Someone talking in my ear

[Guest guest]

Hey everyone,

Hope you are all well. I'm on my way to class and wanted to let you

know a new experience for me. The last month or so I've really been

working hard at different approaches to releasing blocks. (Thanks Bob

and everyone, please keep the approaches coming... its much appreciated)

 

Anyway I've been working a lot on EFT, Hopopono (sorry spelling) some

Elias Techniques basically acknowledging how your feeling and choosing

another approach. Loving my little blockage friends as much as possible

and loving myself. I've also been doing affirmations to release victim

mode.

 

Anyway when I close my eyes I see the beautiful swirling colors. I've

been staying still and observing lately, kinda detached (oh and I

havent been doing any praying, breathing ect practices until I know

I've released my blocks)

So I just kinda observe this violet light that swirls around in my 3rd

eye.

 

I noticed the last couple nights getting more " work done " on my ears.

It feels like...well if you were the base of a phone and someone was

taking it apart and putting it back together and then they kept putting

the phone on the receiver (you) and you know how you kinda miss and

fumble with the phone until you get it in place? Well thats I guess how

my ears been feeling. Absolutely no pain...just weird sensations.

 

So anyway I'm staring with no thought at this purplish swirl as I'm

going to bed. I feel some work again on my ear. The next thing is I

hear this mans voice, sounding intelligent, kinda scientist like but

still approachable (by the way I also am reading " My Big Toe " a

philosphical, metaphysical and physics book written by a scientist I

believe)

Anyway he says... " Pick-up "

 

The voice is only coming in one ear too. For a split second I'm

thinking what does he want me to pick-up? LOL

 

Then I realize....and force myself to talk out loud ....Duh! I'm sure I

could have just thought it, but I force myself to say " Hello "

(Not use to speaking...I wasnt quite at Hypnogogic stage, but close, so

speaking was awkard)

 

Then he starts speaking to me, (the first part had too much static to

understand) but I catch the end, he is saying that basically now I've

managed to get them/her/me? into thinking their? invincible.

 

I'm assuming hes talking about me giving myself

affirmations...obviously I don't think I'm invincible since I still

have my friendly blocks with me HA, but I want him to repeat since I

missed the start.

 

I force myself to say out loud " What? "

 

And then he starts saying " Do you know what invincible means? "

 

I'm thinking now he thinks I'm stupid or something, of course I know

what it means...but I just blurt out a " yeah "

 

He seem to not be assured and asks me to tell him what it means. In the

meantime everytime I talk out loud I'm coming more and more out of it

and starting to lose communication. He then says something about me

being so young? and I just am wondering if he can give me some

information to help me release my blocks.

So again I force myself to say " Do you think you could help me with

understanding some stuff? "

 

He says " What? " cuz its getting more static

 

I repeat it.

 

He very calmy, thinking it over says, " Yes I think I can help you with

that "

 

At this point I lose him. Now I know I can go back in cuz everytime I

shut my eyes I see the purple swirl, but am too excited. I am wondering

if this if myself a part of my subconsious talking to me...or a

separate unit of consciousness. Anyway I am perpared to stop any

communciation that is not of an uplifting message. So we'll see where

this goes...if anywhere.

 

Oh and right before he started speaking to me....the purlish swirl

turned to a symbol which I couldnt make out and I was thinking " Whats

that suppose to be? " Then all of a sudden it turned itself around, got

clearer and was the number 3 in the same purlish color, but woven

neatly with spindles. Then he says " Pick-up "

 

While this is probably some part of myself...I shall tread slowly here

and see how it goes. Do not want to start hearing voices in my ear

without my permission...Can you imagine...don't worry family I'm just

hearing voices in my head! LOL (I see the men in the white jackets now!)

Think I'll just share this with you guys (:

 

Gotta Go!

Deb

[Guest guest]

Debs, that is sooo cool.

 

I know you are dealing with your issues right now and

at times it may be different for you as you experience

it, but to me, it sounds like an awfully big

adventure!

When you speak to this voice what do you feel about

it/him?

Does it feel familiar or foreign?

 

I guess you'll just have to see what kind of advice

it/he gives you.

 

Thanks for keeping us updated as it is useful for us

all to see and learn from what you are going thru with

your lil friends.

 

Blessings to you Debs,

Love Lekky x x x

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hi ya Lekky!

 

Thanks for your heartwarming encouragement! I don't recognize the

voice, it just sounds like an American Scientist type person. I was

wondering if it came through like this since I've been reading " My

Big Toe " which is suppose to be like a physics/metaphysical " Theory

of Everything " , you know like Einstein wanted to do... In the book

this researcher was one of the scientist who first began researching

at the Monroe Institute and started having his own experiences.

 

 

So again, was it a part of my subconsious? Or a separate conscious

identity? DOn't know. I did not feel threatened but considering I'm

still working on my blocks I will tread very lightly here. If I hear

any negative suggestions even negatively toward my self

esteem....I'll just jump up and put the tv on or radio. I didnt get

that feeling, but we'll see.

 

First the vision opened up, then the tactile, and now the hearing.

Anyone else get this...is it a temporary stage on the twilight

express? And I keep seeing something big, that just pulses and pulses

and keeps getting closer but then I blink and its back a little and

starts moving in until I blink. Kinda looks like a huge portal shaped

flower but not exactly. This is very clear when I'm outside, up in

the sky as all the beautiful sparkles of prana? swim around. Also

very strong over Lake Michigan. All very very beautiful and humbling.

Strange how this is happening even in my bedroom at night.

 

I'm very careful about not praying or doing yoga or chanting or

breathing. Although I have done Hopoopono on my little friends and

just released this issue to God. What will be will be. If things

start up I remind myself of unconditional love and this issue has

been released to God. (I really liked Saritas story of her neighbors

and how she handled it! Stories like this really help!!)

 

But overall things are much much better. Although they are still

here. Hmmm sometimes I wonder if it was just my impression of them

being bad that caused all this in the first place. Well its not my

problem anymore, its Gods. So I'm not gonna worry about it. I will

continue to work on my past emotional issues, especially childhood

issues. Either I'm the queen of repression or my perception needs

some finetuning! So I'll continue to work on what I can and leave the

rest to a higher power.

 

I shall stay detached in my observations. Although when something new

happens, its not always easy! (: I wonder if thats how the

communication started. I'm just quiet in my mind...even when the

colors swirl. I just observe until I can fall asleep. Before I use to

focus on love, appreciation, and compassion and thats when the colors

started.

 

Can you believe that I was forcing myself to speak outloud instead of

just thinking my answers! Thats why I couldnt keep my focus. What a

rookie, maybe thats what he meant by being young?

It could just as easy be my ego so I start second guessing what I've

been doing. Working on myself and my self confidence. The

communication could have been headed in that direction. Oh well

another teaching, even if I don't get it now, hopefully one day all

this will come together for me. I have confidence now that it will.

 

Oh and the other WEIRD thing or maybe just with age I'm becoming more

focused...as you know I've been taking college courses at night. Lots

of science, human bio, college algebra ect. Anyway math was always my

weak point and you know what... I've maintained an A in all my

classes since Sept. I even had a 99.5 for my final grade in the

Algebra. Now I'm not saying this to blow my own horn, toot toot, but

because these were classes that I use to Fail or get D's in. Yes I'm

older, but this is not the first time I went back to college as an

adult. I could not get through these classes when I was young or even

10 yrs ago. But now, I'm getting A's. I've maintained a 4.0 all year,

even with my issues.

 

A bunch of people from class are coming over Saturday night, because

we have a test next week and they want MY help, cuz I always know the

answers. Ha...now who would have ever believed this one! Forget about

seeing or hearing things, this really is STRANGE! I mean REALLY

REALLY WEIRD! I keep telling them, maybe its because I've failed so

many times thats its starting to sink in..? And I do get it. Whats

up with that? So I'm gonna cook them all up a bunch of food and we

are going to have a math party! (: I have almost every nationality

coming over too which I love, cuz we all connect so beautifully! Who

knew Math could do this? LOL

 

I wonder if is good in Math? Maybe he gave me some math cells

during the shaktipat back in Sept? Well done Chrism, cuz I really

needed it!

 

Thanks Lekky and a real big thank you for always uplifting everyone

on this group! You really are the sun shining on us all! (Hey maybe

thats you I see visiting me at night!)Maybe you are the flower portal?

Just remember things seem to move slowly then, BAM you are good at

math! LOL!

Debs

[Guest guest]

Dear Debs,

 

It doesn't surprise me your new found maths ability,

maths is the universal language , the language of

creation, it moves through everything.

The fact you are being connected to others through it

just sows it's beauty.

I love maths, divine truth lie within it.

 

Well done, and keep up the GREAT WORK.

 

I was reading the other day how many times the number

3 1/2 comes up in the Bible, and in Kundalini also,

the snake is curled 3 and half times.

Numbers are everywhere........ Apparently it relates

to the heart chakra being the point at which God is

reached. 3 and 1/2 is the middle of 7 (7 chakra's).

 

Love and blessings

Lekky x x x

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Deb,

Hello! Well, being a clairaudient I have been where you are, and

understand alot of the issues you are having. Once spirits

understand you can hear, some will want to know if you will " pick-

up " the calling. Being an understanding person is a key element. I

have learned that treating these visitors, guides and spirit helpers

as family has brought special meaning into my life. While one must

use good judgemet, most of the ones that visit are kind and helpful,

and many are here to learn.

Often as humans we have preconceived notions of what life is like

everywhere, many things from life on other side we cannot

understand, not all is as clear as we would wish, or as hollywood

and even fearful mystics have made it. It is a beautiful and unique

experience, opening many doors for you to learn about yourself,

others, and offering you an oppurtunity to even contact your higher

self. Who may very well be the one who gave permission..

I only have one rule around here, and that is respect. Whom ever

visits will be treated with respect, and I would like to be also.

Other than that the doors in my home are opened to all who wish

company. We play alot & laugh alot, they have given a new meaning to

the word " lighten up " Have fun with it; they are a gift to your

life... The channels come and go, some days you hear better than

others, but you will find, you were never alone, and you will never

be.

 

Blessings,

Laurangelic

[Guest guest]

Hello Deb,

Thanks for sharing and giving us an update on how you are doing. That

was all so very interesting. It sounds as if you are handling things

very well.

 

That is really cool about the increased math abilities.

 

I have heard voices but they seems more like random conversation

floating out there in air and I am just picking up on them. They

don't seem to be directed to me. I have never even thought to

communicate with the voices. I don't know why, I talk out loud to my

own head chatter all the time. James has had a hard time adjusting to

that. LOL!

 

Love you and thanks again...love reading your posts.

Blessings & hugs,

Linda

 

 

-- In Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " flowerpowers7777 " <flowerpowers7777 wrote:

>

>

> Hi ya Lekky!

>

> Thanks for your heartwarming encouragement! I don't recognize the

> voice, it just sounds like an American Scientist type person. I was

> wondering if it came through like this since I've been reading " My

> Big Toe " which is suppose to be like a physics/metaphysical " Theory

> of Everything " , you know like Einstein wanted to do... In the book

> this researcher was one of the scientist who first began

researching

> at the Monroe Institute and started having his own experiences.

>

>

> So again, was it a part of my subconsious? Or a separate conscious

> identity? DOn't know. I did not feel threatened but considering I'm

> still working on my blocks I will tread very lightly here. If I

hear

> any negative suggestions even negatively toward my self

> esteem....I'll just jump up and put the tv on or radio. I didnt get

> that feeling, but we'll see.

>

> First the vision opened up, then the tactile, and now the hearing.

> Anyone else get this...is it a temporary stage on the twilight

> express? And I keep seeing something big, that just pulses and

pulses

> and keeps getting closer but then I blink and its back a little and

> starts moving in until I blink. Kinda looks like a huge portal

shaped

> flower but not exactly. This is very clear when I'm outside, up in

> the sky as all the beautiful sparkles of prana? swim around. Also

> very strong over Lake Michigan. All very very beautiful and

humbling.

> Strange how this is happening even in my bedroom at night.

>

> I'm very careful about not praying or doing yoga or chanting or

> breathing. Although I have done Hopoopono on my little friends and

> just released this issue to God. What will be will be. If things

> start up I remind myself of unconditional love and this issue has

> been released to God. (I really liked Saritas story of her

neighbors

> and how she handled it! Stories like this really help!!)

>

> But overall things are much much better. Although they are still

> here. Hmmm sometimes I wonder if it was just my impression of them

> being bad that caused all this in the first place. Well its not my

> problem anymore, its Gods. So I'm not gonna worry about it. I will

> continue to work on my past emotional issues, especially childhood

> issues. Either I'm the queen of repression or my perception needs

> some finetuning! So I'll continue to work on what I can and leave

the

> rest to a higher power.

>

> I shall stay detached in my observations. Although when something

new

> happens, its not always easy! (: I wonder if thats how the

> communication started. I'm just quiet in my mind...even when the

> colors swirl. I just observe until I can fall asleep. Before I use

to

> focus on love, appreciation, and compassion and thats when the

colors

> started.

>

> Can you believe that I was forcing myself to speak outloud instead

of

> just thinking my answers! Thats why I couldnt keep my focus. What a

> rookie, maybe thats what he meant by being young?

> It could just as easy be my ego so I start second guessing what

I've

> been doing. Working on myself and my self confidence. The

> communication could have been headed in that direction. Oh well

> another teaching, even if I don't get it now, hopefully one day all

> this will come together for me. I have confidence now that it will.

>

> Oh and the other WEIRD thing or maybe just with age I'm becoming

more

> focused...as you know I've been taking college courses at night.

Lots

> of science, human bio, college algebra ect. Anyway math was always

my

> weak point and you know what... I've maintained an A in all my

> classes since Sept. I even had a 99.5 for my final grade in the

> Algebra. Now I'm not saying this to blow my own horn, toot toot,

but

> because these were classes that I use to Fail or get D's in. Yes

I'm

> older, but this is not the first time I went back to college as an

> adult. I could not get through these classes when I was young or

even

> 10 yrs ago. But now, I'm getting A's. I've maintained a 4.0 all

year,

> even with my issues.

>

> A bunch of people from class are coming over Saturday night,

because

> we have a test next week and they want MY help, cuz I always know

the

> answers. Ha...now who would have ever believed this one! Forget

about

> seeing or hearing things, this really is STRANGE! I mean REALLY

> REALLY WEIRD! I keep telling them, maybe its because I've failed so

> many times thats its starting to sink in..? And I do get it. Whats

> up with that? So I'm gonna cook them all up a bunch of food and we

> are going to have a math party! (: I have almost every nationality

> coming over too which I love, cuz we all connect so beautifully!

Who

> knew Math could do this? LOL

>

> I wonder if is good in Math? Maybe he gave me some math

cells

> during the shaktipat back in Sept? Well done Chrism, cuz I really

> needed it!

>

> Thanks Lekky and a real big thank you for always uplifting everyone

> on this group! You really are the sun shining on us all! (Hey maybe

> thats you I see visiting me at night!)Maybe you are the flower

portal?

> Just remember things seem to move slowly then, BAM you are good at

> math! LOL!

> Debs

>

[Guest guest]

Hey everyone,

Thank you all...am learning so much from everyone! Thats interesting

Lekky about the universal language of math and the 3.5 being halfway

point to the 7th chakra. I have recently found out we have a math

wizard on board...but I'll let them come out of the math closet if

they wish! However, now I know who to call in the fall when I take

statistics! (:

 

I wonder Laura if you ever see symbols of any sort before you get

communication? I am also wondering about the reality of those that

communicate. What is their reality or life? like? What is it they can

learn? Why do they communicate? And how do you hear things? Do you

hear things like Linda, voices in the area or in the one ear? Or

Both? And thank you Laura for your perspective here. What a wonderful

discovery to read of your story. Gives me much comfort! Would love to

hear of some of your communications if you feel like sharing!

 

I would like to share with you guys my dream of last night, which

reminded me of Linda. Anyway I'm laying on my stomach and sorta wake

up to feel vibrations on the upper part of my back. Going up the

middle and into my neck. Felt like my friends ha formed one, which

felt like a big wide thick snake which felt like it was part inside

me. This so much reminded me of Lindas story. Linda that was you

wasnt it? Anyway as its going into my neck and what feels like my

head...

 

a black opening opens up. Like looking at the night sky with a

telescope. Dark, with stars everywhere. This kept coming closer to me

as I was also getting closer to it. I had been in the just observing

mode until now. All of a sudden I started to feel the totally

expansive, immense power that was there. I could tell this was just a

small part of this immense power. Humbled now I start second guessing

myself. I begin feeling like the tiniest piece of sand and the

universe seems so big and powerful. I felt so small and

insignificant. Would I be okay if I went into that enormous enormous

power? During this thought that only lasted seconds the opening into

the universe (I guess) stopped, like it was waiting for me. Then I

remembered as long as I do not let my doubts get in the way and just

observe, I know I'll be okay. With that decision I start embarking

closer as the opening is coming closer to me.

 

Then all of a sudden I am shown something. It is me standing in a

field of tall grasses, just a few steps and I will be out of this

field. I KNOW now, that I am the only one in this field, and have

always been the only one keeping me from getting out of this field if

I want. It shows me that I have come so far and just have a few steps

more to leave the field if I chose. I am the only one who has ever

kept me in. This is huge for me.

 

The reason this is significant is back at the beg of Nov? I had this

horrible dream of running around this field, a storm was coming and

was upon me so I jumped down into the field to run across it to make

it to the other side to the car. Anyway I posted about this. I fell

and fell and fell and fell. I have never fallen so far. I knew I was

going to die for I fell for miles upon miles. I knew at the time I

would not be able to get up because the grasses were so high and

close together and slippery I would just slide down to the bottom. I

finally hit the bottom hard and woke up. Right after this my issues

with my blocks/friends began.

 

Anyway I can't tell you how wonderful that dream was. The next scene

all these people are " fixing me up for a date? " I guess. They are

doing my hair and I'm getting new clothes and everyone seems to be so

excited about this woman I have a date with. Well the weird thing is

I have never dated a woman, nothing wrong with it, I just usually

don't swing that way (:

This Limo drives me up to an amazing club. I remember being here

before, but now I look completely different and seem to be able to go

where I couldnt before. I look different! I don't even have the same

hair color. I feel more beautiful than I have ever felt. The people

opening the door do not even recognize that its me! It seems I can

get into a special part (where I couldnt before)where this special

woman? the owner? I don't know is waiting to meet me. People are so

nice to me. Opening doors and patting me on the back and smiling at

me.

 

Then I wake up.

 

So I feel really good about where I am right now. That I'm going in

the right direction. Its been quite a rough time for me. Don't any of

you worry about it, I really am believing more and more this has much

to do with the feeling of victim-mode. There were some extreme

experiences of fear as a child that I thought I had come to terms

with, but I must admit have had self-confidence issues most of my

life.

 

To feel good enough about myself, that I am not insignificant. That

I am not a victim. When I say I thought I was over these issues, I

had read Seth a few yrs back, which really really helped me. If I had

nightmares I faced them in my dreams, which usually turned the " bad "

guy into a nice guy. I realize on some level I chose all of this.

Forgiviness is not usually my issue, the worthiness & Self-confidence

gets me. Please do not get me wrong, I think if you knew me in the

last at least 10 yrs or so, you would not think I had any self-esteem

issues. I have come far, but perhaps there was still some of that in

me. I didnt think so, but I don't know. All I know is that since I've

been using EFT, and Hoponpono and acknowledging my feelings,(Elias

techniques are very helpful) then helping myself with affirmations

and just loving myself...things are getting so much better. I'm

starting to really believe in myself. Belief in the fact that if we

do create our own reality or the part of it that we have control

over...that I can make it wonderful. I really had to write down all

the things I've accomplished because at the beginning I couldnt think

of much! It was a rather hard excercise for me, but I kept at it. I

had much incentive to change my reality or the part that I control.

 

(: Lets hope I will begin to learn things the easy way! No, I take

that back...I intend to learn things the easy way, the beautiful way,

the pleasant and fun way! That which I have control over anyway and

let go and leave the rest to a higher power. See I have trust in a

higher power, its always been my own power that I felt was lacking.

 

Do you think you create all of your reality? Love to hear from you.

Anyway I tell myself I am getting stronger everyday and that I love

myself and am loved and am unlimited in God. My perception seems to

be changing for the better as I empower myself and really really feel

this inside. Then I just let things go and observe and stay in the

now. All this seems to have got me out of the hole I fell in! Which I

made. Seems to be just a few more steps out of the field.

 

Love to you all!

Deb

 

PS No worries, in future posts I will not ramble on as much. Don't

want you all wishing you could wrap some of those tall grasses around

my mouth/fingers! (:

[Guest guest]

1 , " flowerpowers7777 " <flowerpowers7777 wrote:

 

I wonder Laura if you ever see symbols of any sort before you get

> communication? I am also wondering about the reality of those that

> communicate. What is their reality or life? like? What is it they

can

> learn? Why do they communicate? And how do you hear things? Do you

> hear things like Linda, voices in the area or in the one ear? Or

> Both?

 

~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 

Deb,

Hello again! We converse on a varity of subjects, things like

history, metaphysics, psychic abilities, to the problems and joys of

everyday life. I have been blessed to gain entry into their world(s)

like the fairy fables of old, and share a part of their lives, and

wisdom through the ages.

Sometimes it can be a bit scary, as the human mind is not always

prepped in a good way to be accepting of new things, and it is often

our fear that sends us out of their dimentions. There has never been

a time when I was able to overcome that fear that I did not learn a

very valuable lesson.

I actually have several ways of hearing. One is audible, like a

voice in my ear, comming from the outside. Another way, is becomming

very still and percieving the voice as words (thought) through my

own mind, able to feel which section of the brain the voice is

comming from, and yet completely different from my own inner voice.

Yet another way if word imagery. Often **my little cuties** will

hold up signs with a word or two in english to get their point

across. These images I see clairvoyantly, real pictures, or

thoughts.

 

I have been given symbols in dreams and visions, not always aware of

their meaning, sometimes I am told, sometimes they are flashes. I

have also seen swirls of colors, bringing a calmness over me before

getting either a vision, or an image. This is usually done during

meditation, and one must keep their wits about them while say

driving a car

 

For several years they have been able to speak through me (alot of

people doubt this ability, however I have been able to have some

translated through the help of friends, and we have picked several

different languages, and yes english too! It has been a VERY helpful

tool in redirecting my life away from some of the choices of the

past that were detrimental to my life, and from the not-so-desirable

ones that love to cause chaos and bring fear into the equation.

 

I am still ALWAYS amazed when something they say prooves to be

correct. Sometimes it is psychic cognition, sometimes helpful

answers!! I too am terrible at math, but have a math genius that

can give me the answers during tests (I recently went back to

school) but not always HOW to get that answer We try not to cheat

LOL We have decided it is better to know HOW to do the work. : )

 

In your answer to creating reality.. this is just my interpretation,

however, I do believe that if we set our sights on something it is

not impossible to attain. We are magical beings in our own right,

and I have been able to in my own room create a starry night and

have been able to witness clairvoyantly the guests in my room to

look up and see the imagery I created.. quite a beautiful

experience!!

 

 

Thank you for sharing your experiences, I do not always post, but I

am usually around.

 

Blessings,

Laurangelic

[Guest guest]

Hi Laura,

Wow very interesting! How do you think they know who can hear them?

Also I wonder when they talk to you, how much of you and your life do

they have access to? Do they know everything or nothing about you?

 

I understand treating everyone with respect as you would want to be

treated, but can you choose to turn off the sound if you want? Now

I'm sure you can ask to listen at a different time if its not good

for you...but I'm wondering if a caller (ha) did not give you that

respect, are you able to turn off the sound, so-to-speak? Or is this

something that never happens? I remember someone on the list here had

a bit of an issue with not being able to get rid of someone talking

to her? Maybe you have some useful information for them also?

 

THanks so much for all your help! Its most appreciated! What an

adventure you've had. How long has this been going on for you? Sorry

so many questions...Guess if you have any advice I'd love to hear as

I'm sure others would! I love that you have the math genius around!

 

Also if you want to send me an email flowerpowers7777

I will send you some websites and a group to join that may be useful

for your Dad. Safe stuff he can implement right away although I'd say

you are doing such a good job getting your own guidance! Thanks again!

Deb

[Guest guest]

Deb,

I am so sorry about the confusion, I am a different " laura " and

that is why I sign my name with the name refers to me so as

to distinguish me " Laurangelic " as my email is

angelic_shadows2002 I think you had me confused with Laura

Joyce.

So, this happend to me only five years ago, during a life crisis, as

it tends to happen. But, they saved my life from a critcal point.

Since that time I have been opened up to many theories, and belief

systems, schools of thought I had never had prior knowledge of. Most

of these come to me through dreams, or visions. and viola!! I find a

new thought.

Was it always easy? Oh no! Finding out a thought is not private, and

yeah, even the bathroom, not so private, after a while one gets over

it, or one gets sick, mentally, emotionally and even physically.

Over the years I have learned tricks of balance, and keeping my mind

well and in the moment. Instead of scattered and shattered energy,

have learned to bring the energy inward, like a balance pole, and it

has helped me immensely.

I don't wish to offend anyone, but often I become hurt for the

spirit's that are trying to reach someone within their " soul family "

to hear that they have been " banished " out of fear, or their

prospective human saying cruel things about them, wishing them to

shut up, and so on. I for myself have found cruelness in any sence,

whether it be to humans or otherwise intolerable. I am no better

than someone else wishing to have an experience with another, I know

no more than than anyone else either. This has brought balance to

both sides of my world.

In the beginning I tried lying to hid things, THAT hurt them, they

have feelings to, I swore never to do it again. They are the center

of my world, and they know my love for them is strong. Humans for a

very long time lost their connection to the spirit world, and as the

threads are interwined, it has weakened the need for them, I am very

pleased to see so many people wishing to re-member, re-unite, be

still with them, and just KNOW.

The fact that they are telepathic easily can show that they know

when we have a thought on a thought we have heard. Once in the

beginning I heard a voice so loud that another voice followed

through with saying " I know if I heard that, so did SHE " We dont

have to speak aloud to them, in fact I had to practice NOT, but I

sure enjoy speaking out loud to them (when no humans are around)

 

We are having a BEAUTIFUL day here on the coast of Oregon, so I am

off to the beach!!

 

Have a blessed day!!

 

Laurangelic

[Guest guest]

Woops sorry about that. So if Laura Joyce or anyone for that matter

would like to email me on some alternative cancer sites, I'll be happy

to send you what I have. Send PEM to flowerpowers7777

 

 

Okay so you are Laurangelic! Got it now! Well thank you so much for all

your information. Whenever you have time, I would love to hear more

about how you balance your energy. In any case enjoy your self at the

beach! Wow what a nice thought! Looking forward to when I can say that!

Lots of love to you and all your help and information is much

appreciated! Go soak up that sun and enjoy!

Deb