My first Shaktipat

[Guest guest]

I really thought I'd blown it last night. This was my first time, and I thought

that whatever might happen to me with this had been totally destroyed because of

something that happened to me last night.

 

I blew something out of proportion that I should not have, and I have been

trying to understand why ever since. I got upset and hurt by something I thought

my boyfriend had done, It turned out that I was mistaken. I jumped to

conclusions, and I ended up hurting him as well. I've felt just terrible about

it, and I've not been able to understand my reaction last night....till now.

 

In reading the posts this morning, I see that old hurts can arise during this,

and the way I reacted to Bill last night had all the earmarks of the way my ex

bf and treated me, and how I would have reacted to him in such an instance. It

all seems a little silly on one level, but when I look at the bigger picture, I

can see that I've got some healing to do. This just forced it to the forefront

so I will deal with it now.

 

Dawn

 

P.S. I have had a tingling sensation off and on since yesterday. It's almost

like having a chill, but like having icy hot on my arms and back.

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Yes Dawn, feelings can really get amified, that is why it is very

important to do the safeties everyday.

 

I have been experiencing the chill thing for about a month or so now,

it's hard for me to tell if it is hot or cold energy. It is like they

are mixed together both at the same times. Hehe, just writing this to

you has caused it to be felt across my shoulders.

 

Blessings,

Linda

 

, auroramynx

<auroramynx wrote:

>

> I really thought I'd blown it last night. This was my first time,

and I thought that whatever might happen to me with this had been

totally destroyed because of something that happened to me last

night.

>

> I blew something out of proportion that I should not have, and I

have been trying to understand why ever since. I got upset and hurt

by something I thought my boyfriend had done, It turned out that I

was mistaken. I jumped to conclusions, and I ended up hurting him as

well. I've felt just terrible about it, and I've not been able to

understand my reaction last night....till now.

>

> In reading the posts this morning, I see that old hurts can arise

during this, and the way I reacted to Bill last night had all the

earmarks of the way my ex bf and treated me, and how I would have

reacted to him in such an instance. It all seems a little silly on

one level, but when I look at the bigger picture, I can see that I've

got some healing to do. This just forced it to the forefront so I

will deal with it now.

>

> Dawn

>

> P.S. I have had a tingling sensation off and on since yesterday.

It's almost like having a chill, but like having icy hot on my arms

and back.

>

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