years > ago. I needed to tell you about this because what I would like to say > is that all the work I have done has got me where I am in my recovery > and I thought I was doing great, until now. > > Since coming to our group and following the Safeties I feel as though > I have done nothing. I feel like I am being ripped open and torn > apart. It seems everything I do needs to be adjusted. I don't know > anymore if it's my mind or me or what. There is no part of my life > that I feel hasn't come under scrutiny. > > Can I be this bad of a person. Is it the K or am I attacking myself > and being to hard on myself. Am I am missing something or doing > something wrong or not working hard enough. Is it normal to feel like > this and is this a part of the process? > Love and Light > Laura Joyce > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 18, 2008 Report Share Posted February 18, 2008 Could you provide the source of this info please CV? Is there further information on the K there? Sarita , " celticvoice6 " <celticvoice6 wrote: > > Hello again Laura, I thought you might like to read this from a > site online - > > " In a ``true awakening'' the force of kundalini eclipses the ego > altogether and the individual is is almost certain to feel > disoriented for some time. There will almost certainly be periods of > pronounced psychological discomfort and social alienation. Works > from the literature of Tibetan Buddhism indicate two distinct > periods of spiritual emergency. The first is at the beginning of > true kundalini awakening in which one feels an acute anxiety and > sense of alienation from the world. The second is after the process > has considerably advanced and one feels an acute fear of one's own > internal groundlessness. Even in the most difficult periods these > challenging experiences are balanced by periods of deep bliss and > profound awareness. Moreover, in time any negative experiences give > way to deep realization. " > > Hope this helps, > CV > > > > > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " laurashomefires " <laurashomefires@> wrote: > > > > I need to talk to someone and share with you what I have been > going > > through these past few years. I am not sure where I am going with > > this or why or even where to start but here it is. For the past 12 > > years I have been in a 12-step program and I have been working the > > steps with a sponsor who makes sure I do not let up. I don't know > if > > you are familiar with the work involved in working the 12 steps > but > > it can be very intense. I am not the same person who I was 12 > years > > ago. I needed to tell you about this because what I would like to > say > > is that all the work I have done has got me where I am in my > recovery > > and I thought I was doing great, until now. > > > > Since coming to our group and following the Safeties I feel as > though > > I have done nothing. I feel like I am being ripped open and torn > > apart. It seems everything I do needs to be adjusted. I don't know > > anymore if it's my mind or me or what. There is no part of my life > > that I feel hasn't come under scrutiny. > > > > Can I be this bad of a person. Is it the K or am I attacking > myself > > and being to hard on myself. Am I am missing something or doing > > something wrong or not working hard enough. Is it normal to feel > like > > this and is this a part of the process? > > Love and Light > > Laura Joyce > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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