Guest guest Posted April 13, 2008 Report Share Posted April 13, 2008 Lately, the headaches have been increasing and I've tried grounding and all that. They last for a shorter amount of time. Maybe 12-18 hours. (thank you Chrism!) However, I've ended up with the nickname " Little Buddha " around here. It amuses me. Everyone in my area of town sees this bald girl walking around, hugging trees. I go out on my lunch breaks to sit with the trees, which are blossoming right now and very beautiful. The spontaneous orgasms that last for about 10-15 minutes have slowly come back into my life. They haven't left in a number of years although they haven't been constant. I can go 8 months without one. I've experienced 3 this week and about 5 last week. While they are just as frustrating as they are fun... I'm surrendered it. This is making for a very tired Bethany. Energized yet tired. I feel like my spiritual is stretching, that is all. Allowing for a higher and higher frequency and ability to hold more energy. So... I'm just letting it happen although it isn't so graceful right now. (thank you Bradly) I am happy with myself, though. Old ways are shooting out the door with more success than ever and the tightness and swallowed-marbles feeling has left my throat. (Interestingly, a girl friend of mine was chatting with me via Skype and there was a blue hazy energy around my throat... that followed my throat the entire time we were talking...) And, about two weeks (a week? time has been a problem lately) I decided to do some " spreading the Love " and began meditation and moved into the astral. Spread the Love over the entirety of Korea for an unspecified amount of time. When I came back to, about 45 seconds later my phone rang and it was a number I didn't know. I pick it up and there's no one at the other end. Love recieved. Sorry the long entry. I'm making an effort to be a part of this beautiful place but feeling a bit out of sync. I'm trying, though. Hopefully y'all will have some patience with me. Most of the time I don't feel right about saying anything. I'm obviously working on some sort of Ego thing right now. Love and Prayers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 15, 2008 Report Share Posted April 15, 2008 Sounds like you have a lot going on Bethany, hope the head settles down. I like the sound of the orgasms but it may be a bit inconvienient if they come at the wrong moment, like a visit to the Bank Manager's office! ha ha ha. Glad you're feeling like chatting, let it all out love. HUGZ Elektra x x x _________ For Good helps you make a difference http://uk.promotions./forgood/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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