Guest guest Posted April 16, 2008 Report Share Posted April 16, 2008 I was cleansing yesterday and making some progress.anyhow later on I went to sleep and had(a familiar but none the less unpleasant) paralysis state where i feel like i am entombed in my body,anyhow i feel like there is something on my right side something moving and weird and then i hear and feel a power drill drilling into the right side of my skull Its been awhile since i had one of these but i none the less reacted violently to the sensation/experience and struck out in the direction with my mind,intoned god names,mantra's(omm etc) visualized a banishing pentagram and prayed at the most it arrested this sensations but i still felt like a blanket of pressure on my right side. my left side cleansed dynamically years ago in meditating,right side has remained clogged/obstructed and i'v encountered in one case something like a black tar monster which was attacked to and bit at me from my right side however i'v come to wonder if these psychic attacks are even that or they are just side effects of the cleansing work because frankly nothing i ever do has any effect,i feel as weak as can be against these 'entities' anyhow at all ever experienced anything like this related to thier cleansing? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2008 Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 For me Ben it wasnt a one time event but something that had to occur over and over again. (slow cleaner!) But after a time I was able to come into balance. Reads like something doesnt want to leave. I have had the blacker than black experiences and they can be aggressive but they ultimately cannot harm you. If I were you I would right nostril breath and do both aspects of the circulation of light as part of the cleaning experience every day for as long as it took. Not out of fear though. More from a place of knowledge and experience. Try to distance yourself from the fear. This may not be from the Kundalini as much as some of your " other " experiences - lol - blessings Ben and this is only my immediate take on it. - chrism , " Ben Dover " <setiamon wrote: > > I was cleansing yesterday and making some progress. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2008 Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 yeah these experiences seem to occure when i'm working on a new area,It was actually right nostril breathing that triggered this event i was working the right channel just going up and down to around my right hip what i have noticed though is there is apparently no vent in my right brow like in my left,you know where it ends on the left side to the left and right of the brow,well that little space there doesn't have a vortex for my right nadi brow feed thing I imagen eventually energy will rise up my right side and burn its way out,I wonder if the drill thing was just me interpreting my higher self working on it or prehapes it really was some kinda astral parasite trying to freak me out , " chrism " <> wrote: > > For me Ben it wasnt a one time event but something that had to occur > over and over again. (slow cleaner!) But after a time I was able to > come into balance. > > Reads like something doesnt want to leave. > > I have had the blacker than black experiences and they can be > aggressive but they ultimately cannot harm you. If I were you I > would right nostril breath and do both aspects of the circulation of > light as part of the cleaning experience every day for as long as it > took. Not out of fear though. More from a place of knowledge and > experience. Try to distance yourself from the fear. > > This may not be from the Kundalini as much as some of your " other " > experiences - lol - blessings Ben and this is only my immediate > take on it. - chrism > > > , " Ben Dover " > <setiamon@> wrote: > > > > I was cleansing yesterday and making some progress. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2008 Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 I'm wondering if this applies to me as well Chrism. I also have bigger blockages on my rightside and the more things come back into balance the more I'm realizing the extent imbalance and stagnation but not in a panicky fearful way. I'm just able again to feel flashes and more extended periods of awareness of the essence and light that is lying beneath all of the gunk and recognizing the patterns of fear and repression of emotions that have kept me from openly giving and expressing that love regardless of my surroundings. So, in that way going through all of the bad stuff has been a very valuable learning experience, and has provide me with a map of the inner terrain. I'm just eager to have my energy flowing strong and clear again. The other thing I wanted to ask about is portals. When I first started working with the woman who helped me with nervous system and energy healing she found portals open on me in my left leg and on both sides of my head that I gave her permission to close. Another healer who I visited at that time told me the same thing, that I had opened up and had been magnetizing all kinds of things from out in the universe. I'm just wondering about this, how to set our boundaries and or release and let go of anything we may have picked up that doesn't serve our best interests and anything else you think that will facilitate a deeper cleansing and balancing. Love, Travis --- chrism <> wrote: > For me Ben it wasnt a one time event but something > that had to occur > over and over again. (slow cleaner!) But after a > time I was able to > come into balance. > > Reads like something doesnt want to leave. > > I have had the blacker than black experiences and > they can be > aggressive but they ultimately cannot harm you. If I > were you I > would right nostril breath and do both aspects of > the circulation of > light as part of the cleaning experience every day > for as long as it > took. Not out of fear though. More from a place of > knowledge and > experience. Try to distance yourself from the fear. > > This may not be from the Kundalini as much as some > of your " other " > experiences - lol - blessings Ben and this is only > my immediate > take on it. - chrism > > > --- In > , " Ben > Dover " > <setiamon wrote: > > > > I was cleansing yesterday and making some > progress. > > ______________________________\ ____ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile./;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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