Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 Dear Love & Glumness (Elektra Fire), Sometimes the rain comes and it stays for days. You know it will end but you don't know when, and in the meantime it's cloudy and dark. We think about when it is sunny and bright, but it doesn't bring the sun back and so we feel under the weather. Emotions are like that. We don't know when they will change and we even forget they will change. But like the weather, our rainy emotional days do change. It just takes time sometimes. Remember that you've been here before and that in the past it ended, even without you doing anything. In the meantime, have a cup of tea, watch Blazing Saddles, or something cheery. This too shall pass. Take heart, Peter , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, > emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a > grip on myself but this anger and sadness and > frustration keeps on hitting me. > I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful > shaktipat at all. > This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. > Detached. > My life situation is so unsettling, I have money > problems and this is causing me anxiety. > I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. > The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was > at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I > had no money and was trapped at home feeling > depressed. > I don't know whats wrong with me. > > People round my way are all having crisis period also > and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not > sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if > it's coming solely from me. > > At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working > it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. > > I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. > Happy Easter by the way. > > Love and glumness > elektra x x x > > > _________ > Rise to the challenge for Sport Relief with For Good > > http://uk.promotions./forgood/ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 Hugs Elektra, remember that Shakti is clearing out the house. The ego looks for reasons why you feel what you're feeling. Its coming up and out...wave bye bye... and rejoice. You're being freed of it all. Love, dhyana , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, > emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a > grip on myself but this anger and sadness and > frustration keeps on hitting me. > I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful > shaktipat at all. > This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. > Detached. > My life situation is so unsettling, I have money > problems and this is causing me anxiety. > I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. > The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was > at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I > had no money and was trapped at home feeling > depressed. > I don't know whats wrong with me. > > People round my way are all having crisis period also > and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not > sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if > it's coming solely from me. > > At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working > it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. > > I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. > Happy Easter by the way. > > Love and glumness > elektra x x x > > > ________ > Sent from Mail. > More Ways to Keep in Touch. http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 I can relate to Elektra! Mine is somewhat emotional but more physical as I'm really feeling ill. Still coughing up nasty salty stuff (sorry, probably TMI), my lower back aches, I have diarrhea, my legs ache, I have no appetite and my nose won't stop running. I feel like absolute crap and have for the most part of 10 days! And this is still after finishing a course of antibiotics and steroids! I don't know what it is, but I'm grumpy, have no energy and even feel like a different person that I was only a week ago, not for the better, I might add. I don't know what to do, see the doc again I guess...I hate to. And doing Tibetans right now is nearly impossible. I have fluid in my ear and my balance is way off. I have been to the healing photo chrism added but I'm not sure what to do exactly but ask for healing to come. Suggestions? Anyway, I'm going with the " this too shall pass " and hope it's soon! My family is pretty fed up with the " sick and grumpy " Valarie. Feel better, Elektra. We love you, Valarie Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " peter.nichols " <peter wrote: > > Dear Love & Glumness (Elektra Fire), > > Sometimes the rain comes and it stays for days. You know it will end > but you don't know when, and in the meantime it's cloudy and dark. We > think about when it is sunny and bright, but it doesn't bring the sun > back and so we feel under the weather. > > Emotions are like that. We don't know when they will change and we > even forget they will change. But like the weather, our rainy > emotional days do change. It just takes time sometimes. Remember > that you've been here before and that in the past it ended, even > without you doing anything. > > In the meantime, have a cup of tea, watch Blazing Saddles, or > something cheery. This too shall pass. > > Take heart, > Peter > > > > > , Elektra Fire > <elektra.fire@> wrote: > > > > I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, > > emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a > > grip on myself but this anger and sadness and > > frustration keeps on hitting me. > > I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful > > shaktipat at all. > > This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. > > Detached. > > My life situation is so unsettling, I have money > > problems and this is causing me anxiety. > > I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. > > The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was > > at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I > > had no money and was trapped at home feeling > > depressed. > > I don't know whats wrong with me. > > > > People round my way are all having crisis period also > > and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not > > sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if > > it's coming solely from me. > > > > At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working > > it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. > > > > I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. > > Happy Easter by the way. > > > > Love and glumness > > elektra x x x > > > > > > _________ > > Rise to the challenge for Sport Relief with For Good > > > > http://uk.promotions./forgood/ > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 Dearest Elektra, I'm sorry to hear of the trying time you're going through, dear friend! As says, it's not all floating hearts and fuzzy bunnies (which isn't fair! why can't it be?!? lol), and sounds like you're going through one of the 'weeping hearts and nasty bunnies' periods. I hope things change for the better soon. In the meantime, here's a hug for you: <<<HUG!>>> Love, Claudia Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a grip on myself but this anger and sadness and frustration keeps on hitting me. I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful shaktipat at all. This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. Detached. My life situation is so unsettling, I have money problems and this is causing me anxiety. I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I had no money and was trapped at home feeling depressed. I don't know whats wrong with me. People round my way are all having crisis period also and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if it's coming solely from me. At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. Happy Easter by the way. Love and glumness elektra x x x ________ Rise to the challenge for Sport Relief with For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/ Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 I'm sorry you're still sick Valarie! As for Chrism's photo, look at it and open yourself to healing and know that it is coming to you. Many blessings for your return to feeling good, Love, Claudia Valarie Vousden <vjvousden wrote: I can relate to Elektra! Mine is somewhat emotional but more physical as I'm really feeling ill. Still coughing up nasty salty stuff (sorry, probably TMI), my lower back aches, I have diarrhea, my legs ache, I have no appetite and my nose won't stop running. I feel like absolute crap and have for the most part of 10 days! And this is still after finishing a course of antibiotics and steroids! I don't know what it is, but I'm grumpy, have no energy and even feel like a different person that I was only a week ago, not for the better, I might add. I don't know what to do, see the doc again I guess...I hate to. And doing Tibetans right now is nearly impossible. I have fluid in my ear and my balance is way off. I have been to the healing photo chrism added but I'm not sure what to do exactly but ask for healing to come. Suggestions? Anyway, I'm going with the " this too shall pass " and hope it's soon! My family is pretty fed up with the " sick and grumpy " Valarie. Feel better, Elektra. We love you, Valarie Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " peter.nichols " <peter wrote: > > Dear Love & Glumness (Elektra Fire), > > Sometimes the rain comes and it stays for days. You know it will end > but you don't know when, and in the meantime it's cloudy and dark. We > think about when it is sunny and bright, but it doesn't bring the sun > back and so we feel under the weather. > > Emotions are like that. We don't know when they will change and we > even forget they will change. But like the weather, our rainy > emotional days do change. It just takes time sometimes. Remember > that you've been here before and that in the past it ended, even > without you doing anything. > > In the meantime, have a cup of tea, watch Blazing Saddles, or > something cheery. This too shall pass. > > Take heart, > Peter > > > > > , Elektra Fire > <elektra.fire@> wrote: > > > > I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, > > emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a > > grip on myself but this anger and sadness and > > frustration keeps on hitting me. > > I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful > > shaktipat at all. > > This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. > > Detached. > > My life situation is so unsettling, I have money > > problems and this is causing me anxiety. > > I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. > > The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was > > at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I > > had no money and was trapped at home feeling > > depressed. > > I don't know whats wrong with me. > > > > People round my way are all having crisis period also > > and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not > > sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if > > it's coming solely from me. > > > > At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working > > it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. > > > > I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. > > Happy Easter by the way. > > > > Love and glumness > > elektra x x x > > > > > > ________ > > Rise to the challenge for Sport Relief with For Good > > > > http://uk.promotions./forgood/ > > > Never miss a thing. Make your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 Sorry to hear this Elektra! Not every Shaktipat is blissful, this may just be your time to do some more sorting. Think of it this way, the more inner work you do now, the less you have to do in the future. ;-) You have made so much progress the past few months and the best kind of progress is often NOT comfortable. I was going through something similar a month or two ago, so I feel for you. I can also sympathize with the financial difficulties. I have been hanging by a string for the past year and that can get really stressful. Imho, it is how we go through the hard times that tells what we are really made of. Anyone can be all " sweetness and light " during the good times. You're doing just fine darlin'! Big Hug and Happy Easter, Sarita , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, > emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a > grip on myself but this anger and sadness and > frustration keeps on hitting me. > I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful > shaktipat at all. > This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. > Detached. > My life situation is so unsettling, I have money > problems and this is causing me anxiety. > I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. > The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was > at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I > had no money and was trapped at home feeling > depressed. > I don't know whats wrong with me. > > People round my way are all having crisis period also > and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not > sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if > it's coming solely from me. > > At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working > it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. > > I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. > Happy Easter by the way. > > Love and glumness > elektra x x x > > > _________ > Rise to the challenge for Sport Relief with For Good > > http://uk.promotions./forgood/ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 Sorry you are still feeling cruddy Valarie. :-( Since it has been hanging on so long, is there anything that might need to learn from this that you haven't yet? Try taking a look at Chrism's healing picture. Another thing that came to me was to try the Ketchari mudra. I think you have done that one in the past, it is the one where you push your tongue aaaalllll the way back. I have used this to help with ear issues. Hugs and healing! Sarita , " Valarie Vousden " <vjvousden wrote: > > I can relate to Elektra! Mine is somewhat emotional but more physical > as I'm really feeling ill. Still coughing up nasty salty stuff > (sorry, probably TMI), my lower back aches, I have diarrhea, my legs > ache, I have no appetite and my nose won't stop running. I feel like > absolute crap and have for the most part of 10 days! And this is > still after finishing a course of antibiotics and steroids! I don't > know what it is, but I'm grumpy, have no energy and even feel like a > different person that I was only a week ago, not for the better, I > might add. I don't know what to do, see the doc again I guess...I > hate to. And doing Tibetans right now is nearly impossible. I have > fluid in my ear and my balance is way off. I have been to the > healing photo chrism added but I'm not sure what to do exactly but > ask for healing to come. Suggestions? > > Anyway, I'm going with the " this too shall pass " and hope it's soon! > My family is pretty fed up with the " sick and grumpy " Valarie. Feel > better, Elektra. We love you, > Valarie > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " peter.nichols@ " <peter@> wrote: > > > > Dear Love & Glumness (Elektra Fire), > > > > Sometimes the rain comes and it stays for days. You know it will > end > > but you don't know when, and in the meantime it's cloudy and dark. > We > > think about when it is sunny and bright, but it doesn't bring the > sun > > back and so we feel under the weather. > > > > Emotions are like that. We don't know when they will change and we > > even forget they will change. But like the weather, our rainy > > emotional days do change. It just takes time sometimes. Remember > > that you've been here before and that in the past it ended, even > > without you doing anything. > > > > In the meantime, have a cup of tea, watch Blazing Saddles, or > > something cheery. This too shall pass. > > > > Take heart, > > Peter > > > > > > > > > > , Elektra Fire > > <elektra.fire@> wrote: > > > > > > I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, > > > emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a > > > grip on myself but this anger and sadness and > > > frustration keeps on hitting me. > > > I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful > > > shaktipat at all. > > > This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. > > > Detached. > > > My life situation is so unsettling, I have money > > > problems and this is causing me anxiety. > > > I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. > > > The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was > > > at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I > > > had no money and was trapped at home feeling > > > depressed. > > > I don't know whats wrong with me. > > > > > > People round my way are all having crisis period also > > > and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not > > > sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if > > > it's coming solely from me. > > > > > > At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working > > > it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. > > > > > > I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. > > > Happy Easter by the way. > > > > > > Love and glumness > > > elektra x x x > > > > > > > > > _________ > > > Rise to the challenge for Sport Relief with For Good > > > > > > http://uk.promotions./forgood/ > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 Dear Elektra - Although I am not able to paticipate in this shaktipat, I understand what you are going through. The last shaktipat was difficult for me. I didn't understand because the prior one was wonderful! Certainly no expert, I would guess it is likely inner cleansing and removal of chit like that. Just know that regardless of the way you feel, you are loved and the bliss will return again. Much Love, Melissa , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, > emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a > grip on myself but this anger and sadness and > frustration keeps on hitting me. > I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful > shaktipat at all. > This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. > Detached. > My life situation is so unsettling, I have money > problems and this is causing me anxiety. > I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. > The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was > at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I > had no money and was trapped at home feeling > depressed. > I don't know whats wrong with me. > > People round my way are all having crisis period also > and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not > sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if > it's coming solely from me. > > At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working > it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. > > I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. > Happy Easter by the way. > > Love and glumness > elektra x x x > > > _________ > Rise to the challenge for Sport Relief with For Good > > http://uk.promotions./forgood/ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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