going from containment to fear and panick

[Guest guest]

I am sorry everyone I am having trouble again and are having a hard

time believing that this is happening to me. I mean, this can be

anything. The body stuff like pins and needles or whatever can be

anything. My mind could be experiencing just anxiety or god knows what.

I lay down with my baby and got this bad image in my head as i was half

asleep that a man had taken him of me, and shut me out of the house and

was going to hurt him? Why the heck is this happening to me, this type

of vision? I am going from some sense of containment to utter fear of

something bad hanging around me and wanting to over take me. I am

sorry, just needing so much. Perhaps some meds for my anxiety and ocd

thoughts may help me. I am trying chrism to hang in there. Is there

anyone from Australia online? I need to make real contacts at some

stage.

 

Ps, did everyone of you come from a buddhist background or spiritual

background? I was also told to stay away from buddhist beliefs and that

meditation was more relaxing. Wondering if anyone in this group, was

just a mundane, working person who is experiencing this?

[Guest guest]

Amplification of ALL emotions (good or bad) comes with the

Kundalini. The vision you had sounds like the fear has taken hold.

Try to get away from negative thoughts and pray for inner peace. I

am just an average person that this happened to. I am a Christian, I

was definately not pursuing any spiritual practices when this

occurred.

 

If I may suggest a meditation to help clear your mind, it might

help. Breath in for a count of 4 saying " I am " and out for a count

of 4 saying " at peace " . You can sub any short mantra that works for

you.

 

I'm sure will have lots of other suggestions for you. Just

know that you are cared for and supported here. We have a healing

group. If you would like we could put you on our prayer list. Here

is a link:

 

http://health.Kundalini-Healing/

 

 

Hugs,

 

Sarita

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " awakenedspirit70 " <awakenedspirit70 wrote:

>

> I am sorry everyone I am having trouble again and are having a hard

> time believing that this is happening to me. I mean, this can be

> anything. The body stuff like pins and needles or whatever can be

> anything. My mind could be experiencing just anxiety or god knows

what.

> I lay down with my baby and got this bad image in my head as i was

half

> asleep that a man had taken him of me, and shut me out of the house

and

> was going to hurt him? Why the heck is this happening to me, this

type

> of vision? I am going from some sense of containment to utter fear

of

> something bad hanging around me and wanting to over take me. I am

> sorry, just needing so much. Perhaps some meds for my anxiety and

ocd

> thoughts may help me. I am trying chrism to hang in there. Is

there

> anyone from Australia online? I need to make real contacts at some

> stage.

>

> Ps, did everyone of you come from a buddhist background or

spiritual

> background? I was also told to stay away from buddhist beliefs and

that

> meditation was more relaxing. Wondering if anyone in this group,

was

> just a mundane, working person who is experiencing this?

>

[Guest guest]

yes please i would like some healing if it helps me get on with my

life.I want to feel myself again and love my children and not be so

fearful. I have contacted mental health for help with my fear and

anxiety and ocd, surely this must help me. I go from, yeh i will be

ok, bring it on to, noooooo stop i dont want this.

 

I am so scattered, cant decide what i want.

ty for listening I hope i work this all out for myself

 

, " Sarita "

<sarita1969 wrote:

>

> Amplification of ALL emotions (good or bad) comes with the

> Kundalini. The vision you had sounds like the fear has taken

hold.

> Try to get away from negative thoughts and pray for inner peace. I

> am just an average person that this happened to. I am a Christian,

I

> was definately not pursuing any spiritual practices when this

> occurred.

>

> If I may suggest a meditation to help clear your mind, it might

> help. Breath in for a count of 4 saying " I am " and out for a count

> of 4 saying " at peace " . You can sub any short mantra that works

for

> you.

>

> I'm sure will have lots of other suggestions for you. Just

> know that you are cared for and supported here. We have a healing

> group. If you would like we could put you on our prayer list.

Here

> is a link:

>

> http://health.Kundalini-Healing/

>

>

> Hugs,

>

> Sarita

>

> Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

> 1 , " awakenedspirit70 " <awakenedspirit70@> wrote:

> >

> > I am sorry everyone I am having trouble again and are having a

hard

> > time believing that this is happening to me. I mean, this can be

> > anything. The body stuff like pins and needles or whatever can

be

> > anything. My mind could be experiencing just anxiety or god knows

> what.

> > I lay down with my baby and got this bad image in my head as i

was

> half

> > asleep that a man had taken him of me, and shut me out of the

house

> and

> > was going to hurt him? Why the heck is this happening to me, this

> type

> > of vision? I am going from some sense of containment to utter

fear

> of

> > something bad hanging around me and wanting to over take me. I

am

> > sorry, just needing so much. Perhaps some meds for my anxiety and

> ocd

> > thoughts may help me. I am trying chrism to hang in there. Is

> there

> > anyone from Australia online? I need to make real contacts at

some

> > stage.

> >

> > Ps, did everyone of you come from a buddhist background or

> spiritual

> > background? I was also told to stay away from buddhist beliefs

and

> that

> > meditation was more relaxing. Wondering if anyone in this group,

> was

> > just a mundane, working person who is experiencing this?

> >

>

[Guest guest]

I came from a christian background not budhist and even now I don't

believe in those gods and godesses if you really want to know.I too

stayed away from budhism but Kundalini is real and I had to trust it

so that I could live my life as normal as possible.I had no idea

what hit me when my awakening started and it changed me

completely.You will see things before your eyes and wonder where they

came from including horrible things.The key is for you not to form

any attachment to these and to just let them go and don't judge

them.It's a personal journey and everyone is different.Pray to god

and trust in him and don't be afraid because if you are, everything

will be multiplied.I know where you are coming from about you letting

everybody tell you what to do.I'm not talking about us as a group,I'm

talking about the people who are close to you but have no respect for

you.My parents were like that but not anymore.I stood up for myself

and I will never let them walk all over me again.I know they are your

relatives and you respect them,but do they respect you? You have to

think about that.You will have mood swings and your feelings will

change but the only thing you must do is trust in god and not be

afraid.I hope you feel better.

 

Love,Nicole

 

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " awakenedspirit70 " <awakenedspirit70 wrote:

>

> I am sorry everyone I am having trouble again and are having a hard

> time believing that this is happening to me. I mean, this can be

> anything. The body stuff like pins and needles or whatever can be

> anything. My mind could be experiencing just anxiety or god knows

what.

> I lay down with my baby and got this bad image in my head as i was

half

> asleep that a man had taken him of me, and shut me out of the house

and

> was going to hurt him? Why the heck is this happening to me, this

type

> of vision? I am going from some sense of containment to utter fear

of

> something bad hanging around me and wanting to over take me. I am

> sorry, just needing so much. Perhaps some meds for my anxiety and

ocd

> thoughts may help me. I am trying chrism to hang in there. Is

there

> anyone from Australia online? I need to make real contacts at some

> stage.

>

> Ps, did everyone of you come from a buddhist background or

spiritual

> background? I was also told to stay away from buddhist beliefs and

that

> meditation was more relaxing. Wondering if anyone in this group,

was

> just a mundane, working person who is experiencing this?

>

[Guest guest]

I dont want to experience the bad stuff or see it.

 

 

 

, " ntaroiu "

<lsirca wrote:

>

> I came from a christian background not budhist and even now I

don't

> believe in those gods and godesses if you really want to know.I too

> stayed away from budhism but Kundalini is real and I had to trust

it

> so that I could live my life as normal as possible.I had no idea

> what hit me when my awakening started and it changed me

> completely.You will see things before your eyes and wonder where

they

> came from including horrible things.The key is for you not to form

> any attachment to these and to just let them go and don't judge

> them.It's a personal journey and everyone is different.Pray to god

> and trust in him and don't be afraid because if you are, everything

> will be multiplied.I know where you are coming from about you

letting

> everybody tell you what to do.I'm not talking about us as a

group,I'm

> talking about the people who are close to you but have no respect

for

> you.My parents were like that but not anymore.I stood up for myself

> and I will never let them walk all over me again.I know they are

your

> relatives and you respect them,but do they respect you? You have to

> think about that.You will have mood swings and your feelings will

> change but the only thing you must do is trust in god and not be

> afraid.I hope you feel better.

>

> Love,Nicole

>

>

> Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

> 1 , " awakenedspirit70 " <awakenedspirit70@> wrote:

> >

> > I am sorry everyone I am having trouble again and are having a

hard

> > time believing that this is happening to me. I mean, this can be

> > anything. The body stuff like pins and needles or whatever can

be

> > anything. My mind could be experiencing just anxiety or god knows

> what.

> > I lay down with my baby and got this bad image in my head as i

was

> half

> > asleep that a man had taken him of me, and shut me out of the

house

> and

> > was going to hurt him? Why the heck is this happening to me, this

> type

> > of vision? I am going from some sense of containment to utter

fear

> of

> > something bad hanging around me and wanting to over take me. I

am

> > sorry, just needing so much. Perhaps some meds for my anxiety and

> ocd

> > thoughts may help me. I am trying chrism to hang in there. Is

> there

> > anyone from Australia online? I need to make real contacts at

some

> > stage.

> >

> > Ps, did everyone of you come from a buddhist background or

> spiritual

> > background? I was also told to stay away from buddhist beliefs

and

> that

> > meditation was more relaxing. Wondering if anyone in this group,

> was

> > just a mundane, working person who is experiencing this?

> >

>

[Guest guest]

At 10:25 AM 4/28/2008, you wrote:

>I dont want to experience the bad stuff or see it.

 

Read Caroline Myss's book " Why People Don't Heal " . The answers to most of your

troubles are in that book.

 

Brandi

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

At 08:15 AM 4/28/2008, you wrote:

>I came from a christian background

 

So did I, and with great affection and admiration for our guru-loving members,

they don't grasp the kind of fear-based teachings we grew up in. Saying " get a

good guru " to someone with a background like mine is a sure-fire way to get us

to dive shaking under the covers. Getting a guru is a good piece of advice for

someone who is eager to follow the Eastern path. Not so much for our Christian

friends.

 

I now look at " Kundalini " as just a handy code-word for a whole range of

spiritual experiences and energies. Christians recognize the same energy and

call it " The Holy Spirit " (Pentecostals are Christians who raise Kundalini, even

though they don't know it).

 

>I had no idea what hit me when my awakening started and it changed me

>completely.

 

Me too. Back then I was reacting a lot like our new friend <g> ... now I would

not trade it to go back to who I was.

 

>You will see things before your eyes and wonder where they

>came from including horrible things.

 

I was raised in a Christian family and whenever anything out of the ordinary

came up it was attributed to the devil. Is it any wonder when I started having

visions I started seeing " horrible things " ? Once I accepted what was happening

to me, the visions greatly diminished and the nightmares virtually disappeared.

I only rarely get the " shakey-vibes " anymore.

 

>trust in god and not be afraid.I hope you feel better.

 

Maybe this story will be of some comfort to the Christians in the group ...

 

Keep in mind this happened back in the 80's - nobody was really talking about

this stuff back then. I was literally alone with this experience for over two

years before I found there was a name for it. After many months of horrible

nightmares and confusing visions, I confided some of my visions and dreams to my

mother. A fundamentalist Christian, she was upset by this revelation, and urged

me to go to church. I had been praying for answers for a long time. I wanted the

Lord to show me the truth, and I wanted deliverance from the nightmares that by

this time were coming night after night, so I went to church.

 

The sermon turned out to be “Visions and Dreams, How God Communicates with You.”

 

I figured if this could happen in a church, it had to be a sign that whatever

was happening, it had to be okay with God.

 

Brandi