Guest guest Posted April 20, 2008 Report Share Posted April 20, 2008 This is normal Bethany. With the Kundalini and its changes can come a sense of disconnection and sometimes a feeling of " not belonging " anywhere. Not the country, not the planet, no where. Because as the Kundalini builds the interactive bridge into the divine reality, even the small self, the conscious self starts to have the realization of where and how the larger reality fits outside and inside of this very small one. And it can form a kind of separation. One can realize that yes this is part of the Kundalini infusion and merely carry on as one does. It is a form of the expansion that can lead one into disassociation. Taking it all in small pieces. In a certain way one can realize that it is true " they belong nowhere " it is also true that " they belong everywhere " at the same time.This is an easy concept to write about but much harder to actively understand as the implications are so vast. These " disconnections " are feelings and sensations that are most often transient yet it is good for them to be felt and expressed as they carry very important teachings as to how a person with the Kundalini awareness can mentally and emotionally continue to fit inside of the narrow physical five sense paradigm, and yet still have macro expressiveness occurring with in. So take it easy Bethany. Allow these thoughts and feelings to occur. There are ups and downs as the infusion reaches into every aspect of our emotions, our psychologies, our mental processes and our social interactivities. It is a very deep and strong agenda and it does not happen over night and often extends beyond a mere single human life. The feelings of disconnection do subside though the transofrmation of our entire being does continue - blessings Bethany - chrism , " Bethany " <bethany_abear wrote: > > I've been feeling disconnected with people and places for a few days > now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 20, 2008 Report Share Posted April 20, 2008 Thanks Chrism, this post has helped me to understand a lot of what I've been through. @@@@ This is normal Bethany. With the Kundalini and its changes can come a sense of disconnection and sometimes a feeling of " not belonging " anywhere. Not the country, not the planet, no where. @@@@ I have felt this most of my life, the feeling of not really belonging anywhere. The two or three years before getting to this group it was greatly amplified. That was what I was meaning in my first post to the OBE group where I said I felt like I was just dangling out there with nothing to hang on to. I still get the sense of that at times, but nothing like what it was. I am so thankful for the many of you, especially you Chrism, and Katherine and Droxine, too many to name really. And several of my friends from other forums as well, like Jen, Ben, Nani and Brian, who have all become members here. I am so grateful for all you. Much love to you all, Linda , " chrism " <> wrote: > > This is normal Bethany. With the Kundalini and its changes can come > a sense of disconnection and sometimes a feeling of " not belonging " > anywhere. Not the country, not the planet, no where. > > Because as the Kundalini builds the interactive bridge into the > divine reality, even the small self, the conscious self starts to > have the realization of where and how the larger reality fits > outside and inside of this very small one. And it can form a kind of > separation. > > One can realize that yes this is part of the Kundalini infusion and > merely carry on as one does. It is a form of the expansion that can > lead one into disassociation. Taking it all in small pieces. In a > certain way one can realize that it is true " they belong nowhere " it > is also true that " they belong everywhere " at the same time.This is > an easy concept to write about but much harder to actively > understand as the implications are so vast. > > These " disconnections " are feelings and sensations that are most > often transient yet it is good for them to be felt and expressed as > they carry very important teachings as to how a person with the > Kundalini awareness can mentally and emotionally continue to fit > inside of the narrow physical five sense paradigm, and yet still > have macro expressiveness occurring with in. > > So take it easy Bethany. Allow these thoughts and feelings to occur. > There are ups and downs as the infusion reaches into every aspect of > our emotions, our psychologies, our mental processes and our social > interactivities. It is a very deep and strong agenda and it does not > happen over night and often extends beyond a mere single human life. > The feelings of disconnection do subside though the transofrmation > of our entire being does continue - blessings Bethany - chrism > > , " Bethany " > <bethany_abear@> wrote: > > > > I've been feeling disconnected with people and places for a few > days > > now. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 20, 2008 Report Share Posted April 20, 2008 Wow. This hit on every topic that was related to that feeling for me. Thanks. Question again, I suppose: DNS... Does this come in layers? I know it's different for everyone and I know that I've gone through it but I still feel like I'm deep in it. Sometimes it alleviates and then comes back just as strong. Either that, or I'm just not living what it's taught me. I had dead eyes a long time ago and managed to... find myself again but I still feel like I'm crawling around sometimes. Does DNS come in waves?? Love , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Thanks Chrism, this post has helped me to understand a lot of what > I've been through. > > @@@@ This is normal Bethany. With the Kundalini and its changes can > come a sense of disconnection and sometimes a feeling of " not > belonging " anywhere. Not the country, not the planet, no where. @@@@ > > I have felt this most of my life, the feeling of not really belonging > anywhere. The two or three years before getting to this group it was > greatly amplified. That was what I was meaning in my first post to > the OBE group where I said I felt like I was just dangling out there > with nothing to hang on to. I still get the sense of that at times, > but nothing like what it was. > > I am so thankful for the many of you, especially you Chrism, and > Katherine and Droxine, too many to name really. And several of my > friends from other forums as well, like Jen, Ben, Nani and Brian, who > have all become members here. I am so grateful for all you. > > Much love to you all, > Linda > > , " chrism " > <@> wrote: > > > > This is normal Bethany. With the Kundalini and its changes can > come > > a sense of disconnection and sometimes a feeling of " not belonging " > > anywhere. Not the country, not the planet, no where. > > > > Because as the Kundalini builds the interactive bridge into the > > divine reality, even the small self, the conscious self starts to > > have the realization of where and how the larger reality fits > > outside and inside of this very small one. And it can form a kind > of > > separation. > > > > One can realize that yes this is part of the Kundalini infusion and > > merely carry on as one does. It is a form of the expansion that can > > lead one into disassociation. Taking it all in small pieces. In a > > certain way one can realize that it is true " they belong nowhere " > it > > is also true that " they belong everywhere " at the same time.This is > > an easy concept to write about but much harder to actively > > understand as the implications are so vast. > > > > These " disconnections " are feelings and sensations that are most > > often transient yet it is good for them to be felt and expressed as > > they carry very important teachings as to how a person with the > > Kundalini awareness can mentally and emotionally continue to fit > > inside of the narrow physical five sense paradigm, and yet still > > have macro expressiveness occurring with in. > > > > So take it easy Bethany. Allow these thoughts and feelings to > occur. > > There are ups and downs as the infusion reaches into every aspect > of > > our emotions, our psychologies, our mental processes and our social > > interactivities. It is a very deep and strong agenda and it does > not > > happen over night and often extends beyond a mere single human > life. > > The feelings of disconnection do subside though the transofrmation > > of our entire being does continue - blessings Bethany - chrism > > > > , " Bethany " > > <bethany_abear@> wrote: > > > > > > I've been feeling disconnected with people and places for a few > > days > > > now. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 20, 2008 Report Share Posted April 20, 2008 If you feel you are not passing the test then you are not. It is a continuous process for a time Bethany. It isnt like a linear test. It is the kind of test that will keep testing until you pass it. No matter how long it takes. There is a definete beginning and end though so do not feel hopeless. Took me years. - No Worries! - chrism , " Bethany " <bethany_abear wrote: > > Wow. This hit on every topic that was related to that feeling for > me. Thanks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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