Car Accidents, Dreams, Kriyas, Pain

May 14, 2008

On the way to China, I looked out the window and saw a bolt of

lightening shoot across the sky. I knew something big was going to

happen and had a somewhat ominous feeling even going in the first

place. I had accepted this. The first day I got into a 7 car pile

up and have been nursing my head injury. I decided to not take the

nervous system medication, minimal pain medication which I am no

longer taking and the other random mystery pills given to me. It's

been quite painful.

Two days after the accident, my arms and fingers were shaking

uncontrollably and it lasted for a couple days. The pain in my head

was so intense, I couldn't do anything but hold my head. It felt

like a ring of knives around my head, slicing and then sliced right

over the top of my head and through the center... and a stab wound

right into my third eye. When I first shaved my head, I noticed my

head shape was different but thought I was imagining things. The

bump on my head has gotten smaller but is still there and my head

looks MUCH different (to me) than it did even a month ago. It's sore

and cranky to touch the top-slightly-back part of my head. It's all

bumpy and uneven feeling and it's hard to shave now because it's

all... bumpy and ridgy. heh

I've been trying to draw but everything that comes out looks like

I've been tripping on LSD. Today, my vision was distorted and I was

trying to stand up in class and fell over and landed on my side.

Shooting pain at the very base of my spine where my tailbone is.

Great. After that, my legs started with the kriyas and as I was

walking outside for my dinner, I fell again and lost the ability to

walk for a few seconds. I felt as though the lower half of my body

was... not really a part of me. I could see and feel all this energy

draining out of me. Going downwards instead of upwards...

The dream I had on March 8-March 9 seems to link in to whatever is

going on... In it, I had HUGE open wounds running down my shins and

needed to go get surgery for them (although not in any western kind

of hospital) and as they were putting me under I left my body

completely. Haven't done that in a while, maintaining lucidity in a

dream and then OBEing out completely. When I came to in the dream

again, I could not walk. Then I decided to sell weed in the hospital

to help the cancer patients (I don't know why..) I could not smoke it

in the dream, anyway. A friend was there to stop me. Then I'm at a

beach where I'm trying to pick a name. 6-7 came to me. I only

managed to write one down after I'd woken up in the morning. I've

searched for the language. I know I didn't write it down 100%

correctly, either. Can't find anything on it. It's Aktanat.

So, anyway, I thought I'd update on what's going on in my world. I'm

struggling with the upgrades but a bit limited on the exercises I

used to do... But not too much, after asking, it's not staying

contained into my home life at the moment. I feel like ONE HUGE BALL

of instability, actually. Being one with the trees and trying to

stay grounded but I'm still all over the place. Could do without the

hot flashes. heh

Love

May 14, 2008

I'm sure can answer you,on many issues.........but perhaps you need the

healing group for a while as well.

Igor.

:

bethany_abear: Wed, 14 May 2008 13:00:53 +0000Subject:

Car Accidents, Dreams, Kriyas, Pain

On the way to China, I looked out the window and saw a bolt of lightening shoot

across the sky. I knew something big was going to happen and had a somewhat

ominous feeling even going in the first place. I had accepted this. The first

day I got into a 7 car pile up and have been nursing my head injury. I decided

to not take the nervous system medication, minimal pain medication which I am no

longer taking and the other random mystery pills given to me. It's been quite

painful. Two days after the accident, my arms and fingers were shaking

uncontrollably and it lasted for a couple days. The pain in my head was so

intense, I couldn't do anything but hold my head. It felt like a ring of knives

around my head, slicing and then sliced right over the top of my head and

through the center... and a stab wound right into my third eye. When I first

shaved my head, I noticed my head shape was different but thought I was

imagining things. The bump on my head has gotten smaller but is still there and

my head looks MUCH different (to me) than it did even a month ago. It's sore and

cranky to touch the top-slightly-back part of my head. It's all bumpy and uneven

feeling and it's hard to shave now because it's all... bumpy and ridgy. hehI've

been trying to draw but everything that comes out looks like I've been tripping

on LSD. Today, my vision was distorted and I was trying to stand up in class and

fell over and landed on my side. Shooting pain at the very base of my spine

where my tailbone is. Great. After that, my legs started with the kriyas and as

I was walking outside for my dinner, I fell again and lost the ability to walk

for a few seconds. I felt as though the lower half of my body was... not really

a part of me. I could see and feel all this energy draining out of me. Going

downwards instead of upwards...The dream I had on March 8-March 9 seems to link

in to whatever is going on... In it, I had HUGE open wounds running down my

shins and needed to go get surgery for them (although not in any western kind of

hospital) and as they were putting me under I left my body completely. Haven't

done that in a while, maintaining lucidity in a dream and then OBEing out

completely. When I came to in the dream again, I could not walk. Then I decided

to sell weed in the hospital to help the cancer patients (I don't know why..) I

could not smoke it in the dream, anyway. A friend was there to stop me. Then I'm

at a beach where I'm trying to pick a name. 6-7 came to me. I only managed to

write one down after I'd woken up in the morning. I've searched for the

language. I know I didn't write it down 100% correctly, either. Can't find

anything on it. It's Aktanat.So, anyway, I thought I'd update on what's going on

in my world. I'm struggling with the upgrades but a bit limited on the exercises

I used to do... But not too much, after asking, it's not staying contained into

my home life at the moment. I feel like ONE HUGE BALL of instability, actually.

Being one with the trees and trying to stay grounded but I'm still all over the

place. Could do without the hot flashes. heh :)Love

_______________

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May 14, 2008

Blessings to you, Bethany and prayers/thoughts of healing and wellness!

The name Aktanat sounds SO Egyptian to me. But that's my filter. I

suppose it could be south-east Asian as well. I have names come to me

in dreams, too. People as well as place names. I don't know what to do

with them. I will go look on Google just to see what I get but usually

it's nothing or too vague.

I haven't been in an accident but the last 2 days I've had what feels

like a bad bruise on the bump that's just behind your ear that's the

back of your skull(it's called the mastoid process--it sticks out). My

hubby swears he didn't whack me while I was sleeping! LOL! So why it's

so sore I cringe when I touch it, I have no idea!

I hope you are OK, if you are in China! Keep us posted, Bethany.

Love to you, keep healing, Girl!!!

Valarie

May 14, 2008

Nice work with your medications. The Kundalini will heal you

Bethany. That is what is occurring. I know your not being given much

of a choice by the Shakti but as best you can please allow and

welcome these changes as they occur. Perhaps the earthquake that

struck China would have done far more serious damage had you not had

the accident.

Let your head change its shape this isn't unusual and the cranial

plates will readjust into positions that will allow for the flow

coming from the fontanel to rebalance.

The Kriyas will come and these are merely energetic infusions that

are changing not only the infusion of the physical but also of your

emotional and mental body. Please allow these changes in these areas

to occur as well Bethany. It can be easy to slip into feelings of

despair with what is occurring. It can be difficult and is difficult

Bethany but do try to see what strengths are being developed for you

from this experience.

I would stop shaving the head. Leave it alone for a time. Same with

the other expressions of personal ego identification. Let the body

just " be " as it is while you heal. What is your level of movement at

this time Bethany?

If you are not steady on your feet then please teach as much as you

can from a seated position. If you are doing anything of a Kundalini

generative activity please stop. Shakti is alive and awake in you

and meditation or prayers and practices like them, at this time, can

be like putting out fire with gasoline.

Please put yourself into the Kundalini Healing group and perhaps we

can orchestrate an incursion if you are willing.

Its a rough ride being in a big foreign city as these changes occur

Bethany but this is the place where you are and these changes are

occurring for a reason and though yes I know at this time that

doesn't help much with the situation just know it is not a mistake

that this is occurring for you now, where you are, and you " are "

being held in the arms of Shakti and High Self(ves).

I will begin coming to you with your permission as well. Please put

aside, for a time, all interest in the opposite sex. Please put

aside your concerns about money though do keep yourself fed and

sheltered and as clean as you can. Unless the Shakti pulls your eyes

into the back of your head on her own keep them straight. Keep the

tongue up unless it is forced down if that occurs keep it down.

No acupuncture or any kind of energetic medicine that isn't coming

from an understanding of the Kundalini. Please feel your strength

and validate it with your psychology. Validate it for the experience

that you are inside and realize that you are indeed strong and do

indeed have a purpose behind what is happening for you.

Write to me off list for some other protocols that can be of service

towards the amelioration of your pain.

The dreams are an indication of what needs to be cleared for you in

regards to your leg channels. In other words don't to go anywhere.

Not to China or anywhere other than where you are. These changes

need to be given and received first before you travel again.

Especially now. So settle in as best you can and DO NOT surrender

the passport to anyone or agency. - Let me know and we here on this

group know how things continue to go for you dear friend! -

blessings Bethany - chrism

, " Bethany "

<bethany_abear wrote:

>

> On the way to China, I looked out the window and saw a bolt of

> lightening shoot across the sky.

May 14, 2008

Your skills also have distance capability Igor? What do you think? -

blessings my friend - chrism

, Igor Alphus

<Alphu-s wrote:

>

> I'm sure can answer you,on many issues.........but perhaps

you need the healing group for a while as well.

> Igor.

>

> : bethany_abear: Wed, 14

May 2008 13:00:53 +0000 Car

Accidents, Dreams, Kriyas, Pain

>

> On the way to China, I looked out the window and saw a bolt of

lightening shoot across the sky. I knew something big was going to

happen and had a somewhat ominous feeling even going in the first

place. I had accepted this. The first day I got into a 7 car pile up

and have been nursing my head injury. I decided to not take the

nervous system medication, minimal pain medication which I am no

longer taking and the other random mystery pills given to me. It's

been quite painful. Two days after the accident, my arms and fingers

were shaking uncontrollably and it lasted for a couple days. The

pain in my head was so intense, I couldn't do anything but hold my

head. It felt like a ring of knives around my head, slicing and then

sliced right over the top of my head and through the center... and a

stab wound right into my third eye. When I first shaved my head, I

noticed my head shape was different but thought I was imagining

things. The bump on my head has gotten smaller but is still there

and my head looks MUCH different (to me) than it did even a month

ago. It's sore and cranky to touch the top-slightly-back part of my

head. It's all bumpy and uneven feeling and it's hard to shave now

because it's all... bumpy and ridgy. hehI've been trying to draw but

everything that comes out looks like I've been tripping on LSD.

Today, my vision was distorted and I was trying to stand up in class

and fell over and landed on my side. Shooting pain at the very base

of my spine where my tailbone is. Great. After that, my legs started

with the kriyas and as I was walking outside for my dinner, I fell

again and lost the ability to walk for a few seconds. I felt as

though the lower half of my body was... not really a part of me. I

could see and feel all this energy draining out of me. Going

downwards instead of upwards...The dream I had on March 8-March 9

seems to link in to whatever is going on... In it, I had HUGE open

wounds running down my shins and needed to go get surgery for them

(although not in any western kind of hospital) and as they were

putting me under I left my body completely. Haven't done that in a

while, maintaining lucidity in a dream and then OBEing out

completely. When I came to in the dream again, I could not walk.

Then I decided to sell weed in the hospital to help the cancer

patients (I don't know why..) I could not smoke it in the dream,

anyway. A friend was there to stop me. Then I'm at a beach where I'm

trying to pick a name. 6-7 came to me. I only managed to write one

down after I'd woken up in the morning. I've searched for the

language. I know I didn't write it down 100% correctly, either.

Can't find anything on it. It's Aktanat.So, anyway, I thought I'd

update on what's going on in my world. I'm struggling with the

upgrades but a bit limited on the exercises I used to do... But not

too much, after asking, it's not staying contained into my home life

at the moment. I feel like ONE HUGE BALL of instability, actually.

Being one with the trees and trying to stay grounded but I'm still

all over the place. Could do without the hot flashes. heh :)Love

_______________

> If you like crossword puzzles, then you'll love Flexicon, a game

which combines four overlapping crossword puzzles into one!

> http://g.msn.ca/ca55/208

>

May 15, 2008

Ha Ha and yes that is correct i do do the distance don't i.

So i will i just need to figure out who this is for and the

original posting.

Igor.

:

: Wed, 14 May 2008 18:59:03 +0000Subject:

Re: Car Accidents, Dreams, Kriyas, Pain

Your skills also have distance capability Igor? What do you think? - blessings

my friend - chrism , Igor

Alphus <Alphu-s wrote:>> I'm sure can answer you,on many

issues.........but perhaps you need the healing group for a while as well.>

Igor.> > > : bethany_abear: Wed, 14 May

2008 13:00:53 +0000 Car Accidents,

Dreams, Kriyas, Pain> > > > > On the way to China, I looked out the window and

saw a bolt of lightening shoot across the sky. I knew something big was going to

happen and had a somewhat ominous feeling even going in the first place. I had

accepted this. The first day I got into a 7 car pile up and have been nursing my

head injury. I decided to not take the nervous system medication, minimal pain

medication which I am no longer taking and the other random mystery pills given

to me. It's been quite painful. Two days after the accident, my arms and fingers

were shaking uncontrollably and it lasted for a couple days. The pain in my head

was so intense, I couldn't do anything but hold my head. It felt like a ring of

knives around my head, slicing and then sliced right over the top of my head and