What I've been experiencing this week--

[Guest guest]

I decide I would share what I have been experiencing these past few

days, it may be of help to someone.

 

Since about Tuesday, my second chakra became very activated. I became

very weepy and other emotions. I began having the sensation that

happens when an orgasm is building, this was happening without any

sexaul thoughts or desire, just happening on it's own. It is still

going on non-stop, but not so intense as it was all day Saturday. On

top of that I was having a strange sensation going on within my

brain, which is still going on but not as intense as Sat. I have

also been experiencing little burst of joy exploding out from my

heart chakra, similar to the big explosion that happen several years

ago. I am thankful they are little, because I would not be able to

withstand a lot of big explosions. They are very intense. (Chrism, is

this bliss? or something else?)

 

On Saturday when all this got very extremely instense, I began having

very physical sensations of movement inside my body. It reminded me

of what happened in the first Shaktipat where I had the warmt and

tingling moving from my feet up to the top of my head, but this was

not warmt and tingling, it felt like something physical entered into

my body and was moving, twisting, and pulsating as it wraped itself

and connected to every muscle fiber and cell of my body. Well! I got

a little bit in fear when my left brain began analyzing what was

going on. I thought maybe this isn't K but instead I am being

possessed by some entity. I felt like I was in an episode of

the " Invasion of the Body Snatchers " . I was so very thankful to see

Richard's post Sat. morning, it set my mind at ease somewhat, since

he was expriencing something similar to me. I was also having the

sensation of a stronge pressure going up my back. Actually, I had

been having this for several months, even small sensation of

movements and pulsatings. Never questioned that it was anything but

K, but what was going up my back this time felt huge. The closest

things I can describe it as, was that it felt like a baby inside me

kicking and squirming, but instead of coming out the birth canal it

was forcing it's way up my spine. There was some physical pain.

 

After reading Richard's post my mind settled down and excepted it as

K, mostly. Then later that afternoon my computer finally allowed me

to watch that Jill Bolte Taylor stroke movie, then I begin getting

into fear all over agian, thinking maybe I was having a stroke, with

the crazy stuff going on within my brain. What was happening with my

brain and is still going on, but not as intense, feels like my brain

is hook up to an electric light switch and some kid has discovered it

and is there switching the light off and on, but not a light, it's my

brain. ( Chrism, I am wondering if what I experienced on the plane

where I felt like I was nothing for a second, was the beginning of

this?)

I thank God for Ben. He stayed with me chating most of the evening

and on into wee morning, while all that was going on. He saved my

sanity, even though I still wasn't convinced that what was going on

was all K. We both got too sleepy to hold our eyes open and

eventually gave it up and went to bed, but not before answering an e-

mail from Bradly. I told Bradly about some of what was happening

with me and he e-mail me back with all these assurances and that it

was all K. Thanks Bradly!

 

I went on to bed still not fully convinced, though. As soon as I

laid down and forced my self to relax, full body kriyas began and

some facial stuff. A first for me, before I have only experienced

kriyas in my legs. Well, the facial stuff sort of freaked me because

I knew that was a symptom of having a stroke and I had not

experienced that before. As I laid there forcing myself to relax and

surrendering to the kriyas, a peace flooded over me after saying a

short little prayer asking Jesus to help me know if it was not K.

At that moment it didn't matter to me if I lived or died or that a

stroke was happening or not. I fell asleep soon after and woke of

Sunday feeling things were back to being a sense of normal, even

though I am still experiencing all of it but not so intense. Since I

didn't die or have a stroke I take it, that it was all K. right?

Would you think so, Chrism? or do you think I should be getting

myself to a doctor?

 

That is my wild ride.

 

Love

Linda

[Guest guest]

How exciting Linda! You are experiencing such wonderful events. I

am so happy for you and wish you a fearless continuance of Shakti and

her presence. Good you had Ben there as a support. Thank you for

sharing it will make any happenings for me and others less scarey -

it is good to know what is possible. Enjoy your new happenings.

 

Love to you

 

 

 

 

 

, " Linda "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> I decide I would share what I have been experiencing these past few

> days, it may be of help to someone.

>

> Since about Tuesday, my second chakra became very activated. I

became

> very weepy and other emotions. I began having the sensation that

> happens when an orgasm is building, this was happening without any

> sexaul thoughts or desire, just happening on it's own. It is

still

> going on non-stop, but not so intense as it was all day Saturday.

On

> top of that I was having a strange sensation going on within my

> brain, which is still going on but not as intense as Sat. I have

> also been experiencing little burst of joy exploding out from my

> heart chakra, similar to the big explosion that happen several

years

> ago. I am thankful they are little, because I would not be able to

> withstand a lot of big explosions. They are very intense. (Chrism,

is

> this bliss? or something else?)

>

> On Saturday when all this got very extremely instense, I began

having

> very physical sensations of movement inside my body. It reminded

me

> of what happened in the first Shaktipat where I had the warmt and

> tingling moving from my feet up to the top of my head, but this was

> not warmt and tingling, it felt like something physical entered

into

> my body and was moving, twisting, and pulsating as it wraped itself

> and connected to every muscle fiber and cell of my body. Well! I

got

> a little bit in fear when my left brain began analyzing what was

> going on. I thought maybe this isn't K but instead I am being

> possessed by some entity. I felt like I was in an episode of

> the " Invasion of the Body Snatchers " . I was so very thankful to

see

> Richard's post Sat. morning, it set my mind at ease somewhat, since

> he was expriencing something similar to me. I was also having the

> sensation of a stronge pressure going up my back. Actually, I had

> been having this for several months, even small sensation of

> movements and pulsatings. Never questioned that it was anything

but

> K, but what was going up my back this time felt huge. The closest

> things I can describe it as, was that it felt like a baby inside me

> kicking and squirming, but instead of coming out the birth canal it

> was forcing it's way up my spine. There was some physical pain.

>

> After reading Richard's post my mind settled down and excepted it

as

> K, mostly. Then later that afternoon my computer finally allowed

me

> to watch that Jill Bolte Taylor stroke movie, then I begin getting

> into fear all over agian, thinking maybe I was having a stroke,

with

> the crazy stuff going on within my brain. What was happening with

my

> brain and is still going on, but not as intense, feels like my

brain

> is hook up to an electric light switch and some kid has discovered

it

> and is there switching the light off and on, but not a light, it's

my

> brain. ( Chrism, I am wondering if what I experienced on the plane

> where I felt like I was nothing for a second, was the beginning of

> this?)

> I thank God for Ben. He stayed with me chating most of the evening

> and on into wee morning, while all that was going on. He saved my

> sanity, even though I still wasn't convinced that what was going on

> was all K. We both got too sleepy to hold our eyes open and

> eventually gave it up and went to bed, but not before answering an

e-

> mail from Bradly. I told Bradly about some of what was happening

> with me and he e-mail me back with all these assurances and that it

> was all K. Thanks Bradly!

>

> I went on to bed still not fully convinced, though. As soon as I

> laid down and forced my self to relax, full body kriyas began and

> some facial stuff. A first for me, before I have only experienced

> kriyas in my legs. Well, the facial stuff sort of freaked me

because

> I knew that was a symptom of having a stroke and I had not

> experienced that before. As I laid there forcing myself to relax

and

> surrendering to the kriyas, a peace flooded over me after saying a

> short little prayer asking Jesus to help me know if it was not K.

> At that moment it didn't matter to me if I lived or died or that a

> stroke was happening or not. I fell asleep soon after and woke of

> Sunday feeling things were back to being a sense of normal, even

> though I am still experiencing all of it but not so intense. Since

I

> didn't die or have a stroke I take it, that it was all K. right?

> Would you think so, Chrism? or do you think I should be getting

> myself to a doctor?

>

> That is my wild ride.

>

> Love

> Linda

>