experience with shapeshifting-- Denny- All

[Guest guest]

Denny, Chrism,

I had another experience this morning. I was laying there aware of

hearing growling/roaring as if from a large cat and then a tugging on

my quilt after a while, like what has happened many times before. This

is it's first appearance since about a year and a half now since I

zapped it by grabbing it's paw. (except the one time recently where I

shapesifted as a large cat) I know for sure those few seconds I was

that cat. As I laid there I was wondered maybe this was not a neg

being at all, but maybe just some aspect of my astral body or

something. Ever since that day at the court house when I was

reading 'The Shining Ones' book and I had what I would call a knowing,

that I had been a shaman in some past life. If so, wouldn't this be

some clue that I am giving myself? Appearing to myself as a cat, my

high self, guide, or whatever. I don't really know what to think of

all this.

 

I am just wondering what it has to do with kundalini? It was after I

had been meditating for about three months when I began having the

astral, false awakening experiences where I was being visited by this

cat being (this cat talked as well as roaring and other sounds, this

cat that becomes as me or me as it???). I was having the electical

sensation going up my spine especially on nights when I had the cat

visitations. On the night of it's first visit or the second, it touch

me on my tail bone and caused the electric sensation going up my

spine. I didn't understand, since I knew nothing about K at the time.

I thought it was zapping energy from me, for I was really exhausted

after those nights, most of the time anyways. I was worried that it was

trying to possess me. I was having a lot of freaky dreams around that

time, like the one where I woke up in some other lady's body, the one

who was paralized. I had lot of re-occuring dreams with her in them.

Somehow, I feel like I am tied to that lady, as well. She lives

somewhere around the Victoria area I think, if not in Victoria, either

that or it was just a strange co-incidence that the lady I saw that day

in Lowes looked just like my dream lady. When I saw her there I had the

strange feeling go over me, like I was only half there, like maybe I

was trying to leave my body right there in the store. A wavering

pulling kind of feeling, much like when I had the OBE where I was

wavering back and forth between this other parallel me's life.

 

I am just writing this trying to make sense out of all these

experiences and how maybe they all tie together. Could it be possible

that the night when the cat creature touch my tail bone, was the night

my K was activated?

 

I feel like I made some kind of break through this morning, being able

to stay so calm and not move or resist the cat's growling and eventual

tugging on my quilt. I don't know what happened after that, I fell back

into sleep or unawareness. I woke up feeling great with very little

sleep last night. It seemed as though I had slept all night, but I

slept only about 3 and half hours.

 

Linda

 

 

, " Denny "

<dennynorton wrote:

>

> HiYa Linda...I most certainly would say you shapeshifted. You merged

as

> the cat in its form. That is basicly how I feel about shapeshifting

> sometimes...its no big deal sorta way. But the thing is..you can do

it,

> you know you have this ability. Now if we can just shapeshift on

> command?

>

> Denny

>

[Guest guest]

Yes I agree Linda the cat reads like a friend of yours. An embodiment

of the Shakti for you! Allow the cat to help you into the Kundalini

and if it talks have a conversation! - Reads like you are doing well

Linda No worries! Kitty likes you! -

[Guest guest]

I feel like a total nimcompoop! I never had any idea that the cat

creature could be Shakti. All those years I odered it/her to leave in

Jesus's name every time. The one time I heard her/it speak she was very

angry and not happy with me at all at that occassion, called me a

female dog, btw. No wonder I was put through all the dog crap. (pun

intended)

 

Why would it need to be that way? Why come as a roaring lion and

frighten the wits out of me?

 

If she comes a s cat agian I will try and talk with her. I was actually

talking to her last night as I fell asleep. She didn't do any physical

talking back, but responded non the less in other ways.

 

Linda

[Guest guest]

We all come into understanding in the time that we need to. No worries

Linda. Why not set some milk out as an offerring of peace? -

 

 

PS this is going into the Shamanic areas and your power animal

(shakti) is waiting for your conscious acceptance. Do not be afraid

and do not ignore it any longer. Embrace and flow into cooperation and

honor this blessing.

 

, " Linda "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> I feel like a total nimcompoop!

[Guest guest]

At 11:43 PM 2/24/2008, you wrote:

>Why would it need to be that way? Why come as a roaring lion and

>frighten the wits out of me?

 

I don't know if will agree with me, but my take on it is she didn't

" need " to come that way. Shakti is as Shakti does. Thing is, she has to come

through your circuits to reach your awareness, and they were what got the

message scrambled.

 

Think about it this way ... you are a Chinese paper lantern and Shakti is the

light. She's always pure, but if your inner lantern has tigers painted on it ...

you are going to see tigers when the light comes on. You just need to paint some

kittens instead <g>.

 

When I had my initial experiences they were terrifying, sometimes occasionally

they still are. My lantern had demons painted on it - a legacy of too many years

of fearful Christian teachings. Once I started to accept the experience, the

fearfulness changed. I only rarely have scary experiences now, usually they are

positive and healing. I believe this has nothing to do with the quality of

energy I was pulling through me, my own expectations and beliefs were what made

it nasty at first.

 

Brandi

 

 

[Guest guest]

Well, put that way I am very grateful my lantern has a lion painted

on it. LOL! Thanks Brandi.

 

Love,

Linda

 

 

, Brandi Jasmine

<jazztalk wrote:

>

> At 11:43 PM 2/24/2008, you wrote:

> >Why would it need to be that way? Why come as a roaring lion and

> >frighten the wits out of me?

>

> I don't know if will agree with me, but my take on it is she

didn't " need " to come that way. Shakti is as Shakti does. Thing is,

she has to come through your circuits to reach your awareness, and

they were what got the message scrambled.

>

> Think about it this way ... you are a Chinese paper lantern and

Shakti is the light. She's always pure, but if your inner lantern has

tigers painted on it ... you are going to see tigers when the light

comes on. You just need to paint some kittens instead <g>.

>

> When I had my initial experiences they were terrifying, sometimes

occasionally they still are. My lantern had demons painted on it - a

legacy of too many years of fearful Christian teachings. Once I

started to accept the experience, the fearfulness changed. I only

rarely have scary experiences now, usually they are positive and

healing. I believe this has nothing to do with the quality of energy

I was pulling through me, my own expectations and beliefs were what

made it nasty at first.

>

> Brandi

>

>

[Guest guest]

I like your thoughts on this Brandi, they resonate for me.

 

Sarita

 

, Brandi Jasmine

<jazztalk wrote:

>

> At 11:43 PM 2/24/2008, you wrote:

> >Why would it need to be that way? Why come as a roaring lion and

> >frighten the wits out of me?

>

> I don't know if will agree with me, but my take on it is she

didn't " need " to come that way. Shakti is as Shakti does. Thing is,

she has to come through your circuits to reach your awareness, and

they were what got the message scrambled.

>

> Think about it this way ... you are a Chinese paper lantern and

Shakti is the light. She's always pure, but if your inner lantern has

tigers painted on it ... you are going to see tigers when the light

comes on. You just need to paint some kittens instead <g>.

>

> When I had my initial experiences they were terrifying, sometimes

occasionally they still are. My lantern had demons painted on it - a

legacy of too many years of fearful Christian teachings. Once I

started to accept the experience, the fearfulness changed. I only

rarely have scary experiences now, usually they are positive and

healing. I believe this has nothing to do with the quality of energy

I was pulling through me, my own expectations and beliefs were what

made it nasty at first.

>

> Brandi

>

>