Spiders everywhere..... in real life.

[Guest guest]

Ok first I'll leave a reply: Do you know what made the bathtub base

fall? Did it look as if it was getting old, unused, or was cracked? I

think you should also note that you were in a bathroom which is used

for cleansing. It seems interesting that a bunch of bugs came out of

your bathtub, because thats used for cleansing... Maybe some sort of

cleansing isnt taking place so now all these bugs that are meant to

trap, like spiders, are coming out of your unconscious. I can't tell

exactly what it is, but whatever it is you have to become conscious of

it or it could trap your son. Maybe there is a part of your

unconscious that is being repressed and getting projected on your son.

Keep an eye out on what this is you may be projecting. Maybe your

projecting the same thing that may have gotten projected on to you as

a child... I really don't know you to tell. I may be wrong though.

There may also be a reason for the spiders being in the bag, but I'm

not sure about what it is.

 

Alright now... I don't know if I ever shared this with the group or

not. But when I was younger I used to wake up in the middle of the

night and see hundreds of huge spiders and bugs all over my room. Not

only that, but I used to feel them too. When I screamed they used to

bite me. When I screamed for my parents they used to hide behind

furnature in my room. They used to wake me up at night from having a

nice dream. I would wake up to feeling crawling all over my body. When

I lifted my sheets I would see hundreds of little spiders all over me.

Sometimes I would get woken up to them jumping from one side of the

wall to the other side. I remember seeing some of these bugs having

four long legs.

 

During this time, I was a very happy child and I dont recall of

anything that would cause me to get scary " hallucinations " . I wasn't

even afriad of spiders at the time it all started. My paretns used to

come in my room telling me that it was a nightmare or that they

weren't real, but I didn't believe them. Eventually, they kept saying

this, that it got me to think that maybe they were all in my head and

I stopped seeing them after a while. I think the last time I saw them

I was close to 13. For many years, it was still going on in my head

what really took place those nights.

 

Heres the really weird part. I have a 4 year old son. And he now wakes

up in the morning to seeing these bugs and spiders. At least I think

so. He did clearly tell me that there were spiders and bugs. Sometimes

I try to talk with him about what he sees at night to make him scream,

and he just says, " you don't want to know. " I just try to tell him

that they are all light and love and that they really aren't there to

hurt him.

 

I keep thinking that now that I have this kundalini action, that I may

see them again. Im not so much scared, but more curious as to what

these things are and why they may still be in my house if my son

really can see them. Or I'm even more curious as to how my son can see

them too.

 

, Leshya

<pleiades69 wrote:

>

> My dream this morning got me stressed. I was in my bathroom when I saw

> there was a plastic bag full of spiders and their spider eggs. I gently

> tied the bag up and tried to carry it away, then I saw my bathtub base

> fell down, all these other bugs started to come out!! There were

several

> spiders, with some beetles, and a scorpion. The bugs crawled under the

> bathroom door and headed into my son's room. I chased after it, and

> smashed the scorpion with one of his toys. I guess I'm not

expressing my

> love very well, especially in this dream. Perhaps I need to work on

> surrender, that or I don't like those nasty critters. hehehe

> lisa

>

[Guest guest]

Drea, thank you for your feedback, and it truely makes sense to me.

First, I wanted to say that your email address (when you look from far away)

appears as if its says " Medusa " , and I thought that was an interesting

name..hehehe

Secondly, I made the base of the tub fall when I was untaping the plastic bag

from the wall with the spiders, webs and eggs in it. It was old underneath,

crawling with a large variety of bugs. I still hold some resentment and even

some anger and guilt from my father who was abusive and was schitzephrenic. He

committed suicide five yrs ago when he found out he had terminal cancer, never

leaving a note for his kids. I denied him a place to sleep when he visited from

me from another country, due to the fact I didn't trust his actions around my

small children. He stayed at a hotel down the street and leaving the next day.

He died a month later. If I was more open or forgiving, perhaps his fate would

of been different. I try to shield my son from any of this pain. I keep secrets

of what my husband has done (abuse), etc.. things will work out for the best, I

know this. I take everyday as being special and try to just surrender and

forgive and love, but boy its hard. Thanks Drea, you sound like one special K

lady. You have a special K boy as well. You are doing well in talking with him

and encouraging a positive experience for him. Keep it up, perhaps these spiders

are your ancestors. We just see them as spiders?

blessings

lisa

 

---- Drea <lvledusa wrote:

> Ok first I'll leave a reply: Do you know what made the bathtub base

> fall? Did it look as if it was getting old, unused, or was cracked? I

> think you should also note that you were in a bathroom which is used

> for cleansing. It seems interesting that a bunch of bugs came out of

> your bathtub, because thats used for cleansing... Maybe some sort of

> cleansing isnt taking place so now all these bugs that are meant to

> trap, like spiders, are coming out of your unconscious. I can't tell

> exactly what it is, but whatever it is you have to become conscious of

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hey. Sorry it took me so long to reply. I always go as Medusa as my

username. Not soon after the K has taken place I found out that

medusas snakes were actually the Kundalini.

 

Yes, maybe this does have to do with this situation. It could be that

your forgiveness and acceptance of your father could possibly stop

any negative aspects in your shadow/unconscious that were passed on

to you aswell by your father that may attack your son or get passed

onto him. Also, it could be that maybe you need to focus more on your

actions, behaviour, etc towards your son to see if maybe they relate

to something that your father may have done similar to you(?)But I

dont really know you to really guess this right. But this dream is a

definate sign of becoming aware of somethign negative in your

unconscious before its all over your son.... I hope you didn't mind

me sharing that. I hope you understand what I mean.

 

I dont knwo what the deal is with my spiders, I originally thought

they may have represented a negative aspect of mine, that they were a

part of me somehow, but who really knows.

 

,

<pleiades69 wrote:

>

> Drea, thank you for your feedback, and it truely makes sense to me.

> First, I wanted to say that your email address (when you look from

far away) appears as if its says " Medusa " , and I thought that was an

interesting name..hehehe

> Secondly, I made the base of the tub fall when I was untaping the

plastic bag from the wall with the spiders, webs and eggs in it. It

was old underneath, crawling with a large variety of bugs. I still

hold some resentment and even some anger and guilt from my father who

was abusive and was schitzephrenic. He committed suicide five yrs ago

when he found out he had terminal cancer, never leaving a note for

his kids. I denied him a place to sleep when he visited from me from

another country, due to the fact I didn't trust his actions around my

small children. He stayed at a hotel down the street and leaving the

next day. He died a month later. If I was more open or forgiving,

perhaps his fate would of been different. I try to shield my son from

any of this pain. I keep secrets of what my husband has done (abuse),

etc.. things will work out for the best, I know this. I take everyday

as being special and try to just surrender and forgive and love, but

boy its hard. Thanks Drea, you sound like one special K lady. You

have a special K boy as well. You are doing well in talking with him

and encouraging a positive experience for him. Keep it up, perhaps

these spiders are your ancestors. We just see them as spiders?

> blessings

> lisa

>

> ---- Drea <lvledusa wrote:

> > Ok first I'll leave a reply: Do you know what made the bathtub

base

> > fall? Did it look as if it was getting old, unused, or was

cracked? I

> > think you should also note that you were in a bathroom which is

used

> > for cleansing. It seems interesting that a bunch of bugs came out

of

> > your bathtub, because thats used for cleansing... Maybe some sort

of

> > cleansing isnt taking place so now all these bugs that are meant

to

> > trap, like spiders, are coming out of your unconscious. I can't

tell

> > exactly what it is, but whatever it is you have to become

conscious of

> >

> >

>