Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 There is no need to reply unless you want. I just thought I would give you an update on what's been going on with me. The brain clicking off and on thing turned more to me not being able to think except in fragmented thougts for a while and I went into a bit of depression for a few days. I couldn't really keep up with time and 'what was what' for a while. Had to act normal as best I could round James with him being home everyday and all. I think I was still on the wild ride. LOL! Saturday/Sunday things began to calm down and I was able to think more clearly. By Sunday the energy was moving up and down my spine often. It became more diffuse and very warm, rather than feeling like a hard knot going up my back. When it would get to my heart chakra it would send little surges of energy into my brain, which was much more pleasent than the on and off stuff. That is still continuing but not as often as on Sunday. I came close to backing out of the healing incursion for Mohan but I ask Shakti's lips if I should continue and she said yes. I think it's a good thing I am a diamond point this time and not one of FRIAS. I don't feel I have been doing all that well because I have not been able to meditate so well this past week. The last three days I have been doing much much better with it.. since my mind has cleared. Today I feel it went really well. The last day James was at the hospital I had a really cool meditation while there. While James was setting up on the couch watching a scifi movie, I laid back on his hospital bed and meditated. It was not long before Shakti's lips appeared and the image stay for sometime, so I ask Shakti if it would be ok if I could see her whole face and her face formed, but with her eyes closed. LOL! After a few seconds more, I said to her, " I was really hoping I could look into your eyes. " She gave a big smile and slowly opened her eyes and they were blue! I was expecting them to be brown from all the picture I had seen on the net. But they were a beautiful blue and the most amaging part was that the white of her eyes was not solid but a very bright luminous light. They were breath taking. Anyways, I think my brain as finally adjusted to the extra energy going on. I was so glad I had been practicing 'inner joy', it was a big help as well as the Dalai Lama CD again. Blessing & love, linda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 7, 2008 Report Share Posted May 7, 2008 That sounds wonderful Linda! I used to see Shakti as a blue serpent, but a few months ago she started showing up as a blue lady swaying as though she was dancing. Really cool to be able to communicate this way isn't it? How is James feeling? Any more doves, lol. Sarita , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > There is no need to reply unless you want. I just thought I would give > you an update on what's been going on with me. The brain clicking off > and on thing turned more to me not being able to think except in > fragmented thougts for a while and I went into a bit of depression for > a few days. I couldn't really keep up with time and 'what was what' > for a while. Had to act normal as best I could round James with him > being home everyday and all. I think I was still on the wild ride. > LOL! Saturday/Sunday things began to calm down and I was able to think > more clearly. By Sunday the energy was moving up and down my spine > often. It became more diffuse and very warm, rather than feeling like a > hard knot going up my back. When it would get to my heart chakra it > would send little surges of energy into my brain, which was much more > pleasent than the on and off stuff. That is still continuing but not > as often as on Sunday. > > I came close to backing out of the healing incursion for Mohan but I > ask Shakti's lips if I should continue and she said yes. I think it's a > good thing I am a diamond point this time and not one of FRIAS. I don't > feel I have been doing all that well because I have not been able to > meditate so well this past week. The last three days I have been doing > much much better with it.. since my mind has cleared. Today I feel it > went really well. > > The last day James was at the hospital I had a really cool meditation > while there. While James was setting up on the couch watching a scifi > movie, I laid back on his hospital bed and meditated. It was not long > before Shakti's lips appeared and the image stay for sometime, so I ask > Shakti if it would be ok if I could see her whole face and her face > formed, but with her eyes closed. LOL! After a few seconds more, I said > to her, " I was really hoping I could look into your eyes. " She gave a > big smile and slowly opened her eyes and they were blue! I was > expecting them to be brown from all the picture I had seen on the net. > But they were a beautiful blue and the most amaging part was that the > white of her eyes was not solid but a very bright luminous light. They > were breath taking. > > Anyways, I think my brain as finally adjusted to the extra energy going > on. I was so glad I had been practicing 'inner joy', it was a big help > as well as the Dalai Lama CD again. > > Blessing & love, > linda > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 16, 2008 Report Share Posted May 16, 2008 Hi Linda, I just wanted you to know that your description of Shakti was inspiring. Thank you for that. Also, I'm glad to hear that James is back home. May you both heal into love. Peter , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > There is no need to reply unless you want. I just thought I would give > you an update on what's been going on with me. The brain clicking off > and on thing turned more to me not being able to think except in > fragmented thougts for a while and I went into a bit of depression for > a few days. I couldn't really keep up with time and 'what was what' > for a while. Had to act normal as best I could round James with him > being home everyday and all. I think I was still on the wild ride. > LOL! Saturday/Sunday things began to calm down and I was able to think > more clearly. By Sunday the energy was moving up and down my spine > often. It became more diffuse and very warm, rather than feeling like a > hard knot going up my back. When it would get to my heart chakra it > would send little surges of energy into my brain, which was much more > pleasent than the on and off stuff. That is still continuing but not > as often as on Sunday. > > I came close to backing out of the healing incursion for Mohan but I > ask Shakti's lips if I should continue and she said yes. I think it's a > good thing I am a diamond point this time and not one of FRIAS. I don't > feel I have been doing all that well because I have not been able to > meditate so well this past week. The last three days I have been doing > much much better with it.. since my mind has cleared. Today I feel it > went really well. > > The last day James was at the hospital I had a really cool meditation > while there. While James was setting up on the couch watching a scifi > movie, I laid back on his hospital bed and meditated. It was not long > before Shakti's lips appeared and the image stay for sometime, so I ask > Shakti if it would be ok if I could see her whole face and her face > formed, but with her eyes closed. LOL! After a few seconds more, I said > to her, " I was really hoping I could look into your eyes. " She gave a > big smile and slowly opened her eyes and they were blue! I was > expecting them to be brown from all the picture I had seen on the net. > But they were a beautiful blue and the most amaging part was that the > white of her eyes was not solid but a very bright luminous light. They > were breath taking. > > Anyways, I think my brain as finally adjusted to the extra energy going > on. I was so glad I had been practicing 'inner joy', it was a big help > as well as the Dalai Lama CD again. > > Blessing & love, > linda > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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