Guest guest Posted March 18, 2008 Report Share Posted March 18, 2008 I think I might beginning night number two of no sleep. My body is completely charged with energy. Under the urgings of both Divine and friends, I have decided to become a member of the Kundalini family. The process to opening up about my spiritual self has been rather slow but I am hoping that it will help to remove the constriction around my throat that I am currently experiencing. Here's a brief run-down of my spontaneous Kundalini energy rising... My Kundalini began to spontaneously rise when I was 21. I did not know what was happening to me for years. When I lived in India three years ago, I experienced a plethora of rather intense and painful physical symtoms (extreme sensitivity to light and sounds, full body excruciating pain, migraines, joint and muscle pain, hormone imbalances which are still very much present...). All of my 7 chakras opened up simultaneously and have since opened and closed upon whim. The strongest chakra, the 4th and most important balancing point for all other chakras, has been open pretty consistently. My physical symptoms a few years ago were rather intense. Spontaneous kriyas and mudras, spoken chants and sounds came from me... random dances. Waking up without being alseep to find my body in yogic positions I never knew. After the intense waves of physical came the emotional. Such deeply sad and compassionate feelings of intensity, 'crazy' visions of Jesus Christ being crucified, drinking from his golden chalice, being Mother Mary, communing with Shiva/Shakti, Sai Baba, Shirdi Baba, Krishna, Ganesha and most importantly, Ramana Maharishi. I was disabled for weeks and months at a time, bedridden with this all. My body is still having physical problems. Involunary body movements have begun yet again although not nearly so intense. I shaved all of my hair off recently. I have been losing my hair, my scalp itches. Intense headaches. A whole new world of Light and Love have enveloped me through forgiveness and compassion. It is a never-ending process. I might have come to a temporary conclusion that I need to speak now. To share and release old and archaic belief systems and emotional and physical traumas. While the pain is not tangible the way it ever was, it feels as though I need to verbally express my whole life path. It comes to me that I find myself cringing at how open I am sometimes but when I try to silence it... my throat reminds me that it is time. There is strength in such vulnerability. I feel beautiful. I am surrendered and forgiving but this has been a lonely journey that I wish to fill with spirit family and support, finally. Thank you all for welcoming me. Shanti Shanti Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2008 Report Share Posted March 18, 2008 Be welcome, Bethany. I send you peace and love. Have you taken a look at our website and the Safeties? www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com Lonely no more, welcome to our family. Love, dhyana , " bethany_abear " <bethany_abear wrote: > > I think I might beginning night number two of no sleep. My body is > completely charged with energy. Under the urgings of both Divine and > friends, I have decided to become a member of the Kundalini family. > The process to opening up about my spiritual self has been rather > slow but I am hoping that it will help to remove the constriction > around my throat that I am currently experiencing. Here's a brief > run-down of my spontaneous Kundalini energy rising... > > My Kundalini began to spontaneously rise when I was 21. I did not > know what was happening to me for years. When I lived in India three > years ago, I experienced a plethora of rather intense and painful > physical symtoms (extreme sensitivity to light and sounds, full body > excruciating pain, migraines, joint and muscle pain, hormone > imbalances which are still very much present...). All of my 7 > chakras opened up simultaneously and have since opened and closed > upon whim. The strongest chakra, the 4th and most important > balancing point for all other chakras, has been open pretty > consistently. My physical symptoms a few years ago were rather > intense. > > Spontaneous kriyas and mudras, spoken chants and sounds came from > me... random dances. Waking up without being alseep to find my body > in yogic positions I never knew. After the intense waves of physical > came the emotional. Such deeply sad and compassionate feelings of > intensity, 'crazy' visions of Jesus Christ being crucified, drinking > from his golden chalice, being Mother Mary, communing with > Shiva/Shakti, Sai Baba, Shirdi Baba, Krishna, Ganesha and most > importantly, Ramana Maharishi. I was disabled for weeks and months > at a time, bedridden with this all. My body is still having physical > problems. Involunary body movements have begun yet again although not > nearly so intense. I shaved all of my hair off recently. I have been > losing my hair, my scalp itches. Intense headaches. > > A whole new world of Light and Love have enveloped me through > forgiveness and compassion. It is a never-ending process. I might > have come to a temporary conclusion that I need to speak now. To > share and release old and archaic belief systems and emotional and > physical traumas. While the pain is not tangible the way it ever > was, it feels as though I need to verbally express my whole life > path. It comes to me that I find myself cringing at how open I am > sometimes but when I try to silence it... my throat reminds me that > it is time. There is strength in such vulnerability. I feel > beautiful. > > I am surrendered and forgiving but this has been a lonely journey > that I wish to fill with spirit family and support, finally. Thank > you all for welcoming me. > > Shanti Shanti > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2008 Report Share Posted March 18, 2008 Welcome Bethany! Our dear Bradly Curtin had mentioned that you might be joining us. I'm happy that you did. You have certainly been given a challenging initiation into Kundalini. I hope that, through the Safeties and the loving interaction in this group, your K will smooth out and become more manageable. Many blessings to you, new friend, Claudia bethany_abear <bethany_abear wrote: I think I might beginning night number two of no sleep. My body is completely charged with energy. Under the urgings of both Divine and friends, I have decided to become a member of the Kundalini family. The process to opening up about my spiritual self has been rather slow but I am hoping that it will help to remove the constriction around my throat that I am currently experiencing. Here's a brief run-down of my spontaneous Kundalini energy rising... My Kundalini began to spontaneously rise when I was 21. I did not know what was happening to me for years. When I lived in India three years ago, I experienced a plethora of rather intense and painful physical symtoms (extreme sensitivity to light and sounds, full body excruciating pain, migraines, joint and muscle pain, hormone imbalances which are still very much present...). All of my 7 chakras opened up simultaneously and have since opened and closed upon whim. The strongest chakra, the 4th and most important balancing point for all other chakras, has been open pretty consistently. My physical symptoms a few years ago were rather intense. Spontaneous kriyas and mudras, spoken chants and sounds came from me... random dances. Waking up without being alseep to find my body in yogic positions I never knew. After the intense waves of physical came the emotional. Such deeply sad and compassionate feelings of intensity, 'crazy' visions of Jesus Christ being crucified, drinking from his golden chalice, being Mother Mary, communing with Shiva/Shakti, Sai Baba, Shirdi Baba, Krishna, Ganesha and most importantly, Ramana Maharishi. I was disabled for weeks and months at a time, bedridden with this all. My body is still having physical problems. Involunary body movements have begun yet again although not nearly so intense. I shaved all of my hair off recently. I have been losing my hair, my scalp itches. Intense headaches. A whole new world of Light and Love have enveloped me through forgiveness and compassion. It is a never-ending process. I might have come to a temporary conclusion that I need to speak now. To share and release old and archaic belief systems and emotional and physical traumas. While the pain is not tangible the way it ever was, it feels as though I need to verbally express my whole life path. It comes to me that I find myself cringing at how open I am sometimes but when I try to silence it... my throat reminds me that it is time. There is strength in such vulnerability. I feel beautiful. I am surrendered and forgiving but this has been a lonely journey that I wish to fill with spirit family and support, finally. Thank you all for welcoming me. Shanti Shanti Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2008 Report Share Posted March 18, 2008 Welcome Bethany! And all other new members as well... be well, bradly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2008 Report Share Posted March 18, 2008 Welcome Bethany! We are honored to have you with us. Brad mentioned that he met you recently - no accident I'm sure. I look forward to hearing about your experiences. I think you will find this to be a warm caring group filled with love. Here are some links to get you started: http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/ <http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/> http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html <http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html> http://www.mkprojects.com/pf_TibetanRites.htm <http://www.mkprojects.com/pf_TibetanRites.htm> http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/awakening.html <http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/awakening.html> Sarita , " bethany_abear " <bethany_abear wrote: > > I think I might beginning night number two of no sleep. My body is > completely charged with energy. Under the urgings of both Divine and > friends, I have decided to become a member of the Kundalini family. > The process to opening up about my spiritual self has been rather > slow but I am hoping that it will help to remove the constriction > around my throat that I am currently experiencing. Here's a brief > run-down of my spontaneous Kundalini energy rising... > > My Kundalini began to spontaneously rise when I was 21. I did not > know what was happening to me for years. When I lived in India three > years ago, I experienced a plethora of rather intense and painful > physical symtoms (extreme sensitivity to light and sounds, full body > excruciating pain, migraines, joint and muscle pain, hormone > imbalances which are still very much present...). All of my 7 > chakras opened up simultaneously and have since opened and closed > upon whim. The strongest chakra, the 4th and most important > balancing point for all other chakras, has been open pretty > consistently. My physical symptoms a few years ago were rather > intense. > > Spontaneous kriyas and mudras, spoken chants and sounds came from > me... random dances. Waking up without being alseep to find my body > in yogic positions I never knew. After the intense waves of physical > came the emotional. Such deeply sad and compassionate feelings of > intensity, 'crazy' visions of Jesus Christ being crucified, drinking > from his golden chalice, being Mother Mary, communing with > Shiva/Shakti, Sai Baba, Shirdi Baba, Krishna, Ganesha and most > importantly, Ramana Maharishi. I was disabled for weeks and months > at a time, bedridden with this all. My body is still having physical > problems. Involunary body movements have begun yet again although not > nearly so intense. I shaved all of my hair off recently. I have been > losing my hair, my scalp itches. Intense headaches. > > A whole new world of Light and Love have enveloped me through > forgiveness and compassion. It is a never-ending process. I might > have come to a temporary conclusion that I need to speak now. To > share and release old and archaic belief systems and emotional and > physical traumas. While the pain is not tangible the way it ever > was, it feels as though I need to verbally express my whole life > path. It comes to me that I find myself cringing at how open I am > sometimes but when I try to silence it... my throat reminds me that > it is time. There is strength in such vulnerability. I feel > beautiful. > > I am surrendered and forgiving but this has been a lonely journey > that I wish to fill with spirit family and support, finally. Thank > you all for welcoming me. > > Shanti Shanti > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2008 Report Share Posted March 18, 2008 Thank you all for responding! I've been checking out the safeties and hopefully in the next few days I'll start to see a noticeable difference. I'm mostly concerned about my hands. Thanks for all the other websites to check out... lately it seems like I've volunteered myself for a large amount of reading! (it's actually quite refreshing) Love , Claudia <newtfoodbowl wrote: > > Welcome Bethany! Our dear Bradly Curtin had mentioned that you might be joining us. I'm happy that you did. You have certainly been given a challenging initiation into Kundalini. I hope that, through the Safeties and the loving interaction in this group, your K will smooth out and become more manageable. > > Many blessings to you, new friend, > Claudia > > bethany_abear <bethany_abear wrote: > I think I might beginning night number two of no sleep. My body is > completely charged with energy. Under the urgings of both Divine and > friends, I have decided to become a member of the Kundalini family. > The process to opening up about my spiritual self has been rather > slow but I am hoping that it will help to remove the constriction > around my throat that I am currently experiencing. Here's a brief > run-down of my spontaneous Kundalini energy rising... > > My Kundalini began to spontaneously rise when I was 21. I did not > know what was happening to me for years. When I lived in India three > years ago, I experienced a plethora of rather intense and painful > physical symtoms (extreme sensitivity to light and sounds, full body > excruciating pain, migraines, joint and muscle pain, hormone > imbalances which are still very much present...). All of my 7 > chakras opened up simultaneously and have since opened and closed > upon whim. The strongest chakra, the 4th and most important > balancing point for all other chakras, has been open pretty > consistently. My physical symptoms a few years ago were rather > intense. > > Spontaneous kriyas and mudras, spoken chants and sounds came from > me... random dances. Waking up without being alseep to find my body > in yogic positions I never knew. After the intense waves of physical > came the emotional. Such deeply sad and compassionate feelings of > intensity, 'crazy' visions of Jesus Christ being crucified, drinking > from his golden chalice, being Mother Mary, communing with > Shiva/Shakti, Sai Baba, Shirdi Baba, Krishna, Ganesha and most > importantly, Ramana Maharishi. I was disabled for weeks and months > at a time, bedridden with this all. My body is still having physical > problems. Involunary body movements have begun yet again although not > nearly so intense. I shaved all of my hair off recently. I have been > losing my hair, my scalp itches. Intense headaches. > > A whole new world of Light and Love have enveloped me through > forgiveness and compassion. It is a never-ending process. I might > have come to a temporary conclusion that I need to speak now. To > share and release old and archaic belief systems and emotional and > physical traumas. While the pain is not tangible the way it ever > was, it feels as though I need to verbally express my whole life > path. It comes to me that I find myself cringing at how open I am > sometimes but when I try to silence it... my throat reminds me that > it is time. There is strength in such vulnerability. I feel > beautiful. > > I am surrendered and forgiving but this has been a lonely journey > that I wish to fill with spirit family and support, finally. Thank > you all for welcoming me. > > Shanti Shanti > Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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