Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 it's been an interesting month. the phenomena is there, steadily increasing. i normally don't take notice of it but made a list yesterday so as to update you on where I'm at -twitching and buzzing throughout body, i remember the left eyelid area getting more twitching than the rest of body - vibrations throughout body.. especially before or after sleep. mostly at root but also in my chest - sometimes randomly see aura, not sure.. only saw color once (green) but usually its transparent thin around a persons head -quick twinges, not all that painful but surprising, at crown right in center of head at the top.. also most recently these sharp quick feelings have been felt in the chest/solar plexus -one day this happened several times. i was watching a movie noticed how my jaw was tense.. i relaxed and then felt very sharp painful bursts on the right side of the neck into the jaw -some issues with digestion.. feel a change in diet is necessary. will try a raw diet this summer for a month for detox purposes.. also trying to lessen the amount of meat eaten. -during meditation (open eye) it was daylight and i saw glistening sparkling infront of me. out of the corner of my eye, it seemed like there was transparent vibrations in the air -- the most common phenomena for me is hearing high pitched sounds, sometimes low pitched usually really high pitched, like tones.. usually left ear but sometimes right ear as well. maybe its because hearing is my most acute sense being a musician. also, during meditation I sometimes have this sound coming from the middle of my head. i can't even describe what sort of sound it is because it sounds so strange, theres no beginning to it.. its kind of like an unstruck sound? like crickets a little bit? its a very full sound. i wonder if its just the blood moving through my body, dont know. not sure if all that is important but no waste in being open about it for your input besides the phenomena, an interesting occurance has taken place. i was raised jewish and have disliked the word God for a while.. maybe that is what drew me to buddhism in the past.. but i have been reading Daughter of Fire by irina tweedie (diary of training with sufi master) and also writings on christian mysticism.. and feel that now i am letting go of my ignorance and negative attitudes towards God.. and embracing that God is everything. i feel a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.. i know that i will never understand God but now I am much more open to God, whatever It is. its strange.. but reading about enlightenment from a different perspective than that of the East has opened up a door for me. since i'm reconnecting with God and something that i gave up as a child, i'm more understanding the unity of all paths and specifically why i'm choosing this one. daily i have been focusing on the breath and trying to be compassionate to those around me, less and less thinking about myself and my needs.. though its hard, it is necessary. I still have issues during meditation with tenseness in my neck/jaw but had a great mantra meditation the other day where i could barely hear my own voice anymore, it was somewhere above my head to the right, and all around my was a pervading silence. a short but silent experience. i am slowly progressing towards nothing. letting go of what i think and trying to embrace All that Is without trying to understand it.. which may be the hardest part for me since i'm an intellectual type. thank you for taking the time to read my report, mikael Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 Thank you for sharing your experiences Mikael! It sounds like you are doing terrific and it helps us all to read of each others progress. Sarita , " mikael " <mixolyd wrote: > > > it's been an interesting month. the phenomena is there, steadily > increasing. i normally don't take notice of it but made a list > yesterday so as to update you on where I'm at > > -twitching and buzzing throughout body, i remember the left eyelid > area getting more twitching than the rest of body > > - vibrations throughout body.. especially before or after sleep. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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