Guest guest Posted March 23, 2008 Report Share Posted March 23, 2008 Dear Elektra, You are not bod or doing anything incorrently. I am in the same boat. I am thinking you are extra sensitive to surrounding events. Perhaps you are picking up on the dismay in Tibet? I too have been having anxiety attacks these past few days. My heart palpataions are back but getting a little better today. My lifestyle is a major contributor to this and the Kundalini magnifies this. I'm poor, tired, stressed, sad at times, always hungry. haha! I told you I was your K sister! I make myself remember these words " This too shall pass. " Your bliss comes and goes. It is SO difficult to 'surrender' to happens in your life. I try to do this, but mostly either forget to or don't know how. Let's all move to Las Vegas, you can DJ at one of the many hot clubs, I'll cook and clean and can 'work' the slot machines! lol! I hope we all find bliss soon. Meditate dear girl, see if this helps blessings lisa ---- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > I seem to be having a crisis at the moment, > emotionally I'm all over the place, I try to get a > grip on myself but this anger and sadness and > frustration keeps on hitting me. > I cannot say I've been having a wonderful or blissful > shaktipat at all. > This has been the worst ever. I'm so depressed. Sad. > Detached. > My life situation is so unsettling, I have money > problems and this is causing me anxiety. > I am having horrible dreams and I feel very tired. > The only nice thing that happened was I dreamt I was > at the seminar but woke up sad to realise that again I > had no money and was trapped at home feeling > depressed. > I don't know whats wrong with me. > > People round my way are all having crisis period also > and many people feel aggitated and unsettled. I'm not > sure if I am picking up from the group energy or if > it's coming solely from me. > > At the back onf my mind I know it's just ego working > it's sh*t out and yet on it goes. > > I have not found my inner joy :-(( Bad elektra. > Happy Easter by the way. > > Love and glumness > elektra x x x > > > _________ > Rise to the challenge for Sport Relief with For Good > > http://uk.promotions./forgood/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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