Guest guest Posted April 21, 2008 Report Share Posted April 21, 2008 Dear & Chris and everyone: Thank you so much for this conversation. For some reason this has touched me so deeply this morning. I didn't really understand that this is the DNS. Only when I read your description Chris could I relate. After union with the Heart of Christ, that was what I had searched for all my life everything changed. Yes, all that inner light and inner guidance I had experienced was gone. I found myself very much alone. I went to many ministers and a priest trying to understand what had happened. I received these kinds of answers. We don't know, your dying, you are on the brink of insanity, who do you think you are to have experienced such things. Just knowing what this is and that it is part of the process is very helpful. Thank you so much Moon ++++ " chrism " <> wrote: > > Hello Angelina, > The Dark Night of the Soul (DNS) can come for a > person at any time. Yet it is often experienced when the individual > has had some time with the Kundalini. Learning about the array of > skills that are often given or the flows of knowledge and the > experiences of the divine natures that one can be recieving. <cut> > > In some systems the DNS is the final test where the student is given > absolutely no help or connection or guidance or input from either > divinity or earthbound teachers. The person is alone, in the void, > and they can strive and live or they can suffer and die. It is up to > them to apply that which has been already gifted to them. ^This > takes as long as it takes and it is an individual process as the > person is alone, totally and completely alone. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2008 Report Share Posted April 21, 2008 @@@@ After union with the Heart of Christ, that was what I had searched for all my life everything changed. Yes, all that inner light and inner guidance I had experienced was gone. I found myself very much alone.@@@@ I can totally identify with this, Moon. After a good fifteen year or so of having Christ and the Holy Spirit as my constant companion throughout my days and nights, I woke up one day to it seeming to be mostly all gone. It seemed I was on my own again, even the church I had attended was taken away and there was no guidance in finding another. I threw myself into working long hours creating a home business, until I got too sick to continue with that. LOL! All those years I thought I must have quenched the Spirit in some way and was being punished. That day in the park when I went there to grieve, that dude came up and told me I needed to be grateful for what I still had. At that point nothing I still had even mattered. Life had become meaningless, something I had to struggle through. I eventually threw myself into all that work so I would not have time to think about it. When I allowed myself to think about it, which wasn't often, my thoughts would tend to turn to Judas and my desire would be to do what he did. In 2005 things came to a head when even my family and my net family began turning against me. That day in August, would have been the last straw, if Shelby, my grandson had not been there that night. His love for me got me through and things began to turn around after that. It was not long after, that I had the K experience, where the electric sensation went up my back exploded into my heart. At that time I knew what happened was kundalini, but still did not know much about it. Kundalini became active in me in about 1999/2000 I think, when I began a meditation program to help with my health problems. When I began having the electric sensations with the OBEs and all I didn't have a clue what kundalini was and when I was told that it may be what was happening, from what I read on the net, I didn't want anything to do with that. Having the OBEs gave some meaning and purpose to my life again even though it was a struggle fitting it into my christian beliefs. I was only interested in the OBE part. LOL! Linda --- " sun9.moon " <sun9.moon wrote: > > Dear & Chris and everyone: > > Thank you so much for this conversation. For some reason this has > touched me so deeply this morning. I didn't really understand that > this is the DNS. Only when I read your description Chris could I > relate. > > After union with the Heart of Christ, that was what I had searched > for all my life everything changed. Yes, all that inner light and > inner guidance I had experienced was gone. I found myself very > much alone. > > I went to many ministers and a priest trying to understand what > had happened. I received these kinds of answers. We don't know, > your dying, you are on the brink of insanity, who do you think you > are to have experienced such things. Just knowing what this is and > that it is part of the process is very helpful. > Thank you so much > Moon > ++++ > > " chrism " <@> wrote: > > > > Hello Angelina, > > The Dark Night of the Soul (DNS) can come for a > > person at any time. Yet it is often experienced when the individual > > has had some time with the Kundalini. Learning about the array of > > skills that are often given or the flows of knowledge and the > > experiences of the divine natures that one can be recieving. > <cut> > > > > In some systems the DNS is the final test where the student is > given > > absolutely no help or connection or guidance or input from either > > divinity or earthbound teachers. The person is alone, in the void, > > and they can strive and live or they can suffer and die. It is up > to > > them to apply that which has been already gifted to them. ^This > > takes as long as it takes and it is an individual process as the > > person is alone, totally and completely alone. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2008 Report Share Posted April 22, 2008 At 01:43 PM 4/21/2008, you wrote: >After union with the Heart of Christ, that was what I had searched >for all my life everything changed. Yes, all that inner light and >inner guidance I had experienced was gone. I found myself very >much alone. Have you read about the recent revelations about Mother Teresa? Apparently she went through something similar ... and as a fellow traveller down that path, I drew a lot of solace from her comments about it, and her example (though I am not Catholic). >I went to many ministers and a priest trying to understand what >had happened. I received these kinds of answers. We don't know, >your dying, you are on the brink of insanity, who do you think you >are to have experienced such things. Just knowing what this is and >that it is part of the process is very helpful. Stop it, you are giving me deja vu! <g> ... Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2008 Report Share Posted April 22, 2008 Thanks Brandi, I had never read or known that about Mother Teresa. Linda , Brandi Jasmine <jazztalk wrote: > > At 01:43 PM 4/21/2008, you wrote: > >After union with the Heart of Christ, that was what I had searched > >for all my life everything changed. Yes, all that inner light and > >inner guidance I had experienced was gone. I found myself very > >much alone. > > Have you read about the recent revelations about Mother Teresa? Apparently she went through something similar ... and as a fellow traveller down that path, I drew a lot of solace from her comments about it, and her example (though I am not Catholic). > > >I went to many ministers and a priest trying to understand what > >had happened. I received these kinds of answers. We don't know, > >your dying, you are on the brink of insanity, who do you think you > >are to have experienced such things. Just knowing what this is and > >that it is part of the process is very helpful. > > Stop it, you are giving me deja vu! <g> ... > > Brandi > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2008 Report Share Posted April 22, 2008 At 11:34 PM 4/22/2008, you wrote: >Thanks Brandi, I had never read or known that about Mother Teresa. See: http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2007/08/23/eveningnews/main3199062.shtml How I looked at this was to see it as an inspiration - how she continued on in her work, despite what must have been an incredible burden. I went through something similar - but I wasn't Mother Teresa - it nearly crushed me, I can't imagine her strength. Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 23, 2008 Report Share Posted April 23, 2008 I guess I didn't do so good with that. I didn't even do much praying during those yesrs. It seemed like a senseless thing to do without Spirit. At the time it didn't seem I had any spiritual guidance, but of course I did. I would not be here where I am if not. Even with what happened, I didn't feel like I was backslidden or unsaved, like most of my christain friends insinuated with all their bible bullets. LOL! But then agian, if those christian friends knew me now, they would think God has totally abandoned me to my vain imaginings. Hehe! Linda , Brandi Jasmine <jazztalk wrote: > > At 11:34 PM 4/22/2008, you wrote: > > >Thanks Brandi, I had never read or known that about Mother Teresa. > > See: http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2007/08/23/eveningnews/main3199062.shtm l > > How I looked at this was to see it as an inspiration - how she continued on in her work, despite what must have been an incredible burden. I went through something similar - but I wasn't Mother Teresa - it nearly crushed me, I can't imagine her strength. > > Brandi > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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