The Safeties

[Guest guest]

It's strange how things work out. I received word that an old boss of

mine, whom I genuinely liked and was sorry to see retire, passed away

due to a massive heart attack.

 

I also remembered that I had a kind of grudge against him, not a big

deal really (I mean the why of the grudge) but a real feeling that was

and may still be there. I've been working on forgiveness, of him and

of myself. Probably there was more a hurt than an anger, which makes

it harder in a way. Besides, it was only imagined, and I don't even

know for sure there was this connection with him to the incident as it

happened.

 

I think the main point is that I have this feeling that must be dealt

with in some way. Just as with my mother, I can say I forgive you all

I want, but have no way of interaction which would prove whether or not

I have succeeded.

 

thomas