My Ojai Seminar Experiences--Long post

March 27, 2008

It began with me as soon as I said my goodbyes to James and walked out

the door on Thursday morning. I have already mentioned how Shakti kept

me warm on a cold freezing morning.

I had a short little experience on the plane when I was able to

meditate for a few minutes. For a couple of second I felt like I was

nothing. I don't know how else to explain that.

When I got there was there at the airport and we rode a shuttle

to Ventura. It was a lot of fun and I was so excited I talked almost

non-stopped all the way. That was so unlike me! When we got to the

motel, , Bradly, and I went out to eat. We stayed at the

resturant a long time talking and learning and having fun. Bradly is

very good at asking lots and lots questions. I really like that gift in

him and he is also a very good actor as well. The way he is able to ad-

lib...it reminded me of cool person I use to admire..hehe. Anyone

remembers Mac Davis?

That night I had several dreams that I no longer remember. I kept

waking up seeing disimbodied ruby red smiling lips. At one point I also

I saw a hand extended towards me with a sphere of gold and white light

setting within the palm of the hand. The red smiling lips became very

signficant for me for throughout the whole seminar and continuing.

I loved all the rituals, especially the waterfall's baptism, the

anointings with the oil that Dhyana sent, and the pouring out our life

with the bottle of water and recieving a new life by refilling the

bottle with new pure water and then blessing it through the Shaktipat.

I hope I got that right.

Chrism had us meditate while waiting our turn to recieve Shaktipat. I

was very blessed to be one of the last ones to recieve. I had a long

wonderful meditation and the ruby red smiling lips continued appearing

to me. During the meditation I also saw a burst of white light and a

golden metal sheet that had writing embossed upon it. There was a

symbol or emblem at the bottom right side. The vision was so quick I

was not able to focus on the words which were some forgein language to

me. I tried to focus in on the symbol at the bottom, but it just went

to quickly.

One thing I believe that failed to mention, was that prior to

the Shaktipat, we finished up going over the work book which included

all the safeties and we did this outside at the waterfalls. After doing

that we shared gifts with one another. Such as Barbara gave the gift of

being fearless, Steve the gift of patience, Jessica the gift of

creativeness, love, me joy. I don't remember what the rest were,

some did not say. I really enjoyed doing that. After we finished up

with that we went into recieving the Shaktipat from Chrism.

Later we built a fire in the fire pit and had a fun time of sharing,

playing the drums and singing. While that was going on Barbara was

giving who ever wanted, a chakra scanning and a clearing if there were

any blockages. After that we went to the tent and learned to give

Shaktipat and healing to each other. Then chrism allowed us to feel his

energy. When I was scanning over his body up close, electic sensations

were shooting into my fingerstips.

On Sunday morning, I was up before everyone, except for . At

least I did not see anyone else up at that time. I did the Tibetans and

nostril breathing out side, then took some pictures, waiting for the

sun to get on up over the mountian. I found a swing hanging from a tree

and did a swinging meditation while greeting the sunrise with the

birds. In all my christian years that was the first time I participated

in a " son rise " service, even though I was alone in doing it. (but not

really alone) It was a very precious moment for me, one that I will

always remember. I have several beautiful pictures of the sunrising. I

will share those with you all as soon as I can. There is a big purple

and red orb in most all of them. I don't know if it is some freaky

thing my camera created or if the sphere appeared to represent Jesus or

Shakti. I don't know that much about cameras, so I really don't know.

After breakfast on Sunday we went to the tent and chanted and chrism

blew into our third eye to activate it. We finished that all up by

breathing into the root chakra for a long while. While doing that, I

had a short OBE. I left my body and was out floating over the mountain

for a couple of seconds. I also experienced seeing more smiling red

lips throughout that time.

I didn't get a chance to tell chrism about the red lips until later

that that night. He told me it was Shakti's way of communicating with

me.

The next morning chrism had me share that commuication by sending

healing or energy into different one's chakra, depending on rather

Shakti smiled or frowned. Such as, while at the mall, after we had

finished eating, chrism had me to send energy into Eric's chakras as

directed by Shakti's smile. Later, at the beach I did the same for

Jessica. I feel very grateful and humble to be used in that way.

One thing I forgot to mention, after breakfast in the motel lobby on

Monday morning, Bradly, and I were stand there talking, while

waiting on chrism to whatever chrism does. LOL! There is never a dull

moment when you are with him. Anyways, I don't know what possessed

Bradly, but he reached behind me and ran his hand up my back and over

my head and my K energy shot up my back following his hand, a very

rapid movement. I think I came very close to having a spinal sweep

right there in the motel lobby. LOL! Naughty Brad!

I have to tell something that happened to me at the Catholic Mission.

As we were walking toward the entrance to go inside, I felt lead to

worship and give praise to God with my gift of tongues. I did this

silently, not out loud, it is the way I usually use this gift. For me

it is something that is just between me and God and not to be used to

draw attention to myself. As I enter the doorway, I sense myself for a

split second wanting to prostrate myself right there in the entrance

way and it seemed as though I had done that many times before.

Throughout the 6 days, Chrism, , and Bradly all spotted a needy

person to give service to, but there I was leaving and I had not

spotted anyone. I felt kind of bad about that. Hehe! As I was waiting

in line for security check I spotted a needy veteran standing over in

the corner. All I had was a twenty dollar bill left and a small amount

of change. I gave him the twenty without a second thought. LOL! I had

enough change to buy a bottle of water for myself. I made it last the

whole three hours while waiting for my plane to arrive. That was a

blast!

Oh the ride home, I had the privelege of setting next to a Catholic

priest who's destination was Victoria. He wasn't very talkative

though, I couldn't get much conversation out of him. LOL! So I mostly

meditated, until I fell asleep. When I woke up, I was leaning over

towards him, a few inches more and my head would have been on his

shoulder. Gosh! that was kind of embarassing. LOL! I hope I didn't

snore.

Before I fell asleep I was shown Shakti's lips again. This time they

turned almost black and this black looking sustance begain pouring out

from her mouth. But as it floated on out and away from her I saw it was

not black at all, but blues and purples and within the substance was

hundreds of tiny white spheres of light. It all flowed on out and

begain spinning clockwise and formed a spiral that looked just like a

galaxy.

Nothing else happened except this morning, while asleep in my

daughter's recliner I had another OBE. I am sure it was an OBE because

I was like bouncing in and out of my body thoughout what was taking

place. ~~ I was in a motel room, similar to the one I slept in, in

Ventura, except it was all mirror image. I had just taken a shower and

and was getting dressed when I looked over notice the door was open a

small amount. I thought, OMG! someone could have just walked in on me!

I went over to close the door, but there was a man on the other side

and he would not let me close the door. I screamed at him to leave and

get out of my space. LOL! He just ignored me and continuing holding the

door ajar. Somewhere in there I actually screamed for real and was back

in my body for a second or so. I gradually became more conscious of

what was taking place. A small window appeared in the door and I could

see the man's hair and it looked liked chrism's hair. He was talking

with someone and I realized this could be a test and I need to

surrender, so I step back from the door and three women comes into the

room. One of them was , one Barbara, and the other one I think

was Genevieve. Barbara had a towel draped over her arm. One of them

said, " we have come to fortify you. "

That was it, I woke up.

That is all, I think.

Love,

Linda

March 27, 2008

Linda,

Sounds like you had a really great time my dear! Pretty busy! Sounds fantastic,

your adventure began the moment you left you home! K was active the whole time!

The Catholic priests are all quite for the most part I do believe. The one who

heads the Roman Catholic service at our church is very quiet as well. I don't

know if he is always like that, but I never see him really ever talk. I can't

wait to see your pictures of your adventure. Enjoyed talking to you while you

were there. Your energy level was on a high that is for sure! Anyway, sounds

wonderful and adventurous!

Love,

Katherine

Linda <crazycats711

Thursday, March 27, 2008 7:25:25 AM