Guest guest Posted May 22, 2008 Report Share Posted May 22, 2008 This is a cross posting from the OBE group. http://tech.OBE_Newsletter/ Many people with active Kundalini will not be experiencing the OBE states as the body is being transformed and the transformation has an anchoring effect of the soul body to the earth body often on the Kundalini active individual. This isnt a permanent condition so no worries if you have been active with the OBEs and now find yourself somewhat grounded. The changes need to be made first before you out of body with an active Kundalini signature. This is a post of some slow motion OBE experiences I had back in 1987 and 88. While living in the Yosemite Valley in the California Sierra moiuntains. - blessings all - chrism *************************************************************** Some people who are drawn to interests such as the OBE already hear certain high pitched frequencies in their daily awake life. I know I do and have for many years. Sometimes the frequencies can be so loud and annoying as to come under the diagnosis of tinnitus. An uncontrolled and un-sourcable quality of loud sounds coming into the hearing centers of the brain. Sometimes as loud as a passing locomotive or a jet aircraft taking off. This isn't about tinnitus though. It is about the very high pitched frequencies sometimes changing sometimes unchanging. Extremely high sounds that can be heard if one stills the conscious self enough to listen. The frequencies are always there for me and I consciously send out my own frequencies to harmonize with them. I go up a third over them for a nice blend.-lol Sometimes when I have OBEd in slow motion, like some here will do i.e. when I have lifted out of the body slowly and one section of the body at a time I have heard these frequencies become extremely loud and increased in volume. I hear multiple frequencies and they almost become as a scream of sound at different pitches all at once as I continue to lift out or roll out per Robert Monroe's techniques. Typically when going from a sleep paralyzed position into the OBE following the vibrations. This would occur for me back in 1987 pre Kundalini. This force of sound I feel is the change in the position not of the source of the sound but of the person sensing it. As we exit the body and inhabit for a time both physical and the external or astral body we are quickly thrust into areas of densities that are similar and yet far different than what we know to be as high or low or thick or thin at the same time, and even though we carry familiar concepts with us and sculpt our experiences with in them it doesn't change the dynamics of the densities that are there merely our interactions and perceptions within them. Nothing is wrong and no damage is being done. It is to me the equivalent of the sound of a lock being turned by a key or the hinges of a door being heard to move. My opinion of it anyway. The first time I heard this it scared me badly as I was rolling out of my body towards the left I could literally hear what felt like the fabric of sound tearing and screaming out its pain at my incursion. In my fear I snapped back into the body with no apparent damage done. I learned from this and other similar experiences that when we leave the body sometimes our physical senses will pick up and process phenomena that is and isn't of the physical at the same time. As the consciousness is in the body and outside of it at the same time a blending of stimulus can be experienced. Like when one sits up in the body while the rest of the body is still reclined. Much depends on where the consciousness is predisposed to experience and everyone is unique in that area. This could be a slow motion version of the " Whoosh " or the " thunderclap " or the " pops " and many of the other " sudden " sounds one experiences at the point of separation. When the consciousness leaves quickly these sounds and the dynamics of them can pass so fast as to barely be noticed as the person can exit the physical and causal bodies so rapidly as to exclude or diminish them. Or their own guidance is helping to dampen these phenomena. These are merely my experiences and conclusions and no attempt to explain anybody else's experiences with it is being given. Just some thoughts on some slow OBE separations I have had and the phenomena associated with them. - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 22, 2008 Report Share Posted May 22, 2008 That is so interesting. I've been interested in OBEs for years but have never been aware of having one. But I HAVE had the sudden sound of a gale-force wind or a bomb-blast rock me out of sleep into wide, heart-pounding awakeness sitting bolt upright in my bed! And nothing, not even my lightly snoring husband next to me seemed disturbed by anything, so it wasn't exterior. If that was the sound of tearing coming the other way, back into a body, then that makes me think I do go OBE but have no memory of it. Is that even possible? Now, I have the most vivid, detailed dreams I've ever heard of. Not usually lucid, though. But that seems a totally different thing to me. I have been dipping into William Buhlman's book " Adventures Out of Body " for a year now but I really can't say I've had anything like what he describes. I'd really love to experience it but have a feeling I'm just not adept enough to handle it yet. And as for high pitched sounds, yes, I have those in waking times as well, always as a background noise. I never thought of them as tinnitus. But in quiet times, it will surge louder and is just another thing I can focus on when meditating, besides breath. It doesn't get in the way of anything. It's powering up right now, actually. LOL When it does that it just fills my ears and head! Very interesting! I like hearing about this topic. One day, maybe I'll get to experience it, too. Love, Valarie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 hI chrism & all, don't know if you remember. i posted my first post a couple weeks ago. this post really got to me. in the last few months maybe even since i got my husband (chaos) out of my house, i have been hearing the energy sound inside myself. i hear it right now. i hear it most of the time unless i am very focused on something then it comes right back. ive wondered why i can hear it now and what it was. the only way i can describe it is....you know if you turn on the tv to a channel that doesn't have a station on it the snow that shows up and the sound it produces. its like that except high pitch. it goes up and down in loudness. i guess if it got any louder than it has it could be annoying. i do zone in on it while meditating. i heard a sound slightly different but much louder and more outside my self while i was at the beach one day recently. no one else seemed to notice it. when i was pregnant about 22yrs ago i remember hearing a sound a lot that sounded like denim material rubbing together. i have wondered about something that happened to me when i was 16 (and some things that are happening now). i was lying in bed on my side with my hands under my pillow. i felt sure i was awake but was paralyzed. i could not move no matter how hard i tried. i had the tv snow sound very loud and i could actually feel it all over my body. im not sure how long this lasted but it felt like for ever. i was scared to death and finally bolted out of it. i was so scared i turned on all the lights and didn't sleep well for a while. i even borrowed a rosary from my cousin to sleep with. this is embarrassing to talk about but im going to any way. i did sleep walk as a child but i don't think that is what is happening to me now. probably about 10 times over the last year and a half i have gotten up maybe an hour or two after falling asleep. i get up and eat something and go back to bed. its as if im asleep but i have vague memories of it. i wake up in the morning surprised to find evidence of my being in the kitchen. then have the vague memorie of it. the doc i went to doesn't seem to think its sleep walking because of the memories of it. just curious of anyone's thought on these things. also about five times over the last 6 months i hear my husband or son call my name loudly and wake to find no one there. thanks for your thoughts i appreciate everyone participation & experiences on this list debby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 Hi, Debra (my mom's name. :-). Hmm. I to have experienced this paralysis before. I'm not sure if anyone else has. My take on it is that it's a different level of consciousness outside that of the physical body. It took me 20minutes to just rock myself (still couldn't move my limbs). I actually had to rock off of my bed and hit the floor to regain consciousness of my extremeties. Htp Ian Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry " DEBRA WILLIAMS " <dwilliams25 Fri, 23 May 2008 12:21:22 To: Re:Tearing the Fabric of Sound hI chrism & all, don't know if you remember. i posted my first post a couple weeks ago. this post really got to me. in the last few months maybe even since i got my husband (chaos) out of my house, i have been hearing the energy sound inside myself. i hear it right now. i hear it most of the time unless i am very focused on something then it comes right back. ive wondered why i can hear it now and what it was. the only way i can describe it is....you know if you turn on the tv to a channel that doesn't have a station on it the snow that shows up and the sound it produces. its like that except high pitch. it goes up and down in loudness. i guess if it got any louder than it has it could be annoying. i do zone in on it while meditating. i heard a sound slightly different but much louder and more outside my self while i was at the beach one day recently. no one else seemed to notice it. when i was pregnant about 22yrs ago i remember hearing a sound a lot that sounded like denim material rubbing together. i have wondered about something that happened to me when i was 16 (and some things that are happening now). i was lying in bed on my side with my hands under my pillow. i felt sure i was awake but was paralyzed. i could not move no matter how hard i tried. i had the tv snow sound very loud and i could actually feel it all over my body. im not sure how long this lasted but it felt like for ever. i was scared to death and finally bolted out of it. i was so scared i turned on all the lights and didn't sleep well for a while. i even borrowed a rosary from my cousin to sleep with. this is embarrassing to talk about but im going to any way. i did sleep walk as a child but i don't think that is what is happening to me now. probably about 10 times over the last year and a half i have gotten up maybe an hour or two after falling asleep. i get up and eat something and go back to bed. its as if im asleep but i have vague memories of it. i wake up in the morning surprised to find evidence of my being in the kitchen. then have the vague memorie of it. the doc i went to doesn't seem to think its sleep walking because of the memories of it. just curious of anyone's thought on these things. also about five times over the last 6 months i hear my husband or son call my name loudly and wake to find no one there. thanks for your thoughts i appreciate everyone participation & experiences on this list debby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 Hi Debby! I'm sure you will get other answers, but I would like to make a few comments. What you experienced at 16 sounds a lot like sleep paralysis to me and you might have been experiencing pre OOB (out of body) symptoms. Claudia is our OBE expert, so I'm sure she will have come comments for you. I too have heard loud noises at times that nobody else hears. Sometimes a door slamming, a gunshot or the " static " sound. Sarita , " DEBRA WILLIAMS " <dwilliams25 wrote: > > hI chrism & all, > don't know if you remember. i posted my first post a couple weeks ago. > this post really got to me. in the last few months maybe even since i got my husband (chaos) out of my house, i have been hearing the energy sound inside myself. i hear it right now. i hear it most of the time unless i am very focused on something then it comes right back. ive wondered why i can hear it now and what it was. the only way i can describe it is....you know if you turn on the tv to a channel that doesn't have a station on it the snow that shows up and the sound it produces. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 , godsend08 wrote: > > Hi, Debra (my mom's name. :-). Hmm. I to have experienced this paralysis before. I'm not sure if anyone else has. My take on it is that it's a different level of consciousness outside that of the physical body. It took me 20minutes to just rock myself (still couldn't move my limbs). I actually had to rock off of my bed and hit the floor to regain consciousness of my extremeties. > > > Htp > > Ian > Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry > wow that must have been a scare. i think mine was shorter that that but it was enough. i think i had some short term effect from it but i think the fight or flight feeling got me moving pretty quick once i was released. thanks for your thoughts and welcome to the group. :-) debby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 Here is a link to an article about Hypnagogia on Wikipedia. I think the Hypnagogic state explains a lot of the symptoms you are referring to: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnagogia Sarita , godsend08 wrote: > > Hi, Debra (my mom's name. :-). Hmm. I to have experienced this paralysis before. I'm not sure if anyone else has. My take on it is that it's a different level of consciousness outside that of the physical body. It took me 20minutes to just rock myself (still couldn't move my limbs). I actually had to rock off of my bed and hit the floor to regain consciousness of my extremeties. > > > Htp > > Ian > Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry > > > " DEBRA WILLIAMS " <dwilliams25 > > Fri, 23 May 2008 12:21:22 > To: > Re:Tearing the Fabric of Sound > > > hI chrism & all, > don't know if you remember. i posted my first post a couple weeks ago. > this post really got to me. in the last few months maybe even since i got my husband (chaos) out of my house, i have been hearing the energy sound inside myself. i hear it right now. i hear it most of the time unless i am very focused on something then it comes right back. ive wondered why i can hear it now and what it was. the only way i can describe it is....you know if you turn on the tv to a channel that doesn't have a station on it the snow that shows up and the sound it produces. its like that except high pitch. it goes up and down in loudness. i guess if it got any louder than it has it could be annoying. i do zone in on it while meditating. i heard a sound slightly different but much louder and more outside my self while i was at the beach one day recently. no one else seemed to notice it. when i was pregnant about 22yrs ago i remember hearing a sound a lot that sounded like denim material rubbing together. > > i have wondered about something that happened to me when i was 16 (and some things that are happening now). i was lying in bed on my side with my hands under my pillow. i felt sure i was awake but was paralyzed. i could not move no matter how hard i tried. i had the tv snow sound very loud and i could actually feel it all over my body. im not sure how long this lasted but it felt like for ever. i was scared to death and finally bolted out of it. i was so scared i turned on all the lights and didn't sleep well for a while. i even borrowed a rosary from my cousin to sleep with. > > this is embarrassing to talk about but im going to any way. i did sleep walk as a child but i don't think that is what is happening to me now. probably about 10 times over the last year and a half i have gotten up maybe an hour or two after falling asleep. i get up and eat something and go back to bed. its as if im asleep but i have vague memories of it. i wake up in the morning surprised to find evidence of my being in the kitchen. then have the vague memorie of it. the doc i went to doesn't seem to think its sleep walking because of the memories of it. just curious of anyone's thought on these things. also about five times over the last 6 months i hear my husband or son call my name loudly and wake to find no one there. > > thanks for your thoughts > i appreciate everyone participation & experiences on this list > debby > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 Hi punkinzlazy. It was scary. How long did yours last? Thank you for the welcome. Nice to meet you. I wonder if anyone else has a take on this matter? Htp Ian Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry " punkinzlazy " <dwilliams25 Fri, 23 May 2008 17:26:24 Re:Tearing the Fabric of Sound Kundalini-Awakening <%40> -Systems-1 , godsend08 wrote: > > Hi, Debra (my mom's name. :-). Hmm. I to have experienced this paralysis before. I'm not sure if anyone else has. My take on it is that it's a different level of consciousness outside that of the physical body. It took me 20minutes to just rock myself (still couldn't move my limbs). I actually had to rock off of my bed and hit the floor to regain consciousness of my extremeties. > > > Htp > > Ian > Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry > wow that must have been a scare. i think mine was shorter that that but it was enough. i think i had some short term effect from it but i think the fight or flight feeling got me moving pretty quick once i was released. thanks for your thoughts and welcome to the group. :-) debby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 Hi Sarita. That sure sounds like it. While read'g that, I recall not be'g able to ask for help and feel'g a presence hold'g me down. Htp Ian Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry " Sarita " <sarita1969 Fri, 23 May 2008 17:40:31 Re:Tearing the Fabric of Sound Here is a link to an article about Hypnagogia on Wikipedia. I think the Hypnagogic state explains a lot of the symptoms you are referring to: http://en.wikipedia <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnagogia> ..org/wiki/Hypnagogia Sarita Kundalini-Awakening <%40> -Systems-1 , godsend08 wrote: > > Hi, Debra (my mom's name. :-). Hmm. I to have experienced this paralysis before. I'm not sure if anyone else has. My take on it is that it's a different level of consciousness outside that of the physical body. It took me 20minutes to just rock myself (still couldn't move my limbs). I actually had to rock off of my bed and hit the floor to regain consciousness of my extremeties. > > > Htp > > Ian > Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry > > > " DEBRA WILLIAMS " <dwilliams25 > > Fri, 23 May 2008 12:21:22 > To:<Kundalini-Awakening <%40> -Systems-1 > > Re:Tearing the Fabric of Sound > > > hI chrism & all, > don't know if you remember. i posted my first post a couple weeks ago. > this post really got to me. in the last few months maybe even since i got my husband (chaos) out of my house, i have been hearing the energy sound inside myself. i hear it right now. i hear it most of the time unless i am very focused on something then it comes right back. ive wondered why i can hear it now and what it was. the only way i can describe it is....you know if you turn on the tv to a channel that doesn't have a station on it the snow that shows up and the sound it produces. its like that except high pitch. it goes up and down in loudness. i guess if it got any louder than it has it could be annoying. i do zone in on it while meditating. i heard a sound slightly different but much louder and more outside my self while i was at the beach one day recently. no one else seemed to notice it. when i was pregnant about 22yrs ago i remember hearing a sound a lot that sounded like denim material rubbing together. > > i have wondered about something that happened to me when i was 16 (and some things that are happening now). i was lying in bed on my side with my hands under my pillow. i felt sure i was awake but was paralyzed. i could not move no matter how hard i tried. i had the tv snow sound very loud and i could actually feel it all over my body. im not sure how long this lasted but it felt like for ever. i was scared to death and finally bolted out of it. i was so scared i turned on all the lights and didn't sleep well for a while. i even borrowed a rosary from my cousin to sleep with. > > this is embarrassing to talk about but im going to any way. i did sleep walk as a child but i don't think that is what is happening to me now. probably about 10 times over the last year and a half i have gotten up maybe an hour or two after falling asleep. i get up and eat something and go back to bed. its as if im asleep but i have vague memories of it. i wake up in the morning surprised to find evidence of my being in the kitchen. then have the vague memorie of it. the doc i went to doesn't seem to think its sleep walking because of the memories of it. just curious of anyone's thought on these things. also about five times over the last 6 months i hear my husband or son call my name loudly and wake to find no one there. > > thanks for your thoughts > i appreciate everyone participation & experiences on this list > debby > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 Hi Debra, @@@ i was so scared i turned on all the lights and didn't sleep well for a while. i even borrowed a rosary from my cousin to sleep with.@@@ Back in the late 70's, early 80's I use to wake up with what felt like my bed was moving and it scared me so bad I slept with one of those large family bible laid across my chest. It was the only bible I had at the times. I didn't know what was happening then, but now I know it was only the viberations one gets when they leave their body at night. My youngest sister used to sleep walk a lot, but I don't know if she ever had any momeries while doing it. Just a guess, but eating something while one is asleep, could cause you to become aware just enough to have some vague memories of it. Just my opinion. Sometimes my sister would do something that would cause her to wake up, so I would think it would be possible become aware enough to have memories. Linda , " DEBRA WILLIAMS " <dwilliams25 wrote: > > hI chrism & all, > don't know if you remember. i posted my first post a couple weeks ago. > this post really got to me. in the last few months maybe even since i got my husband (chaos) out of my house, i have been hearing the energy sound inside myself. i hear it right now. i hear it most of the time unless i am very focused on something then it comes right back. ive wondered why i can hear it now and what it was. the only way i can describe it is....you know if you turn on the tv to a channel that doesn't have a station on it the snow that shows up and the sound it produces. its like that except high pitch. it goes up and down in loudness. i guess if it got any louder than it has it could be annoying. i do zone in on it while meditating. i heard a sound slightly different but much louder and more outside my self while i was at the beach one day recently. no one else seemed to notice it. when i was pregnant about 22yrs ago i remember hearing a sound a lot that sounded like denim material rubbing together. > > i have wondered about something that happened to me when i was 16 (and some things that are happening now). i was lying in bed on my side with my hands under my pillow. i felt sure i was awake but was paralyzed. i could not move no matter how hard i tried. i had the tv snow sound very loud and i could actually feel it all over my body. im not sure how long this lasted but it felt like for ever. i was scared to death and finally bolted out of it. i was so scared i turned on all the lights and didn't sleep well for a while. i even borrowed a rosary from my cousin to sleep with. > > this is embarrassing to talk about but im going to any way. i did sleep walk as a child but i don't think that is what is happening to me now. probably about 10 times over the last year and a half i have gotten up maybe an hour or two after falling asleep. i get up and eat something and go back to bed. its as if im asleep but i have vague memories of it. i wake up in the morning surprised to find evidence of my being in the kitchen. then have the vague memorie of it. the doc i went to doesn't seem to think its sleep walking because of the memories of it. just curious of anyone's thought on these things. also about five times over the last 6 months i hear my husband or son call my name loudly and wake to find no one there. > > thanks for your thoughts > i appreciate everyone participation & experiences on this list > debby > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 This is called sleep paralysis, which is something that happens naturally everynight when your physical body falls asleep. It is a process that keeps the physical body from acting out whatever you happen to be dreaming. When you physically act out something in your sleep there is a malfunction with this process, such as sleep walking. My hubby has had a malfunction with this several times where he has hit the bed with his fist, hard. I don't know who or what he was fighting, but I am glad he missed me. LOL! Linda , godsend08 wrote: > > Hi, Debra (my mom's name. :-). Hmm. I to have experienced this paralysis before. I'm not sure if anyone else has. My take on it is that it's a different level of consciousness outside that of the physical body. It took me 20minutes to just rock myself (still couldn't move my limbs). I actually had to rock off of my bed and hit the floor to regain consciousness of my extremeties. > > > Htp > > Ian > Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry > > > " DEBRA WILLIAMS " <dwilliams25 > > Fri, 23 May 2008 12:21:22 > To: > Re:Tearing the Fabric of Sound > > > hI chrism & all, > don't know if you remember. i posted my first post a couple weeks ago. > this post really got to me. in the last few months maybe even since i got my husband (chaos) out of my house, i have been hearing the energy sound inside myself. i hear it right now. i hear it most of the time unless i am very focused on something then it comes right back. ive wondered why i can hear it now and what it was. the only way i can describe it is....you know if you turn on the tv to a channel that doesn't have a station on it the snow that shows up and the sound it produces. its like that except high pitch. it goes up and down in loudness. i guess if it got any louder than it has it could be annoying. i do zone in on it while meditating. i heard a sound slightly different but much louder and more outside my self while i was at the beach one day recently. no one else seemed to notice it. when i was pregnant about 22yrs ago i remember hearing a sound a lot that sounded like denim material rubbing together. > > i have wondered about something that happened to me when i was 16 (and some things that are happening now). i was lying in bed on my side with my hands under my pillow. i felt sure i was awake but was paralyzed. i could not move no matter how hard i tried. i had the tv snow sound very loud and i could actually feel it all over my body. im not sure how long this lasted but it felt like for ever. i was scared to death and finally bolted out of it. i was so scared i turned on all the lights and didn't sleep well for a while. i even borrowed a rosary from my cousin to sleep with. > > this is embarrassing to talk about but im going to any way. i did sleep walk as a child but i don't think that is what is happening to me now. probably about 10 times over the last year and a half i have gotten up maybe an hour or two after falling asleep. i get up and eat something and go back to bed. its as if im asleep but i have vague memories of it. i wake up in the morning surprised to find evidence of my being in the kitchen. then have the vague memorie of it. the doc i went to doesn't seem to think its sleep walking because of the memories of it. just curious of anyone's thought on these things. also about five times over the last 6 months i hear my husband or son call my name loudly and wake to find no one there. > > thanks for your thoughts > i appreciate everyone participation & experiences on this list > debby > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 23, 2008 Report Share Posted May 23, 2008 Hi Linda. I agree that it is paralysis. I'm sure there are varying degrees of consciousness. I am just happy I could rock; otherwise, I may be typing this from that very bed now! Jk....lol Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry " Linda " <crazycats711 Fri, 23 May 2008 20:23:56 Re:Tearing the Fabric of Sound This is called sleep paralysis, which is something that happens naturally everynight when your physical body falls asleep. It is a process that keeps the physical body from acting out whatever you happen to be dreaming. When you physically act out something in your sleep there is a malfunction with this process, such as sleep walking. My hubby has had a malfunction with this several times where he has hit the bed with his fist, hard. I don't know who or what he was fighting, but I am glad he missed me. LOL! Linda Kundalini-Awakening <%40> -Systems-1 , godsend08 wrote: > > Hi, Debra (my mom's name. :-). Hmm. I to have experienced this paralysis before. I'm not sure if anyone else has. My take on it is that it's a different level of consciousness outside that of the physical body. It took me 20minutes to just rock myself (still couldn't move my limbs). I actually had to rock off of my bed and hit the floor to regain consciousness of my extremeties. > > > Htp > > Ian > Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry > > > " DEBRA WILLIAMS " <dwilliams25 > > Fri, 23 May 2008 12:21:22 > To:<Kundalini-Awakening <%40> -Systems-1 > > Re:Tearing the Fabric of Sound > > > hI chrism & all, > don't know if you remember. i posted my first post a couple weeks ago. > this post really got to me. in the last few months maybe even since i got my husband (chaos) out of my house, i have been hearing the energy sound inside myself. i hear it right now. i hear it most of the time unless i am very focused on something then it comes right back. ive wondered why i can hear it now and what it was. the only way i can describe it is....you know if you turn on the tv to a channel that doesn't have a station on it the snow that shows up and the sound it produces. its like that except high pitch. it goes up and down in loudness. i guess if it got any louder than it has it could be annoying. i do zone in on it while meditating. i heard a sound slightly different but much louder and more outside my self while i was at the beach one day recently. no one else seemed to notice it. when i was pregnant about 22yrs ago i remember hearing a sound a lot that sounded like denim material rubbing together. > > i have wondered about something that happened to me when i was 16 (and some things that are happening now). i was lying in bed on my side with my hands under my pillow. i felt sure i was awake but was paralyzed. i could not move no matter how hard i tried. i had the tv snow sound very loud and i could actually feel it all over my body. im not sure how long this lasted but it felt like for ever. i was scared to death and finally bolted out of it. i was so scared i turned on all the lights and didn't sleep well for a while. i even borrowed a rosary from my cousin to sleep with. > > this is embarrassing to talk about but im going to any way. i did sleep walk as a child but i don't think that is what is happening to me now. probably about 10 times over the last year and a half i have gotten up maybe an hour or two after falling asleep. i get up and eat something and go back to bed. its as if im asleep but i have vague memories of it. i wake up in the morning surprised to find evidence of my being in the kitchen. then have the vague memorie of it. the doc i went to doesn't seem to think its sleep walking because of the memories of it. just curious of anyone's thought on these things. also about five times over the last 6 months i hear my husband or son call my name loudly and wake to find no one there. > > thanks for your thoughts > i appreciate everyone participation & experiences on this list > debby > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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