: Thoughts on Past and Present

[Guest guest]

As Kundalini has pierced through my chakras, many visions or memories

have been surfacing from past lives and my present life. It has led

me to believe that my Kundalini has risen inside me in other lives.

Is this true/possible? And, in conjunction with that, other methods

and energies have also become readily apparent. In this life, I've

been seeking to synthesize or combine all these traditions into one

Unifying force. The stripping of duality or even more than that,

into Unity.

 

What role does this play in my day to day life, with the people that

I meet? I feel the energies inside and have surrendered to this

process but I can't help but get confused sometimes when Divine pops

in and asks me to create. (Sure, creation inside and all that

wonderful stuff... but just how when it involves a myriad of other

people?) I am unsure how to create or what it is that I am to

create. Is it just to be mindful and draw attention to such gifts

that I have accumulated throughout time? Or observe how others

around me interact with these energies?

 

As much as I magnet, I also repel. Sometimes, this intense magneting

and calling by Divine with these energies along with the Kundalini,

there is initial magneting that turns into a pretty strong

repellant. Aside from quarantining myself and avoiding all contact,

I am a bit unsure how to let these energies mingle and create without

infringing upon others. Sometimes I feel guilty when another has an

adverse reaction or a misunderstanding about this process that is

going on inside of me.

 

And perhaps I get a bit frustrated with myself because there's a

whole world inside myself that isn't articulated adeptly to the

outside world. Is it even necessary to try and explain the maze of

all these energies and past lives and Kundalini, too?

 

Love