Guest guest Posted February 24, 2008 Report Share Posted February 24, 2008 I have not seen my father since I was 7. My parents split and we just lost touch. My brother has never forgiven him (though my mother left my father) and I spent most of my life looking for my father in all men I met. Finally I am finding out about him, and he would be in his 70s now if still alive, and I am tracing him and have an agency looking for him. I am not bitter but sad, and have this deep wound, which I feel I am healing through being on this forum and listening to all you beautiful and caring people, and also from the jolt that the kundalini awakening has given me. Interesting coincidence. I wrote a poem about him years ago, and I stated that losing him was like a bone was missing from my spine. And it turns out that there is some abnormality at the base of my spine, a small scoliosis, like a bend, and that is what has given me years of back trouble. In a psychology book by Whitmont, " the symbolic quest " he says that women who have father problems usually have back problems! I am having quite an emotional time right now, as we are searching records and think we may have found his listing in the army, and therefore, his birth details (I am waiting to hear). It feels timely with the Shaktipat coming up. It has made me realise that I have spent many years covering up this deep wound, even from myself. Now it has to be uncovered. CV Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 24, 2008 Report Share Posted February 24, 2008 You go girl! You find him and give him the love that only a long lost daughter can give. - blessings and joy to you and him CV - chrism , " celticvoice6 " <celticvoice6 wrote: > > I have not seen my father since I was 7. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 24, 2008 Report Share Posted February 24, 2008 At 07:36 PM 2/24/2008, you wrote: >In a psychology book by Whitmont, " the >symbolic quest " he says that women who have father problems usually >have back problems! Does he have any wisdom about healing that? I've gone through the forgiveness cycle with mine ... but I still feel there is a legacy there. Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2008 Report Share Posted February 25, 2008 Dear CV, I wish you every blessing in finding your Father, but more importantly that you find your own father energy within and forgive IT. Our outer world is just a reflection of our own inner journey and so forgiving your Dad will bring you in to wonderful balance..... I am joyful for you. My own Father is on his way here to visit me, (in China, he will be my first relative to have made the journey!) I am so excited :-)) He arrives later today with his missus! Yippeeeeeee. Hugs and blessings Elektra x x x ________ Sent from Mail. A Smarter Inbox. http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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